Tuesday, September 7, 2010

The Event of a Self Personal Reception

Tears flow in shrapnel
Afterburning eyes
Infiltrating thoughts
Piercing the heart
In formaldehyde fashion

Oh, The silence, Nothing
Void, Null, Everything disappears
As if space ate these emotions
Digesting it beyond oblivion
As sorrow grimaces in pain

Quietness from me as well
Silent upon implosion
Never wanting to spread this cataclysmic existence
Upon the bright happy dreams of others
So I hide for them in seclusion

Struggling on and on
Screaming so loudly inside
Wanting physical pain more than mental pain
But I refrain, Refrain
From trying something stupid

Oh, And these eyes they wonder
In a realm where no one exists
Beyond life and death
Into an emotional wreck
Where time becomes neglected

Wanting to numb myself of the pain
But with that comes a price
Would rather fight for comfort
Than give into fate's weary plight
Oh, I fight on

And there you have it, My story
Never fear this heart
For it is stronger than you could ever imagine

Through the pain
Against the grain
I fight for my life to be certain

Ah, These tears shall flow into rainbows
Hovering over the love I shall spread to others
And that is the peace
Where all these dreams could finally come true

Bare with me
I truly, I greatly love you
Do you love me?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/7/10

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