As the thunder embroiders these thoughts
I become thick in these emotions
Eyes down pouring into an adhesive fogging
Before the calming sets in
It’s not all a horrid festering mess
Nor a merry go round sensation adhered
The loneliness of an unsocial dragonfly
Whom was once a butterfly, But now acute and bare
Stuck flying into the ire of emptiness
Upon laden flames of uncaused motives
As this motivation teases me tediously
Yet, This heart reaches out subliminally
As far as it could ever reach
Signing in distant dreams
To a signature that allures these doomed imageries
As I walk against the waves of self regret
The unmotivated causes of vertigo visions
That crescendos the clasp of red tide frustrations
Swamped into marsh reality
With the glooming of these mud filled eyes
Mired with hidden cries
Striving to get out of touch with reality
And it’s marauding ways
Oh, I do still give it my all
I try with all that I have
Only if they could understand
This very method I try to explore
Where there is much more of me
Than the world has ever seen before
Yet, Here I am sitting here quietly
No, I am not a victim
Nor want any kind of sympathy
Just want the respect of others
The ones who have passed me over
With unconscious diligence
Oh, Hit me hard with your sincerity
Silence is the worst thing to endure
Respect these humbled wishes
Just as long as your motives are pure
There is more to me
Than meets these secret cries
Could you please understand me
For once upon this very time?
Please, Never tax your heart
Just let it roam free
Sick of paying love’s expensive price
I just need you to believe in me
Yet, This is life
And it comes with many hidden fees
Who are you to tell me what I am not?
Or would you of even given the time
To even know who I truly am?
Oh nice excuse
Irony becomes obsolete
And dreams become flawed with despair
Scoff
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/13/10
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