Red Despair

Red eyes watching in the dark
The only thing I see
Hundreds of crimson stares staring
Baffling me into fear, Wonder and anxiety

Heart pounding
Throat heavy
Sweating profusely
As paranoia claims me it’s host

Oh, I cannot escape
They flow all around
Eyes locked in devious expressions
Hungering for my existence

I scream and scream
Yet, It’s all for naught
They wall me
Into the peaks of their nightmares

What is this?
Why is this happening?
So confused
No idea what to do

These many eyes become one
Huge as ever
Forming a gigantic circle
Half as bright as the sun

A voice it screams in my head
Your time is now
Oh, What have I done?
Nothing, Just in the wrong place
At the wrong time

The circle then falls flat onto the ground besides me
Red hands with black claws grab these legs
Dragging me into it’s grasp

Falling, Falling
It seems to never stop
Falling, Falling
For what seems eternity

Finally falling down into the bottom
Landing on what seems to be the floor
Of what looks like to be the inside of a Volcano
Oh, How this place is burning my skin

Am I in hell?
A voice says, No
It’s an earthly dimension
Where the meek don’t exist
And the egotistical deviants live on, Evolved

I ask, Why do you look like a Demon?
He replies, They turned us inside out
Now no one can ever hide their intentions
That is why I lay hidden in this abyss

Why me?.
Because I need company
I am suffering because my negative ideals came to life

Ah Ha

Then I become a water dealer
And a warrior with a hose in my hand
Dousing all of these fiery frustrations
As my positive idealistic dreams come to life

This is now my new dimension
Full of peace, Love and flight

Goodbye Red Despair. Hello Life

I created this horrid world with my doubts,
And now I fly to my own Heavenly lights



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/27/10