Mournful Disclosure of the Dirge Kind

The graveyard kisses me deeply
Never leaving my side
Always being there
When all else fails

Death, I love you
Seduce this false hope
I have no choice
As my emotions destroy these thoughts
Enveloping my heart
With a cold slab epitaph
Dirge melodies of forbidden roams
Inside the mourning of my own wellbeing

Oh, Death slice me with you scythe
So my heart can bleed diligently

Haste this fate
Let me escape
Cannot do this on my own
Rid this flesh
Scar these emotions
Map forth this strife
So my spirit can finally dwell
Into the grasp of a torn illusion

Death, After all is said and done
Reincarnate me at once
So I can live again
With no sorrow, No dread
With happiness and joy
Compelling me to grace
Upon the knowledge of grieving
Where I shall be reborn again

Death, Help me dream again
For these past dreams were all lies

Death, Do I even exist?
Maybe I should fade away
I feel invisible anyways

Death, Why have you forsaken me?
Or was it I who forsaken myself?
Lessons learned, Knowledge found


Oh, How the pen can cure these emotions


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/31/10

Journey to the impossible

Tress of crimson fury with shinning skin and aqua blue eyes
Looking upon dreams and wonder
Through the looking glass of an unbeknownst malice
Traveling across the images of a heart fed divine
As this soul comes along for the ride

Ah, What a smile
Confidence I so dearly admire
Balancing these mental scars
Taking flight in the abundant air
As the earth reigns with fire
Over the waters of the deepest sincerities

And distance futile
Our world is much closer than one could ever think
Mirrors of cloud roaming peaks
Sharing our sky with the wind’s lullabies
Kissing us both with it’s innocence
Directing our dreams as one
Upon the sky that flourishes us inside
Causing this unity to empower us both

Ah, This is something we cannot deny
No matter how many times we try
Fate brings forth it’s plan
Holds our very future
In the palms of it’s clairvoyant hands
Yelling loud and clear
The message that love is finally here

And how do we deny this guile?
Do we really want to live the rest of our lives alone?
Even if we found someone else
They would tear our hearts into oblivion
And then give each shrapnel
To the vultures of our heartbroken demise

So let us learn my love
And together we can create a legacy
With lore glazing wisdom
Creating a foundation
Where knowledge branches out

As our tree becomes larger everyday
Never ceasing to grow
Upon the golden years of our influence
Under the basking of a brand new hope

So, We could keep denying our feelings
And let the empty time go by
Or we could give into our feelings
And take risks for a brand new revolution
Of a love beyond our own living

Our choice, Our call
It’s now or never
Do you understand the implications?

I will try
But you will have to try as well

We can do this
Our love shall conquer all


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/29/10

Flaws

Flaws are beautiful
Gallant and so sincere
A work of art
The source of all enlightenment
In the structure of all abstract divine emotions

Ah, Perfection ceases to exist
A ghost, A fictional tale
Not of this very existence
Upon this cherished enigmatic heart
That beats passion and despair

Oh, Accept these flaws
As all flaws should be embraced
It defines our character
Showing all the battles we endure
As we stand tall and proud

Flaws are beautiful
Perfection’s just a myth
Without struggles
We would all cease to exist

Embrace your flaws
They are what shapes this world
Live, Laugh and love
And give all that you could ever give

In the end
Flaws are the truest forms of art
Through the testament of all mankind
The history of what makes us all better in the end

Flaws, The best thing in life
The epitome of all existence
In the grand scheme of the beyond
The blueprint to all epic journeys ahead

I am so proud of my flaws


written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/24/10

The Undisputed Prophecy of all Unified Knowledge

"I am merely a Vessel who learns as you learn"

Death upon asunder take me under
Mourn this heart farewell
In life’s abysmal end
On raven’s wing I fly
Flying across the astral plains of immortality
Torrential in a hollow awakening
Creeping mundane materialization
As I haunt this existence away

Oh, Twisted, besmirched and beguiled
Bittersweet to the very end
The great beyond my residence
Of graveyard memories and lucid destruction
Only to relax once and for all
Crying for the skies to open up
Only to take me to the depths
Of it’s own dimensional wonders

Cleanse me from this flesh
The sun, The clouds I detest
Winterland meets Shangri-la
As the heavens become unified
Upon the maven morals of my mistakes
Creating a lore where the knowledge
Of my own wellbeing becomes attached
To the blessings of all positive learning

Ah, This ghost is ready to roam
Into the thundering of all temptation
As I become sacrificial for a merciful cause
Making the unknown known
So all can see this agony
Only to learn the method of all madness

My pain is worth everything
For I shall teach the self enslaved to live free
Grasping the realities of true love
This world has only ceased to believe

Ah, with each scar I shall slowly
Turn all dreams into reality


I am among the stars and the skies

No matter what you believe
Unite with the peace of learning
That all love shall set you free

Call me messiah
Call me prophet
But know my many forms
Are the dedication to all the differences of life
In a world yearning for an unlimited mental evolution
Where knowledge shall never cease to exist

I never wish for you to walk amongst me
Let me walk amongst you
For I am the king of kings
Never Man, Women or child
I am merely the undisputed prophecy of knowledge
Teaching all to live peacefully

If you cannot understand
But want to understand
I have done my job well



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/21/10

Internal Sleep of a Restless Weary

Death take me away
In your slumber despair
Just give me seven straight hours
Of flight with the nightingales
So I can for that moment rest in peace

Oh, Death rock me to eternal sleep
Sudden relapse among the living
This body ever so unforgiving
As these eyes weigh ever so heavily
Into the restless night
Where these legs curse
The day I was born sleeping

Cannot take it anymore
Why can I never die?
Just for seven straight hours
Only to live for the rest of the duration
Cleansing these darkened feelings
Embracing the light

This mind ever so hasting
Millions of random meaningless thoughts per second
Killing the sheep of mourning
Countless to a lost cause
To a cure that was never found

Sleep, Why have you forsaken me?
Death, Why have you forgotten me?
Just living on the hope
Of finally being dead
In the eyes of these insomniac cries

Death, May I someday rest in peace



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/19/10

Weathering the Storm of a Scale Tilting Burden

As the thunder embroiders these thoughts
I become thick in these emotions
Eyes down pouring into an adhesive fogging
Before the calming sets in

It’s not all a horrid festering mess
Nor a merry go round sensation adhered
The loneliness of an unsocial dragonfly
Whom was once a butterfly, But now acute and bare
Stuck flying into the ire of emptiness
Upon laden flames of uncaused motives
As this motivation teases me tediously

Yet, This heart reaches out subliminally
As far as it could ever reach
Signing in distant dreams
To a signature that allures these doomed imageries
As I walk against the waves of self regret
The unmotivated causes of vertigo visions
That crescendos the clasp of red tide frustrations

Swamped into marsh reality
With the glooming of these mud filled eyes
Mired with hidden cries
Striving to get out of touch with reality
And it’s marauding ways

Oh, I do still give it my all
I try with all that I have
Only if they could understand
This very method I try to explore
Where there is much more of me
Than the world has ever seen before

Yet, Here I am sitting here quietly

No, I am not a victim
Nor want any kind of sympathy
Just want the respect of others
The ones who have passed me over
With unconscious diligence

Oh, Hit me hard with your sincerity
Silence is the worst thing to endure
Respect these humbled wishes
Just as long as your motives are pure

There is more to me
Than meets these secret cries
Could you please understand me
For once upon this very time?

Please, Never tax your heart
Just let it roam free
Sick of paying love’s expensive price
I just need you to believe in me
Yet, This is life
And it comes with many hidden fees

Who are you to tell me what I am not?
Or would you of even given the time
To even know who I truly am?

Oh nice excuse

Irony becomes obsolete
And dreams become flawed with despair

Scoff


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/13/10

The Quest into the Uncharted Valor of an Ever Pending Dream

Mourning the cloudless skies
The embers of yesterdays glaring
Ethereal to these memories
Chastised by cast iron fantasies
Mirroring the residuals of a past empty belief

Alone, Silent, At a standstill
Wondering where this lost time has gone
Did I have to murder these days
With the poison of my own fear?

Struggling, Scratching, Crawling
To a journey beyond self regret
Doing my best to fill up this social intuition
So the sun can set again

Weathering it all
With everything I have
With everything I could ever give
Climbing a top of an almighty prospering dream
To a place I can finally feel at home
A place where I can finally thrive to live in peace

In life, I don’t ask for much
Just a legacy I can secure
For the future of a lore guiding flurry
Upon the branching of knowledge
That grows ever so strong and proud
Connecting the undying will
Of an ever radiant tree

Out of the womb of time
Ready to live again
Reborn, Must never fall behind
Got to always leap ahead

These dreams no matter how far fetched they have been
Were always closer than I could of ever imagined
More than these eyes could of ever seen
More than these very dreams could of ever dreamed

So the moral of my own personal story is..
It is never too late to dream
Thus that is the message I must keep inside this heart
To let out for all who need reminded
Of the love life can give

Living, Loving Learning
The lessons of life I must believe
So I can finally truly become personally free
In the aspects of an all inspiring cherished endeavor

Love, My religion
To the unlimited nature of every last dream

Yes, In repeating fashion I cleanse love residually

Into the tradition of all gifting souls
Love shall always set me free


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/8/10

The Circle of a Love Filled Life

When this life comes full circle
Will you always remember me?
Through thick and thin
Helpless to grim
Into the journey of a peaceful euphoria
Will you accept this heart
As a token of my dedication?

See the positives of me
Peer inside the true nature of this soul
I truly have so much to offer
If only you knew these feelings within

Oh, I would always fight to keep you safe, Secure
With no worries, No regrets
Starting anew in this loving quest
To a unlimited venture
As I give you all I have
The best I could ever give
In the dedication of love
All for you, The dream catcher
Of every lasting impression
Spreading over many miles of carnal longevity
All for our two hearts as one

Hope I make sense
Hope I am never past tense
Hope I am good enough
As there is more to me
Than wings meeting the sky

Accept this love
As a token of my longing dedication

When this life comes full circle
Will you fill it with your love?
Creating heart filled ambitions
To the destiny I have always dreamed of having
As I make sure to light your smile
In the essence of those shooting star eyes
Where hope flies through all dreams imagined

I know I don’t offer a lot
But as a golden star once prophesized
All you need is love, All you need is love


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/4/10

ps. This was so emotional for me to write for personal reasons. Things might not make sense perhaps but they have personal attachments to me.

The Uncharted Journey to these Lore Nordic Emotions

This Nordic blood flows tonight
This inner Viking is set to ignite
As I travel the icy shores of these emotions
Pillaging subservient ponderings of their wishing thoughts
Slaying the monsters of all twisted passion
As I sail across the Oceans of conceptive blood
On this Dragon Ship that sails beyond
The realm of constant regret

In the lore of these cataclysmic ruins
I claim lands uncharted and bare
Protecting them from these Skrailing thoughts
Embarking inner chaos to any drama unfolding
As the jarl of these emotions
I shall cleanse all wickedness within

Oh, As I land on this Vine laden island
Of traverse temptation
I take the sword of knowledge
Cutting all ties with self negative destruction
As I then shield myself
From the enemy, Fear

Wearing a crimson mask of embattled frustration
Broken bones of demented despair
Heart frozen from frostbit neglect
Climbing above the tensing of a goring fury
With war torn affliction that scars this patience haltingly unattended

Yet, Here I stand tall
Fighting till my body says otherwise
Till my spirit rages out enchantingly
Traveling to the depths of Valhalla
Where I shall fight for all of eternity
As this Warrior within
Is my fountain of Bludgeoned Youth

Oh, With this honor, With this pride
I shall always stand tall
As this Valor within
Inspires me to live life strong
Beyond the realm of Nordland
Always being a Nomad
To all the dreams that crash with fury
Upon the cleansing of these tattered shores

Yet, With every discovery
I shall make them my home
Till now and forever
I shall always have the freedom to roam

For now, My emotions have been conquered
These feelings are controlled
I live with solace
In this conceded ire of my own oblivious nature
Where I stream away to the great beyond

A Warriors Virtue
Is when he can lead his pride
To a place where it can finally rest in peace

Yes, I am finally at home


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/29/10

Sister Moon

Sister moon, Oh, How she smiles so gracefully
Shining sweet cooling radiance
Full of white mass royalty
Graced lit skies upon gifting eyes

Sister moon, I admire your presence
Your lunar tranquility embellishes this skin
Relaxing the source of this inner peace within
Hovering over the rapture of internal gleaming

Oh, A full presence tonight
Ivory artistry in profound abundance
Lifting this heart in it’s gravitational grasp
Guiding it to your majestic epitome
In the salvation of alluring beauty
That calms this restless body to serenity

Oh, After you have taught me to live again
Turn me into a shooting star
Paint these ambitions onto uncharted dreams
Paradise of sublime lit lore
Into the heart I have hopelessly fallen for
Embracing the arms of acceptance
Upon what these humble hopes may come
Softly, securely onto the night

Sister moon, I shall always look up to you for guidance
Lessons you shall feed these thoughts pondering
In the future where I shall make an impact
To a future where I shall reside at last

Sister moon, Guide me, Guide me oh bright one
And I will always share your legacy
To hearts whom have yet to be touched


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/24/10

Exposing my Heart for a Worthy Cause

Lend your mind
I am never far behind
Have a choice, Have a voice
Open up, Freely, Willingly
Become the portal of these thoughts gleaming
Never fear, Never be afraid to dream

Must never fear this existence
It is more tranquil than you would ever know
Let go, Go with the flow
As life becomes stronger
Proudly equipped with teeth
To chomp away the decadence of years slaying
In a silent standstill
Where time shines it’s essence diligently

Let me take away any pain
Even if I have to swallow it down with mine
I will suffer for your mental freedom
From the ire of society’s wicked crimes
As I give it my all
Turning all negativity to sublime

All I ask….
Is to never take me for granted
It gets too old, Too cold
For this young spirit I hold within

My heart is open
You will just have to find it
As it shall come out of hiding
All for the worthy cause of your love

I am here
I have always been here, Where are you?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/17/10

Charming the Essence of my Realistic Endeavors of the Truest Kind

I shall hit the wall running full speed ahead
Shattering what was never meant to be
For way too long I supported invisibility
Now with the battle of my sanity I shall say goodbye
So long deceiving dreams, Au revoir, Auf Wiedersehen, Do Svidaniya
As I climb onto realistic sentiments of natural causes
In the presence of those who stand tall

And if I shall be alone, My heart shall turn to stone
To the cold icy fact that those who I thought cared, Never cared
Yet, an epiphany, In the distance I feel a rare presence
Of a foundation of minding endeavors
Shackled by the enigma of distance and time
As I aspire to wait patiently with open arms

Support is rare
At least to a realist’s mind
Where is forward?
When those who never cared are all behind

Life is a mystery, A paradox
Thus it shall never be solved
As I wonder who would join my quest
For the answers to all lessons learned?

In the end
I hope to venture into a realm of no return

Bittersweet, You lied to me from the beginning
And now your end has been exposed
As a foundation built by make believe
Into a land mired in self centered fantasy

And yet it was always you who claimed to be the realist
So long to fictional dreams


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/12/10

Visions of Loving Proportions

Sweet love, Sweet lover
Never let your eyes fall into hourglass visions
Put wings on them
And fly them higher than ever before
Enjoy the air of a peaceful progression
As you feel the momentum of a paradise
Yet to be explored

Ah, Watch the sky open
As it joyfully awaits your presence
Beaming out majestic radiant lights
Carrying you to a whole hearted haven
A place where honesty becomes as important as breathing
And everyone is open to all forms of reality
Embracing you for the importance of your soul

Sweet lover
There are no limits to personal achievement
As long as your earnest existence
Believes in the destruction of all impossibilities
Making it possible to set your mind free
On the wave length that anything can happen
As your thoughts magically form foundations of certainties

Sweet love
Keep taking flight
Never give up
Stay strong, Stay positive
Never lose faith in yourself

Oh, Beautiful one
Let me hold your hand
Let me protect you from any form of harm
As I promise nothing will ever hurt you again

I am dedicated to the cause of love
And it’s never ending journey for peace
Epitomizing the fountain of it’s youth
Basking in it’s endless ventures of incarnating lifetimes
Achieving in it’s brand new visions of truth

Oh, Sweet divine, Beautiful divine
Let us be as one with each other
As we fill the void
Of a love so epic and true


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/11/10

Confessions of a Love Fool

When you cry
Look up to the sky
Feel the soothing raindrops
As I am there with you
Emotionally and spiritually
Floating in the aura of our own emotions
United as one

When you sing
Sing my way
So those golden octaves surround me
As I feel each and every lasting verse
Upon a whimsical cadence
In a realm created by our personal ethereal majestic artistry
As your throne become my arms reaching out
To the royalty of our love so uplifting and serene

Oh, in my dreamiest of dreams
I see you smile
A smile as if I was headed for the light
Of an aspiring bliss
As I travel within your own charm and beauty
On heart shaped clouds
Engineered by stars shining tranquility
As I am a vessel of love’s free roaming longevity

Far away, So far away
Yet, so near and dear
My admiration, my salvation
The inspiration I so dearly hold in my heart

I know, I know it’s complicated
Thus our romantic venture will cease to ever exist
But I cannot stop thinking
Of these visions that play with my mind
Dancing, romancing this imagination beyond its own repair

These warp speed eyes
And these farfetched dreams
Still ache inside
As reality becomes the enemy

I feel connected, I really do
But I must disconnect
For the cold hard fact
That nothing will ever happen

I am a dreamer
You are a realist
Yet, I still adore
The beauty, the wonder that is you

This all becomes an event where love becomes a festering enigma
And yet my heart is still open
As I will always be the bearer of your tears


My love, my darling consider me your love fool



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/6/10

Signing in Cold Reality

From a distance I see you
Holding up your heart sign
Feeling alone, crying inside
Frustrated from love’s wicked ways

As I come closer
I peer into those epic eyes
Lending you my heart
So our souls can feel solidified

But low and behold
You see past me
Looking at society’s demise
Blushing, laughing with joy
Ah, look it’s the “perfect” guy

He is everything you have ever wanted in appearance
He is your love facsimile to the rotting core
But you still ride on top of his blackened heart
Because it feels so comfortable

Ah, for the seconds he respects your existence
Minutes, Hours and days pass by
As he stabs your heart into oblivion
He leaves you restless in kaleidoscopic emotions
In a daze directed by the deceit of his self-absorbing lies

He takes your resources
Leaving you in a fixated icy haze
Oh, how you always thought depression was pathetic
Now look at you all weeping and crying
As love has impaled the meaning of your life

From a distance I saw you
Holding up your heart sign
Now your hands have been open
For the pain and suffrage
You have vehemently grown accustom to

Now you’re signing a new sign
The sign of your rite of passage
In the heart of your funeral arrangement
Where you have egotistically died inside

Yet, I was always there
Signing you my heart’s consent

Love, why have you forsaken me


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/4/10

Planting Death to make life Reappear

"Dedicated to all forms of forsaken"

I am a poet
In a mobbing world
Striving to get by
Through ashes and shrapnel
Of memories clinging to frustration

Seeing ghosts appear
Becoming a spectator, a clairvoyant
As the invisible become visible
From blood draped dormant
Cursed into seclusion
Becoming mere illusions
To the grasp of a forsaken catastrophe
As they cry for my soul

Lust is in
The living rage on
Poetic currencies
Slaves to an alluring cause
Where pity and urges
Unite into a society created by false hope

The Ghosts have turned me
Into a twisted screaming shrieking abnormality
Now it is up to us
To haunt those living in denial
Bittersweet disdain shall become insanity
As our dreams shall become one

Poetic death is the life
The dead shall inhabit
Into the depths of equal royalty
Thus finally becoming free

Now every tombstone
Have chisels worthy of publication



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/2/10

Poetry in Unorginized Notion

Emptiness, I am me
Who are you?
Confused by forgetful ambiences
As backs become turned
And the sky becomes voided
By a culture vast in particular illusion
Seizing each incarnation
Of what makes them believe
In what makes them breathe
As I drown into osmosis
In a state of coldness
Calculating zero lung caving responses, Deluged

The Ravens fly
Dreaming of flocks united by the misconstrued
Through the clouds of sorrow
As our wings become fused together in infernal fasting
Of a hunger we once knew
Touching the ground
Evolving into broken promises
As I awaken to the chilling of cold shoulders

Humans laugh
And where am I?
Dying my heart fooled
Into a blackened oblivion
Invisible to visible quests ahead

Who are these miscellaneous muses?
They clique so well
As they breed joy across patted backs
With warm hugs to an applauding standstill

Barren transactions
Burning these pages
To scathing bookmarks
As I regurgitate all of these ashes
Turning them all into verses
Sung by the screams of voiceless music

The art of influential tasks reinstated
To confuse the masses
Contrived to disapprove
Because different is scary
And normal seems so safe and sincere

All I know is fate keeps beckoning me back
Into its fall from disgrace
Where words have an unidentified face

In the end
All I ask in life
Is where I am now?
Please, fill me in

Not many get me, perhaps?
And that is alright


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/30/10

Star child Divine

Clinging onto the stars
That this world has never seen
Embellishing the air
Of a twilight glowing dream
Directing myself into sky high motives
In the sense of all things magical

Smiling with the moon
As it beams so nocturnally
This heart’s gravitational pull
Pumps with lunar essence
Of my own transforming thoughts

Calling for all planets to align
To a peaceful awakening
As the cosmos are mine

In the next transition
My soul shall fly like a comet
Exploring this very universe
Beyond the stars of my very own wellbeing

I am a child of the stars
Awaiting my next personal evolution
To finally take me home


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/26/10

Tragedy

Tragedy, Oh, sweet tragedy
Never turning your back on me
Scraping this heart
For the metal box it wants to be

I want you tragedy
Yearning for the bleak
The comfort of knowing
You are always there

No lies, Just honesty
Never leaving me in a clueless daze
Always being sincere
Never having an agenda
To this existence in the dark

Tragedy, Oh my epic treasure
Full of oblivion and self-destruction

I give myself to you

Magic, Adaptions of a blackened mass
Holding onto your hesitant irreverence
So I can fall into your six foot heart
Stifled and full of rigor mortis

Tragedy, Descend this soul
I want to be uncontrolled
So I can never feel again

I’m calling for you
Take this pain away

Tragedy, I am yours to disown



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/25/10

Plague Risers of the Heartless Kind

Plagiarized minds
Watching fame go by
As it steals its heart
In its own merit demise

Crying inside
While others laugh on
Knowing the victims done
All by the pain and rancor gleaming
Glooming into the foundering of denial

Looking into the sky
The stolen cry
Why do they do this?
Why do they have no hearts?

To the pure hearted innovated souls
Who thrive to make this world a better place
I feel your pains
Keep strong and sincere
Never weaken your thoughts to invisible alienation

The plagiarizers mind
Tear up foundations
As they come together as one
Giving each other mindless accolades
Of what they have stolen

And with every last fame
They spread their disease
To the lost causes
Found by their fictional deviousness
That perplexes the world into egotistical sin

The ego infested devils laugh
The earnest Angels cry
The world becomes a disillusioned hell
Controlled by the tyrants of an unimaginable movement


I hate you
I fucking hate you
Please, go die inside


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/22/10

Neanderthal Hearts

Neanderthal hearts take over
Destroying the progress of ones love
Raping, Pillaging every last resource
Of hopes and dreams
As it raises its arms in victory

Oh, feed the egos
The over indulging ones
Hurt yourself over and over
It’s alright; it’s what so many do

Ignore me, I understand
The Neanderthal hearts own your soul
No matter where they may go
You will always be there

Hurt yourself, so used to the pain
Anything else, you get scared

Ah, Fear the weapon of the Neanderthals heart
As it poisons your mind
In weakened consent

Oh, But you act so strong
Only to protect your weaknesses
Criticizing others
Unless they do harm to you
Lie to you, Cheat on you
Forcing you to live in an imaginary world
As they watch your heart die

Ah, your resources gone
The Neanderthal hearts move on
You cry for it to return
But when it never returns
You still keep looking for another Neanderthal heart
While in the meantime
Killing hearts so loving, so pure

Your heart is now Neanderthal
Spreading the disease over and over

Where are the true hearts anymore?

Spirits

Spirits lost, Forgotten, Forsaken
Come through me

Never shall we be ignored
Take this body as a vessel
Roam inside for support and attention
Be heard, speak loudly
Never let anyone take you for granted
Enter this newly created dimension
The home you have always dreamt having
In a once nomadic past alienation

Oh, feel these emotions

Feel the touch of wind
The embracing of air
As you come alive
For one last time

Spirits, this love, this dedication
Belongs to you as well
Take this heart
Mend it as your own
Treasure this existence, this abode
As the foundation of you being noticed

Oh, And in the end
All I ask
Is to fly me beyond the skies

Venture us to a realm where love is always open
Helping every last dying soul
Into a united front where everyone is first in line

Spirits, I represent you
We are one
Struggling to make ourselves known

I stay alive
So the lost, the ignored, the forsaken
All have a name

Spirits, I love you


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/17/10

Descending into Darkness

Darkness, please come through me
Numb this body of any feelings
Kill these senses alluring
Culminating into full blown destruction
Where emotions never exist again

Darkness, Fill this soul with coldness
Ice this heart astray
Erase this mind of these false hopes
As they always murder these dreams anyways

No more confusion
Just plain darkly disillusion
Demised to the blackest of core
As love was always alive
It was me that was always dead

In this graveyard of emotions
I play my final dirge
Say my final epitaph
All for the cause of a haunted regret
For which I slab myself within

Oh, rest assure I will be suffering in peace
As darkness paints my skin pale
Haunting me into uncharted ruins
Afflicted by my existence
In a world I roam alone

All alone in a world that was never mine to live in
Embellishing the darkness that keeps me numb
Clinging onto the sadness of my enduring fears
Walking with death my only release

Yet, it is I who prays to be among the deceased
For I was alive all of this time

Just a wannabe dead man who ceases to live again
Yet, Darkness is the place I still call home


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/15/10

The Journey of an Epic Lover

For my far away lover
No matter where you may be
I dedicate this to you

Such excitement, as I look up into the sky
I see you shinning so brightly
Upon such lucid alluring stars
Placed in a realm unique in its own original way
Where pleasures give birth
To a brand new beginning
Celebrating the magic of a new age of love
Where these current times becomes irrelevantly passé

With such graceful visions, I see this beauty of yours
As these eyes begin to portal to these feelings within
Grabbing this very heart of mine
Flying it high
As it searches for your soul
Traveling into the astral planes of romantic endeavors
As I am directed into the essence of your inner peace

Ah, my far away lover
Let haste be our guide
Shoot yourself across the galaxy
Travel on through with open arms
As space becomes born again

Ah, Beauty, you could be a billion light years away
Yet, I would still feel your presence
As these dreams become one with your heart
Soaring highly above this soul I cleanse for you
Making this long journey all worth the while

My love, my beauty
Let us fly beyond the universe
As we make each star our own
Only to build them into hearts
So those who are lonely can have a home

My beauty, my love
Your inspiration always brings out the best of me
If only for just a moment
Could I bring the best out of you?

Is the future ours?
Or will this dream ever truly come true?

We hold the key to the journey of an epic love
May the doors we open become the dreams we have yet to fulfill

I am here, I am always here, Find me, Or help me find you


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/5/10

The Confusionalist

Necro dancer, Necromancer
Douse me with your bloody pages
Trickle down madness
Empower me with sadness
Raise me from the grave

Evolve this body to mortem dwelling
Let us revel in a brand new damning day

Ah, the sweet stench of death’s scent
Tastes of famishing plague
Conceived again to breathe poison laden amends
As I rise above the lifeless slaves
Screaming orders for a crimson revolution
Leading a trail of bludgeoned disdain

Ah, Rotting through
Slashing, Impaling, Denigrating
Creating mass graves of landfilled rage
Equipped with black magic temptations
Turning mortals into rats
Marching them through a war torn maze
Invigorating the seduction of brainless hate
Celebrating an apocalyptic utopia
Where the sun has died
And haste has come to erase anything built with peace and love

Ah, the fog rolls on
Reddened by past dread
Ah, hear the dirge as it crescendos
Giving life to all vengeance
Veering off into genocidal hypocrisy

Thank you mere men
Thank you for stroking the egos
Of the heartless soulless puppets we put in your way

“Oh, I love you”
Do you not hear my black heart beating?
As it murmurs icy cold catastrophe
Upon the willing spirits conceived?

Ah, Seduced by death
Oh, how your own faith has forsaken you
You can never turn back
For the reaper has adopted your souls

Cannot change direction either
It’s all too late
The reaper messiah is now the master
Ruling all who tried molesting the grave

And where are your flesh wearing gods now?
As they destroyed the character of all humankind
They are on their knees praying to society to take their pain away

Ah, was it all worth it?

Sadly you raped freewill
But I guess nothing is ever good enough

May you all unrest in pieces

When ego is involved, the confusionalist always wins in the end


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/2/10

This Heart's Enduring Venture

Listen to this heart
Oh, how it beats in volumes
Loud octaves of love
As passion sings into solemn skies
Hovering over the prospects of longevity

Feel this heart quake
Vibrations of hopes and dreams
Made of tranquil lucidity
All in the name of love’s reality

Oh, drawn heavily by this heart’s illustration
Put on those sacred wings
Travel inside, Deep inside
So much open space to explore
Fly off to your very own realm of imagination
Where dreams fight to become real
And solace exists upon romantic endeavors

Fly high, and set yourself free
There are no limits to our eternal journey ahead

Live inside this heart
After all it’s reserved for you
Always doing my best
To make my this love true

This heart belongs to you
Every ounce of its undying dedication, yours
Please never take it for granted
Or the scars of yesterday
Shall crash on through

Yet, with honor and trust
With triumph and dedication
I shall always love you
Will you always love me?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/29/10

Man-Made Hell

To the over prideful owner
Of a heart’s contradiction
Your lights are off
Veering into a delusional reality
Drowning into love’s filthy dew infested residue
In a river flooded by false premonitions
Of diluted passions astray

Blinded by fictional dreams
Clinging into an abasing void
Kissing false hope
Cuddling denial in submitting fashion
To only grow numb of all feelings

Ah, to the victim
Surely all is meant well
Not realizing the murder committed
By the crowning fools of an over inflated achievement
Biding their time for total mental destruction

Then the vultures of time
Eat up the scraps left behind
Enjoying every last taste
Savoring the heart for all it’s worth
Only to put the burnt pieces back together

Dead souls walking
Ready to destroy another heart
Spreading the disease of negativity
To the next victim standing in line
Adding to the traverse train that slays on
Collecting the lights of the once enlightened
Only to make each memory its own ego inflating trophy
So all misery can unite in mass inconclusive hypocrisy
Where the fragile shatter on
With shipments of pain and suffrage

Welcome to today’s world
Where love becomes more of a myth
Folklore to all the dreamers
Who tried and tried to make this world a better place

Welcome to man-made hell


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/27/10

Bittersweet Laced in Black

Crying for numbness
Tears stabbing these eyes
Painfully cohesive
Paradise denied

A Mass lingering silhouette
Shadowing these eyes
Possessed by poltergeist envisions
Forcing this state of mind
To wonder into oblivion

Barren hope, Dead dreams
Graveyard lit by hindsight
Unrested pandemic ponders
Regressing soul
Blackened in grief

Oh, these panoramic eyes
Feeling lost, making strides
Are things really what they seem?
Convalescing in this mind’s resurfacing?

Yes, my misery may be frozen in fear
And Death chases on and on
Yet, this existence it shall never find
As this soul belongs to me
It’s all mine

I shall deal with this pain
Wear it strong and proud
Reminding me of what the future may bring
In the essence of a sky high fulfilling dream

Here stands a poet, A Man
Perhaps lonely in stride
Admitting to the problem
Of not accepting his own life

Suicide, Go away, you are not wanted

Everything shall be alright
Or am I just lying to myself?


Who knows what the end shall bring to me
If nothing or anything at all


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/24/10

Bipolar Love

Today’s love is bipolar
As Loki’s Heart ignites
Burning those once engulfed
In a world plagued of hopeless dreams

Death in their eyes
How do they even walk?
Pretending all is wonderful
As their character is slowly being destroyed

Controlled, Owned
Slaves to a deceiving cause
Hoping for happily ever after
Haplessly living in a dyslexic fairytale
Chained to false hope

Today’s love is bipolar
Yet, No one will admit that it’s true
Too proud to ever admit defeat
Beaten by the world’s most admired fools

Loki’s heart owns their soul
All emotions cataclysmically ruined
Nothing to ever look forward to
“With the exception of demise”
In the plague of where all their hope looms

Bipolar love, it’s the popular thing to do
Welcome to Hel the place where all nightmares come true



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/23/10



Loki is a norse character and not a happy one haha. And I did not mispell Hel because in Norse that is how it is spelled.

Ignition Mode

Once in a foul hence
I defiled my own reasons
Stood in the dark
Awaiting the spark
Of a proud romantic evening

No one exists but me
Was it all in my head?
Growing ever so remorseful
For what I did to myself

And what did I do?
Something of invisible treason
Invaded this soul
Let myself go
For the pride of my own destruction

Yet, I still stand
No harm, No foul
Just me myself
But how?
Do I keep on moving?

The answer is here
All in me
Coming in tuition
The might of my own

Am I gone?
Or am I home?
Tell me
Is my existence at rest?

Ah, true freedom
Is the freedom
We all take from within

The end


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/20/10

Confused Stanzas of Unknowingly known Origins

Desecrating stanzas
Because my muse ignites
Writing with emotions
No matter what the may be
Killing normalcy
So I can live free

Creative insignia I shudder
Walking candidly cleansing unmarked mutters
Equipped with the weaponry of pen and paper
Victim of ax wielding tyrants
So I stand tall in defiance

Trying to confuse
With such lackadaisical irreverence
Calming eyes with sentiments
Making nonsense no sense
Amongst my pretentious so called brethren
Perplexing stepchild of terror
I surely am

My work cannot be used
Heard it all before
Too bad for them
That I am not a whore

Happy as a clam
Floating on pearl peasant dreams
Nothing can faze me
Because in times like these
I write in the defense
Of my own sanity

My love for writing
Loves me back again and again and again
Don’t do it for over stocked ego driven accolades
The humbling few are rewarding enough

Just a poet
A shy one at that
Portly, Carefree and never exact
Standing out of my way
To never be intact

Perfection is a lost cause
Something I will never behold
My art is naked
Neurotically misconstrued

Grammar be gone
Wash me away
Always being true to my words
While my submission is in the grave

Who am I?
But a spirit full of hunger
Haunting hindsight
In the truce of all mental remains

But, Still, Still
I stand tall and proud
As also I do for you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/17/10

Into the new age of Misanthropy

Gouging the eyes
Of love’s demise
Blessed be
As you carry the demon seed

In your womb, death
Laden and diseased
Nature in ruin
Not enough air to breathe

They have raped you
Oh, they have pillaged you

Climate rises
As does the sea
Polar caps melt, Revenge is seized
A Woman is scorned
Man pays for his greed

Oh, the stench putrid
Flesh rotting retribution
Visions of grotesquery
Drowning in infidelity
Revenge so bleak
So bleak indeed

Her resources gone
Yet, Hatred remains
Paradise lost
Plagued by the copulation
Of humankinds demon seed

Love is dead
Blinded by rage
The newly formed human rats enslaved
As the snake eats them
One by one

The world has become
One huge rotting apple
In the barren eve of nothingness
We are still alive?
Yet, we walk amongst death
May we all rest in peace

Welcome to the new age
The new age of misanthropy


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/16/10

Insomnia

Insomnia the plague
The demurring factor
Anti-slumber antagonist
The red eyed disaster
Never being one for compromise
In the grasp of a morgue fiend euphoria

Torture, Such dusk shrilling torture
As these eyes become hypnotized
Into mourning’s grasping trance
Upon dreamy flaws
In the daze of deceit
Of the night’s most despicable, twisted cause

Oh, tossing, turning for rest
Running legs of spastic mortem
A lively murder
Counting one Demonic sheep at a time

Sighing, Struggling, Tilting
Trying to sleep standing
Internally weeping
Afraid to fall, Afraid to fall

Daylight, grieving the death of the night
As the sun shines in fiery frustration
Turning into hell’s torturous plight
Burning these eyes
Showing no love, No compassion
To these tiny blue reflections

Insomnia, My enemy
I hate you
Soldier of bright skies
Your master the sun
Helps my daily demise

I am tired
But cannot die
Eternally shackled by time
Oh, If only I could cure these metaphoric bite marks
That plagues me to be a creature of the night

Insomnia, Because of you
Many feel the wrath of your own destitution
As they are phantoms hiding astray

If I cannot die, why can I not find them?
As they too meet a torture filled unsuspecting living demise

Restless in peace, Restless in peace, Restless in peace


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/13/10

The Event of a Self Personal Reception

Tears flow in shrapnel
Afterburning eyes
Infiltrating thoughts
Piercing the heart
In formaldehyde fashion

Oh, The silence, Nothing
Void, Null, Everything disappears
As if space ate these emotions
Digesting it beyond oblivion
As sorrow grimaces in pain

Quietness from me as well
Silent upon implosion
Never wanting to spread this cataclysmic existence
Upon the bright happy dreams of others
So I hide for them in seclusion

Struggling on and on
Screaming so loudly inside
Wanting physical pain more than mental pain
But I refrain, Refrain
From trying something stupid

Oh, And these eyes they wonder
In a realm where no one exists
Beyond life and death
Into an emotional wreck
Where time becomes neglected

Wanting to numb myself of the pain
But with that comes a price
Would rather fight for comfort
Than give into fate's weary plight
Oh, I fight on

And there you have it, My story
Never fear this heart
For it is stronger than you could ever imagine

Through the pain
Against the grain
I fight for my life to be certain

Ah, These tears shall flow into rainbows
Hovering over the love I shall spread to others
And that is the peace
Where all these dreams could finally come true

Bare with me
I truly, I greatly love you
Do you love me?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/7/10

Say the Word

Say the word, Intellectual one
Find this mind with yours
As we claim these philosophies as our own

Wayward, With the Sea by our side
We explore other realms
Never stepping back
As we move forward
Into this vast vast world

Oh, We shall never be lost
Always finding ourselves
Supportive with innovation
As we keep things sacred

Ah, Nomads of distant time
Traveling on through
We are what the blatantly blinded seldom see
A revolution from Mother Nature’s womb

Onward to greatness
Our legacy shall be in tune
Beyond the years we lather laden
To beyond our final resting place

Ah, They will forever know our names
Say the word
And our Universe shall be our own

With the truest of freedom
We give, Take, Conquer and roam

Say the word, Oh, Say the word
As we travel through time beyond our world


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/12/10

Flow

Nightly insomniac eyes
A slumber morning
An afternoon ride
To all dreams ahead

Feeling a change
Will be happening soon
Something big, Something great

Oh, And all of these restless hours
Perhaps coming to an end?
Will never drag my feet
Ever again

Oh, This Epiphany indeed awaits
Even if not seen today
I feel I will look back
And see this was the day
My life changed forever

Yet, No huge expectations
Just going with the flow




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/8/10

Eye Candy

Oh, Such lovely reflections
The stars that shine from your eyes
Looking stupendous
May our hearts intertwine

These gazes I gaze upon you
Makes for an epic eventual sprite
A celebration of admiration
In the depths of all kindred adaptations

Oh, How much happiness I have
From those peeks divine
Loving them the way I do
Should surely be a crime

On this glorious mantle
A blown up picture of you
Had to poke out those fictional eyes
So I can truly pull yours through

Now your eyes will never grow old
Preserved for my viewing pleasure
Upon this mantle of romantic memory
Basking in the beauty you will forever send me

Now my darling
You are now truly an Angel



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/4/10

Shore

Looking down upon the shore
Feeling in control
This soul flying high
As wings fill this hearts mold
Shaping flight upon a dream
Upon an abstract clinging cove

Ah, Gazing at such tranquil tides
Such legendary flow
Patent to waves sculpturing rocky forms
Feeling at ease
Looking down upon the shore

Oh, This imagination wonders
Mind filled with prospecting growth
Thoughts travel and wonder
Looking down upon the shore

Up high, Worries below
Heart floats and flutters
Future untold
These feelings ever ready
Looking down upon the shore

All alone
Please, Come with me
Lets climb on down
While smiling ever so brightly
Jumping off the lower shore below

I cannot swim
But I put my trust in you
As we float together
Into the deepest waters
Beyond the shore

Into the day on through the night
Our happiness grows
No fear in sight
As we visit our childhood one more time

Peace and love to our brand new world
Now as Angels our story forever unfolds

Heaven on Earth
As our spirits continue to grow
Our new discovery is the realm well beyond the shore
Golden to our new venture we now call home


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/2/10

Beyond the Realm of Enlightenment

The skies open
Taking me away, Far away
From this retched flesh
As my spiritual venture begins

Ah, Such flight
Stars so beautiful, So bright
Smiling with such new found confidence
As the moon beams upon my face
Wings flow out from my back
As I begin flying on my own

My heart pumps
With joy and reverence
Feeling important
As the stars shine their love
Into this once voided existence

Ah, Once I was afraid of heights
Yet, I fly higher and higher
Feeling comfort
As the cosmos hold me tight

Spiritual awakening
Utopia all around
Space filled serenity
Upon this arisen identity

Finally coming home
They all know who I am
Feeling at ease, At last
In a realm where love truly exists

Accepted, Loved and Adored
Within these dreams finally grasped
Taking in everything
Hoping it will all last forever

Here I am, Now someone of importance
Here I am loved beyond
I could of ever imagined being loved


Please don’t revive me
Never want to be wakened again


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/24/10

Festering into a Gracefull Oblivion

Take this existence
Ravage it to oblivion
Sweet alluring torment
Utter such crowing achievements

Touch me, Feel me
Incomplete this cause
Whirlwinds of surging chaos
Tickling through this cancerous torrent

Ah, A warrior I am
To the epitaph of love
Metaphysical foundering enhanced
By the plague that famishes us
In the awe of death’s embrace

Terror how it makes us scream
In the joys of lust
Dire fetishes scornful sentiments
As our sensual desires bleed on

Fly high with me
In the skies of debauchery
As our two way party
Shall summit the mires of cataclysmic wonder
Celebrating such sultry mourning
In the midst of our own blackened abyss

Ah, As our love becomes murder
Our death lives on
Entwined in spiritual mayhem
Nothing shall control us again
Mere flesh is nothing
But a disease that warts our sins

Oh, Our minds shall always
Stir seductive bliss
As our agony persists
We look down to mortality
And laugh with such horrid glee


Come here my creature of love
Please, Take me on


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/18/10

Reaper Messiah

"Before you read this. Take note that this is fictional and has nothing to do with my views on religion"


Death’s mindset
So dreadful, So enticing
Seductively influential
Heart beating ever so destructively

Healing shrieks
Spearing through the night
Inner turmoil
Submits to chaos
Intertwined with travesty
Perplexing plight

Woes, Woes of oblivion
Such sweet mental necrophilia
Crying with agony
Perishing in a trance
Locked into graveyard temptations
Suicidal bliss
Captured by dim hope
Nothing can be worst than this

Oh, How lovely these dreaded feelings keep accumulating
As darkness keeps calling my name

Death’s love
Flows within
I am it
This reflection grim
Reaping onto Pandora’s larceny

And because of this
There will always be an endless end
Life is forever death
As I have been created
In his image

Death, I am him, He is me
Always to beyond eternity

Or was this all just a dream
In the essence of all fictional reality?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/14/10

Mindscape

These inner Entities
Dirge for hope
Blood curdling screams
Crimson Utopia
Riding enigma
In the cleansing
Of my very own sanity

Ah, Death, Sweet Salvation
Creative bittersweet divine
In the cataclysm
Of my own design
As the lights dim
And a dark epiphany forms grotesque imageries

Spirits enslaved
From an early grave
Harboring such regret
Empowering this perishing soul
Cohesive in the dire
Of a misery Secularly famishing
Biographic myths

Oh, And then the skies reign blood
The Clouds cry out
For the slaughter of all mankind
Cleansing the wicked and righteous
Helping the environment adapt
Through toxic chaos

My Faith circumvents
This imagination grows diligently
Death becomes my religion
And the world becomes my own personal demise

Welcome to the new world order
Known as my mind


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/9/10

Potpourri

These eyes nocturnal
To brightly lit lights
Pondering dreams
Calming this swollen heart
For just this very moment
Of Recluse location

Seeing them all
Strangers far and away
Walking in slow motion
Against the static blurs
Of fates paralleled emission

Sleep becoming feasible
Dreams becoming worthwhile
Nightmares coincide with fantasy
Pictures of denial
Painting these legs restless
As these eyes sink under

What is the prognosis of transplanting time?
Can I not be free through the balance of longevity?

Oh, The empty miles this spirit has roamed
Ashamed to even cope
With the haunting of my own soul
Till the outward Phantoms
Eat the inner parts of my own reality

Ah, Nothing fits
Like pushing boulders
Into marbled sized holes
I may be big
Yet, I am not whole

This life seeks adventure
For this I must flow
Into the deep end of opportunity
Where I am still afraid to swim

These small astigmatic eyes
Torched by light
These ears become deafer
As time parlays this current momentum

I don’t choose to die but live
Yet, I cannot tell the difference anymore

Still, I smile gracefully


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/30/10

Diseased Love

Dedicated to those who go relationship to relationship or go with someone and break up to only keep doing this all so many times and to those who brag and brag and brag about how great the love you have is to only get dumped not long after or endure the pain of them treating you badly because of your huge pride issue. This is dedicated to you!


Love becoming diseased
Spreading upon innocent minds
Corrupting beauty
Poisoned by the smiles of beaming strychnine

Behold the new age of romance
Plagues of misery
Yet, So many say all is well
By trying to prove their love is true

Wearing their partner like a badge
As if they were royalty
Invisible crowns wore proud
Yet, in reality dunce hats for them the fools

Ah, Moldy kisses touching
Toxic encounters below
Puppets dragged into hypocrisy
Rejoicing in a whole new low

And when they get dumped
They look for the same type of infection
All to relive barren dreams
Locking themselves in Pandora’s box
Dying each day deliberately

Ah, Drama is brain fodder
All becomes edible for the dogs of scorn
As love becomes the suicide
Flushed down by the despicable proud
The ones the very disciples of disillusion look up to

Ah, And The Rat Gods
tell the self proclaimed superior minds to jump
As they ask their masters how high?

Stop spreading such grief to your own sickly cause

Welcome to the in thing, Diseased love


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/24/10

This Heart has Vision

Oh, How I tried and tried and tried
To come into your heart
It was slammed, Crowded
I could not even wait in your veins

My darling I hate crowds
Mostly ones so loud and phony
Cannot wait this long for your attention
I just don’t have it in me

I know you mean well
Yet, You do come off to me
As a Woman who needs a whole lot of attention
More than I could ever give “Even at 100%”
Striking down your own character
Subliminally metaphorically lusting
Over indulged gratifications

I cared, Always did and still do
But darling, When have you come to me?
Said anything?, Did anything?
Princess I am not a neglected dog
Who howls for attention
That is just not me

Oh, How I wrote you poems, Silence
I said I would do what I can for your happiness, Silence
I waited for you to respond. Silence
And you damn near broke my heart in two

But now, Like a fool I await
To hear your very words
Are you afraid?
Then why does this world know your pain?

I am not like them
So proud I am, to be different
And never turning myself into a puppet
To the all time worst ego feeding game

You know it could of never been this way
Yet, If you actually come and talk to me
Perhaps something can still be done

Just know this
I will never be one of those phony guys
Who do their best to impress you
I will always just be myself
And that I take great pride in

Come in or go away, Your choice
I will no longer beg



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/22/10


To a point kind of fiction but I tweeked this I on purpose wanted to make it with the vocabulary and atmoshpere it has. Perhaps a little cluelesness with some sarcasm as well as attitude perhaps. I wanted a multi layer of the meaning of this write.

The Fury Tale of Forgotten Sorrow

Heart confined
Loneliness, Silence
No love in site
Depravation mulls over
The wanting of another
With dreams fully massed
Blackened to the core

It’s me, All me
Self chastised in exuberate mode
Unsocial ghostly Butterfly
Flying incognito
Within the winds of regret

Feeling ugly, Fermented
Tattered and torn
Prince of oblivion
Standing by my gravestone
So deliberate in this personal mourning

An Enigma, A creature
Stirring alone
From this paltry existence
Into a large Ghostly form

Ah, Devious loving calamity
Phantom curved facial roam
Burnt flowers, Bridges and trees
Home sweltering Home

Spreading necrosis to these eyes
Foreign to the norm
Macabre intuition
Retched thoughts, Mental storm

As this mind loses the battle for sanity
Nothing makes sense anymore
In this chaos breeding catastrophe
A nursery rhyme of death’s fidelity
Repeating in my head

Ugly can be beautiful
In the eyes of dread
My existence a persistent funeral
In the shadows of perished love
Where I feel gloriously enigmatically fine

Now darkness shall be my enduring plight
Only in fire it shall ever shine

My name is, Forgotten
The sorrow of all mankind


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/10

Consumed By Confusion

Will you remember me
If I was gone for just a second?

Mystery of life
Sacrificial thoughts
Banging my head against the wall
Trying to recoup
Capture the sparkle
I have only dreamed having

Living this life
The best I can
Hate to complain
But what is wrong with me?
Never made any kind of impact

So much love within these dreams
Yet, Everything is never what it seems
Life carving malicious forgery
Yet, It is I who is to blame
Dead silence, The veil of shame
What will I be remembered for?

Till now and beyond
Must fight on strong
Never giving up
In the pursue of a better life

I just want one thing from you
Please remember me
Hate living alone
Thoughts seem to make me feel at home

Pondering on and on
Wondering what planet I am from
Because I feel so different
From everyone else

Do you remember me?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/10

Blue Stars

Far away, Far away
Two blue stars
Shinning so magically
Sparkling into this heart of mine

Into these dreams
Love can be seen
Stronger than ever
A bond so exhilarating
So far, Yet, So Close

Oh, My love, Dream love
I can feel your presence
Smell your flesh
Touch your aura
As if you were right here with me

Ah, Beauty, Sweet romance
You have me in a trance
Mesmerized by your existence
So close, Yet, So far

Blue stars
Join me, Join me
In the essence of love
As we defy limits

So far. Yet, So close

Come close
Or meet me in-between
May our love be powerful
In the basking of a new found journey

Four blue stars
Living in a dream beyond a dream
So close, Yet, So far

Yet, Soon I feel so deeply we will be the talk of the skies

So close, Yet, So far
Your distance is so near and dear to me
As I look up and see your beautiful blue eyes
Basking in the future so brightly lit

My Love, May our adventure begin

Four blue eyes living in magical harmony



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/7/10

Building a Constellation for Love

Passion aligns the new stars sublime
As I dream upon the greatest relationship
A unity of natural harmony

Ah, Higher I envision prospecting stars
Of a near future acceptance
Where this sentimental heart
And this unique mind
Unwinds into her ever treasured soul
Becoming a haven
A utopia to be discovered
By the very bond of us

Miles upon miles
Beyond the furthest reaches galore
Feeling adored, Respected
As the locals walk by
Looking past my very humbled ambitions

Ah, In the midst of these dreams
I am a nomad of love
Traveling to the edges of this world
Looking to the stars
To point the way to love’s salvation
Defending myself from anxiety’s dreary abyss

And if I shall fall down into the pit of self doubt
I shall climb back up, Dust myself off
And walk on even stronger
Becoming a better person within myself

Oh, My Love, My admiration
The dreams of dreams
May our bond map our stars
Into a future of epic sublime

As we keep building on
To our own constellation
Shaped in the mold of our unified hearts
Where there is no end to our journey
Into the grace of everlasting love


Beauty, My love, My home sweet home
May our eternal dreams come true



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/28/10

My Glorious Endeavor

My Venus falling off the scales of regret
Gasping for air
Needing fire to regenerate
As pastel green turns turquoise
And Copper burns into an alien like tin

Mindful and ready
Yet, Cannot have it
Even though I taste it
Feel it, Breathe it
Embellish it, Embrace it
Know it, Relate with it
I cannot have it

It still treats me as a stranger

Oh, Such passionate love
In this ever running blood
Flows to empty seclusions
So far away, Far away
Love, The trickiest illusion
Harmed by the magicians aristocratic ways

Caught in space, No sound, No motion
Frigid from Jupiter’s cold shoulders
As the arrow of time
Shoots my heart into oblivion

Still, I bare it all
Feelings and mindful expressions
All for love, All for the one
Who shall lift me amongst her most epic stars

With this pain
With this agony
I will become stronger than ever
As fate grabs my hand
And flies me into it’s beautiful heart
Rendering me lucky to be in this moment

Now I am recreated in an astral divine
Reincarnated from all loving things
That balances this aura of mine

And in this endless journey
I am my own sublime
As the universe aligns
In such compatible harmony

Welcome to my glorious endeavor



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/23/10

The Uncharted Epiphany

Far away, Far astray
My pale lover, So far away

I can feel you, Smell you, Taste you
So far away

Sweet sounds of melody
Fiery tress reign
Bright eyes untamed
Dreams too high to reach

Far away, Far astray
My pale lover, So far away

Cleansing this heart with hope
Lovesick for the ultimate antidote
Ghost of her soul attached
To my heart of woeful sentiments

Under the radiant moon
Upon wishing to a shooting star
Pleading for wings to fly
To the furthest reaches of her mind

Far away, Can feel you
Far away, Can smell you
Far away, Can taste you
So far away, So far away

Meet me, Please meet me half way
Into these dreams I plead sincere
Not everyday am I proud to beg
But for this moment I will for you

So close, So dearly close
Breathe this air of mine
Together we shall share our oxygen
As you shall be the wings
To help me fly

Happy ending?, Happy ending?
Let us make it so
As our moment becomes eternal
In the heaven sense of our own divine

Celebration, Celebration
As both our hearts intertwine

Oh, Our love creates a new constellation
Called the blueprint of lovers design



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/17/10

Fate's Roulette

Blood in the fountain of subliminal séance
Silently slithering dreary midnight skies
Crimson attributes of insanity
Smeared by fixated cries

Ah, The darkness becomes traverse
Malignant to innocent dreams
Capturing all relevance
As irrelevance becomes emotionally acceptable

And all humanity starts turning into creatures
Lurking amongst hidden agenda
Fallowing their master with blind eyes
With deaf ears
They become their own demise

Killing some
Brainwashing others
Creating lines for amusement
Awaiting the next group to defile

Ah, Fate is nothing one should play with
The advantage is always in the dealers hand
If one fallows this cataclysmic ensemble
They will forever be damned

A Phantom, A nothing
No identity at all
Doing all of the bidding
In the name of empty dreams

Oh, You have been forewarned
Live life burden free
Believe in your own identity
Be accepting to all life’s meekest creativities

Blood in the fountain of a subliminal séance
They swim, They drown
Not knowing what they do


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/11/10

Tears from Insomniac Eyes

Taste these tears
They come from insomniac eyes
Tired they have become
Yet, No rest in sight

Watch them little peeks river out
Emotions many could never take
Years of silent words
Calamity on a broken fate

Mirrors become torture
Walls become friends
Hidden within myself
Imagining my life
Coming to an end

Reality hits often
And when it does
It smacks pretty hard
Taking me to lonely endeavors
As I put up a strong guard

Wishing it was different
Fighting with all my might
Battling for a life worth living
Full of positive intuition
In a future that shines so bright

Taste these tears
And wish them a goodnight
May I rest in sound sleep
In the realm of everlasting peace

And when morning comes
I shall awaken
To a brand new hope
In a brand new life

A life that I will never take for granted again
As these tears become full of joy
From a well rested night
Tearing the veil of insomnia’s plight

And now I shall live life to it’s fullest


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/3/10

When Dreams and Nightmares Coexist

Uninvited reign
Scathes upon this skin
Walking in an unexpected wonderland
Sane amongst rotting grins

Smells of sea salt
Vapors flying abound
Amongst my own private identity
Where this sweat goes by
Interlocked with
The clouds of enlightened showers
Hovering ever so gracefully

Ah, Trying not to fall
Down this slippery slope
Hill so deep
Depth off it’s course

Cold and tired
Joyfully climbing on
To the pinnacle of retribution
Where my life
Becomes strife
Yet, Happiness
Is the sappiness
That dooms on strong

Oh, How the reign feels sweet
As it scathes so dreadfully
Upon this skin

Oh, How the unknown is a heavenly match made in hell
Love it, Hate it, It’s always there



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/29/10

Red Despair

Red eyes watching in the dark
The only thing I see
Hundreds of crimson stares staring
Baffling me into fear, Wonder and anxiety

Heart pounding
Throat heavy
Sweating profusely
As paranoia claims me it’s host

Oh, I cannot escape
They flow all around
Eyes locked in devious expressions
Hungering for my existence

I scream and scream
Yet, It’s all for naught
They wall me
Into the peaks of their nightmares

What is this?
Why is this happening?
So confused
No idea what to do

These many eyes become one
Huge as ever
Forming a gigantic circle
Half as bright as the sun

A voice it screams in my head
Your time is now
Oh, What have I done?
Nothing, Just in the wrong place
At the wrong time

The circle then falls flat onto the ground besides me
Red hands with black claws grab these legs
Dragging me into it’s grasp

Falling, Falling
It seems to never stop
Falling, Falling
For what seems eternity

Finally falling down into the bottom
Landing on what seems to be the floor
Of what looks like to be the inside of a Volcano
Oh, How this place is burning my skin

Am I in hell?
A voice says, No
It’s an earthly dimension
Where the meek don’t exist
And the egotistical deviants live on, Evolved

I ask, Why do you look like a Demon?
He replies, They turned us inside out
Now no one can ever hide their intentions
That is why I lay hidden in this abyss

Why me?.
Because I need company
I am suffering because my negative ideals came to life

Ah Ha

Then I become a water dealer
And a warrior with a hose in my hand
Dousing all of these fiery frustrations
As my positive idealistic dreams come to life

This is now my new dimension
Full of peace, Love and flight

Goodbye Red Despair. Hello Life

I created this horrid world with my doubts,
And now I fly to my own Heavenly lights



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/27/10

Modern Times

Hello modern times
I wish not to take in
The embellishing of your selfish ways
Your clique fads
And subliminal fallowing

Out of date
Cannot escape
Where are you?
Hidden in the crowd
Looking confused

It is hard work
But I must try
To adapt to this society
Get involves someway, Somehow

The fad of modern times will eventually go away
And the future will be worth the stay
As I cry peaceful loving sublimes

Oh Well for now
I am still here
To welcome better days ahead
Where clique fads crumble
And the future is saved by dreamers

And then it shall be
Goodbye to modern times
As all of the over inflated egos
Will be forgotten
As all the innovators
Shall be praised

Hello Future, So brightly you shine
Welcome to the new age of love and acceptance
Where all positivism is praised in unison
And where we embellish the cause of our living

Our love is the key to an all living divine
Through and through each heart
Shall be the lifting of each unique mind
As our souls become as one

Oh, How great this will be
When finally we become truly free


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/24/10

Just a Dreamer to the Realm of Love's own Reality

Lips so enticing
Eyes so sincere
Dreams filled with pleasure
Peace and love romantically form
In the aspects of this mind
Finally thinking oh so clear

Sleeping soundly
Traveling to another realm
Into a romantic dimension
Where time stops
And moments reign on, Strong

Oh, I so dearly love you, Dream Lady
Floating on heart shaped clouds
Aura equipped with golden waving notes
Flowing together
Unified in our newly formed fantasy

Feeling finally at rest
Could sleep away
In this Angel’s heart
Where wishes truly come true

Oh, My shooting star
Angelic artistry
I love you
Come fly into these arms

No!, I have awoken!

Please, Please prove to me
Slumbering prophecies do indeed exist

Oh, Beauty I am calling out, Calling out loudly

Hear me, Notice me
Make it all become real, Surreal

I will always dedicate myself
For you
The epitome of love
The dreamer of a life anew

Ah, Come forth beautiful one
And prove to me
That these eyes never need to just be closed
To ever dream again

Prove to me that our love truly exists


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/21/10

Clueless Endeavor of an Uninviting Invitation

Died of bullets
Metaphorically self shot
Candidly to the head
Mindless perplexing thoughts

What if

I was full of bad intentions?
Would I be loved more?
Since this world
Notices the worst as the best

Superficial shrapnel
Pierce away
Stabbing through the surface
Into a restless grave
But who is surprised?
I am dead anyways

Pale dread
Full of sacrificial led
Yet, Speaking in poisonous tongue
As these eyes turn black
And this skin turns grey
Dressed cordially dismayed

Oh, And the epilogue
Of this epitaph shall state
I tried my best
But to some perhaps many
The worst is all that matters

Sorry for the love
I caused you to kill me with great stride
I never meant any harm to myself

It was always made to look like I took my own life
But, Still I blame myself

As death was never meant to be simple
In this very clueless Endeavour

Restlessness my children is it’s own mourning beast

Fest of the deceased
And now I find I will never be alone?

The dead have now been cordially uninvited



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/19/10

Fair Well

Mourn me
Cry when I am underneath
Feel the dirge through your soul
As I bid you farewell

Did my best
Nothing was ever perfect
Flaws and bestowments
Through the gasping of these roots

Blood, Sweat, Tears
Gave all of my best
Failed some, Made some happy
As the others only loved me
For the position I was in

Black lights
Deadened leaves
Burnt mistletoes
As I leave you
With bloody kisses

Oh, Mourn me
Cry when I am underneath
Feel the dirge through your soul
As I bid you farewell


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/18/10

Prospects of Love

Open to the prospects of love
Enslaved I will never be
Searching for an open soul
Full of warmness
In a harmony
Culminating in a brand new peace

Oh, Profound this can be
Gleaming amongst an opened lease
Going with the flow
Never will I submit to love’s withering woes
Just going with what
My heart and mind believe

Ah, In a Shangri-La meets Heaven sense
We shall be as one
Like a two sided spectrum
Of open opinionated energy
Never holding back our thoughts
As our feelings to each other are reached

Oh, But I am not desperate
For a love so sudden and fast
It is all just a wait and see process
For rushing into such desires
Could perhaps cause self destruction

Swimming in the heart of beauty
Will become the new life of me

Oh, How I live so happily in the prospects of love


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/9/10

My Heart, Your Temple

My Heart, Your Temple
My Soul, Your Sea
Roof me a rippled gesture
As we float amongst
Mooring dreams

Swim with the stars above
Help me float without enduring fear
Gain this trust my radiant laurel lady
Secure these feelings beneath

Look ahead

This Island of hope, Ours
Embellished by lasting dreams
A cove of solaced enhancements
As Magic becomes reality

Life me up beauty
As I shall lift you higher than me
I shall honor your love
As if it was the very lungs
That helps me breathe

Oh, My Beautiful love
My heart belongs to your temple
As our souls become free

You are the start of a new day awakened
The Tranquility that helps me believe


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/4/10

Visions of a Loving Euphoria

Your eyes sing melodies to my heart
Pumping octaves and Golden notes
Installing a rhapsody of free waving confidence
Prophecies of a brand new hope

It becomes more and more illustrated
These epic visions
Must keep them going strong
Never once feeling judgment’s endurance
Pulverizing these very flaws

Ah, A lover I am
Even right straight to these bones
Always making it a point
To satisfy every need as possible
Opening the floodgates of all newfound noticing gestures

Oh, How in love with your eyes I am
Music of sweet rhapsody at lived
Visions reigning cries of happiness
A ballad grasping into our own loving arms

Life, Does it feel safe to dream again?
I think, I believe so
Lover, I know you shall soon flow my way
In an event I firmly believe in

Two as one
Our hearts shine in rapture
Defying every terrible limit
Beyond the boundaries of love
As your eyes become the highest peek
Where all my love is seized

Always put trust in me
For I will always love you

Let us sing together
For all of eternity

Ah, Love is my religion
As I sing the hymns
Of a future deed, Ease

Need

And that is what I call real prophecy


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/1/10

Sprining into a Great Sublime

Seizing dreamy eyes
In the warmness of my heart
Feeling the solacing sun rise
As it beams across this cerebral smile

Ah, Dream Woman
Angel of desire
Sunshine eloping
Amongst natures nostalgic settings
Sentimental even in slumber
These fantasies never need be wakened

I love you
So earnest you are
Never fixated with attention
Honest as can be
Always speaking your mind
Never lending it for an egotistical fee

Strong Woman
Willpower so surreal
Amazing free gliding heart
Pumping to the sounds of the Heavens
As Angel’s fly around in cordial massing harmony

Safe, So safe
Only in these dreams
Warping nexus of grace
As if all time stands still
For greater moments ahead

Oh. Dream Woman
Angel of desire
Grab a hold of me
And lift me into the stars

Take me away
Far away from reality
Where dreams never fade away


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/29/10

Book of a Macabre Liaison

Voyeurs not readers
Worshipping skin
Of where lust begins
Stuck in-between pages
As hormones rage on
Against the grain of aspiration

Cataclysmic art
Beware of the disease foddering mold
Desperate for attention
For those without a thought of their own

Ah, A book of flesh created
Published with devious blood
Demonized to the public
By seedy eyes
Planting walking euthanasia

Oh, Do you see it?
The line to mental collapse adorations
Peer to the front
And see how pathetic they look
Captured by the seduction of lust

They saw the cover
Already made up their minds
Worshipped without reading
Only to become the portal
To a realm of a new pandemic suffrage
Aligned to the list that corrosively binds

Now they are each dying word
For those who can now read their demise
As the ink is made of genocide
Swallowed by the fiery hour glass of eternity

Their pain extends
Beyond what our own imaginations
Could ever defy



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/28/10

Little Girl

I can see through you, Little Girl
And your deceiving lies

The ego line you embellish
To feed your overindulgent pride

Ah, All the guys turn to sheep
Enchanted with their lustful eyes
Only thinking of one thing, Sex

But you know that
And use it against them
As the biggest kiss ups win
When you tell them to jump
As they ask how high?

It’s pathetic, Sad really
As your shallowness shines
Upon a one cent ego trip
Made by the virtue of your unbridled eyes

You raped it
All true respect real people give
Now look at you
Not grown up, But growing down
In a world where you play make believe

Ah, Same fake faces. Same ego trips
There is no such thing as reality
In this fictional fantasy world you live in

Still, I know deep down
There is still real love deep inside you


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/27/10

Vanity's Calamity and it's Markmanship Ways

I took a bullet for love
Straight to the heart
As the shrapnel
Traveled into my mind

I am sick of this line
This ego stroking line
Always behind
Just shows how foolish I can be

Just that I see beauty differently
Even admire it’s flaws and all
Respecting those who rise above it
To truly be who they are
While laying their heart down like a welcome mat

Oh, But in the foul stench of life
There are those
Who rub their fecal feet on that mat
Sniffing the aroma
As if it was Heaven to them

They give the wrong attention
For fictional dreams ahead
So they can enslave them
With their lustful eyes
Hey, Would they give them the time
If they did not find them attractive?
Or if they were poor?

..
In time, We all meet our truth
Finding out the lies we may have lived
But it is those
Who take others down with them
That makes me feel such extreme pain

Yes, I can be sensitive
But at least I can feel
The reality for which is fake
Or what is real

Does my heart count for something?
Ride through it and feel it’s truth
As my mind shall shine
Over your most beautiful soul
Fixing all that is all broken

But first tell me
Do I even exist?

Or am I just a pawn
In your ego stricken life?

Please, Tell me the truth

Love, Where do I stand?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/24/10

Strolling Through Society's Desolution

Time going by
Feeling alone
Like a restless Ghost
Haunting the daily miles I roam

I can feel the wind
As it hits my face
How can that be?
The dead cannot feel

Ah, Misery sets in
Mind running fast
Stress grows
How long will this last?

“What is my mission in life?”

“I thought I knew
But I was wrong”

Oh, How I give out my heart
With everything I could ever give
Seems never good enough
In this world I supposedly live

Alienated, But I must go on
If not accepted
Must venture even further
In a realm
Where I can feel at peace, Deceased

Life, Why have you forsaken me?

Oh, If only I had wings
But wingless I will go on

Yet, Was I even alive?
Anyone out there?

At least respect that at one time I did exist
I always noticed you, Did they?

What is loyalty anyways?
I thought I knew


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/24/10

The Organic Chaos of a Fragmented Heart

Fragmented heart
Schismatic unsettling
Reintroduced to Chaos
Raining razor blood malice
On a venture
To a cold morbid place

Sinking, Sinking
Trying to save itself from demise
Stitches unravel
Turning into blackened canals
Flowing together
In unloved nuisance

Ah, Disaster, Disaster
All destroyed
Shrapnel remains
For those without pity
To belligerently step on

Who was the barer of this heart?
Was it me?
Or do I feel
The pain, Anguish
Of someone I care for dearly?

For just once
Look inside my heart and see for yourself

Ah, Isn’t tragedy beautiful?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/20/10

Inspiration of Such Sweet Beautiful Salvation

Oh, How your art
Has dearly become uplifting

Sketches to lines
Drawings to Words
Glorious as a muse
Ah, Such exuberance in design

Ah, Letting your heart flow
No matter how it feels
Braving the storm
In celebration of all artistic journeys

See, I respect that greatly
You are not like the rest
Innovation to the core
Creating your own universe
A Universe that parcels all on it’s own

And the cosmos rejoice
The very ones inside your heart, Mind and soul
Universal harmony
As the stars of love shine

Oh, How I adore you

No matter where we stand
Just always know I am right there
My spirit dedicated
To what dreams of yours
You wish to be fulfilled

You are never like them
Your ego is not always fixated to grow
Just your heart, Mind and soul

And know
Whatever is needed
I will always try
Try being your life supply

It’s all in the epiphany I call love


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II

Only for just a moment of your Time

Only for a moment
I am lost
Trying to find out
Why I am not among them
Too socially scared?, Nervous perhaps?
Who really knows

I do like being different
Though difference can take it’s toll
Some treat you with high respect
While others treat you low

Really trying to get my heart out
Treading in worry mode
Mind spinning in warping cycles
Speeding through
A long twisted drawn out road

Please, Understand me
I do open up
Ask me anything
And know I do exist

At this moment
I am lost
But soon I will find my way
And in a second or few
My mind will be open to you

I am not a paradox
Just a Human being



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/18/10

Feeling the Warmness of a Heart Healing Artist

She’s an artist
One of a kind
My salvation, Inspiration
Queen of sublime

A beautiful soul
With a heart made of grace
The curator of love
Creator of these new smiles on my face

Oh, What feelings
Such positive influence
Spiritual growth
Upon this new found Heavenly heart

I love her
Want the best for her
She deserves all dreams fulfilled
Love gallantly lifting
In the grandest epiphany of light

My love, My darling
Such salvation you are
The key to bliss
That opens a world
Where dreams become reality

Ah, With acceptance and love
I open these arms
To the most beautiful soul
With the most beautiful heart

And on this day I feel livelier than ever

As you have inspired
A new found confidence
That has come my way

And for that
I love you dearly

Feeling the warmness of a heart healing artist




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/14/10

Dedicated to the Cause of your Love

Wish I was the necklace
The cross on your chest
So I can be close the beats
Of that majestic heart of yours…

Not just seeing
But feeling your beauty
Such an enchanting state of divine
Equipped with peaceful aspirations
On the flight of an Angel’s halo
The very essence
That I wish was mine

Ah, Glorious one
Emotions are always high
Heavenly arches, Your golden design
Built as a welcoming to greater things to come…

It’s a recurring dream I admit
But it makes me feel whole
For your love is the love
That would fill this heart
Of it’s neglected hole

You inspire my spiritual growth

Oh, Please fly those shiny Angel wings
Into this incomplete soul
And to now and beyond
I forever will dedicate myself
To the grace of your love…

On my knees
Begging to the skies above
Shorten your length, Just for a moment
So I can finally truly feel completely loved

And then I shall add
Another necklace
Dedicated to all everlasting dreams

No longer shall I feel rejected again

Dedicated to the cause of your love



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/12/10

Attack of the Clueless Zombies

Their hearts awkward
As their minds debonair
Sliding into mass printing libido
Without any care

Spreading out
Infecting others
Empowered by hype
And shiny colors

Hue of rays
Flower winded rosaries
Pollen plague
Everything too ordinary

Lining up
To be the same
And here they are
Having the nerve to call me insane

Sorry, So sorry I have a mind of my own


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/10/10

Endless Puzzle with Pieces of Paradox

Are these tears too heavy to catch?
When they fall…
Are they burdens of misfortune?

Sickened of a world
Full of Pompous greed
Liars with agendas
Judging flesh
As if it was a mere toy

Tail kissers and fake regrets
As they lie about inner respect

Ah, My words true
Personal they can be
But in positive mannerisms
Something I take pride in
Standing up for a love filled life
Yet, Why am I so empty handed?

Romance is nothing but fiction anymore
Skin becoming used for forward movement
Attention grasped, Cowardly tasks
As this world keeps losing heart and soul
Every single day

Yet, We, They, Do disease it as well

We, Well they are proud lepers
Always looking for the better product
Which is always the worst
Ah, But don’t tell them
They know it all

Alone I am
Watching it all unfold
The madness, The righteousness
And everything in-between

I am sorry
For not living the ideal life
That everyone else lives
Judge me
Who cares

Still, I love
And cannot hate
But sometimes it all wears thin

Burnt out
By the world’s redundant designs

Who even saw these heavy tears to begin with?

Everyone, So silent around me

So, When did I die?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/9/10