I
Fearing new things
Strange feelings never felt before
Heart pounding pandemonium
Goosebumps forming rapidly
Hairs sticking up
What does this entity want from me?
Looking back
Pondering these visions I’ve had
The chaos, The self violence
And every dread in-between
As self hatred was
The needles within my mask
Looking presently into the mirror, I see scars
Scars that only I can see
And then appearing in the background
Of my imaged self
Darkness, Pure darkness, A black mass of self doubt indeed
And then the past appears behind me
Stabbing me in my back
Stabbing straight into my heart
Piercing it over and over
Twisting into it, Setting it on fire, Burning it into oblivion
Turning it into the Dante’s inferno of my mind
As the Demonic Vultures arrive for seconds
And then I hear a bunch of warped like shrilling desperate screams
Screaming “The past is not worth going back to”
What have I let myself become?
How could I let such simplicity ruin my life?
Emotions thick with self burden
As the voices of reason resonate to silence
As this prideful spiteful ignorance
Drowns them out
II
Through the years
What a great actor I use to be
Could hide emotions like no other
Was gifted in the gift of invisibility
As every single opportunity passed on by
Some said I was strong
While others thought I was wrong
Rain, How it can pour sadness
How it can prolong sleep
As the darkness of this awakening
Becomes the darkness of the week
Perhaps to a great many of this world
I may not make any sense
Could be viewed as someone scary
As I lock myself in these emotions
Screaming inside the very box
I have lured myself to suffering into
III
Searching in the dark
Pulling it all together
Finding a handle within this enclosed paradox
Turning it fast, Turning it as fast as I can
Hearing such heavenly music playing
Popping out, Jumping out of the box
World, I hope you know who I am
Running out
All over the place
Like words being mixed around
With stanzas searching for disclosed chaos
Trying to start a new day
More magical than ever before
Life, A new lease
Not perfect at the least
But myself at the most
Searching for a brand new abode
Warmness to hold
Don’t need much in life
Greed will never get the best of me
Never shall I do it’s bidding, No
There is so much sacredness
That I hold within
Deep inside this heart
Where perhaps a few only know of
But that few grows to unlimited respect
I guess some get me, Many don’t?
Or am I just too oblivious ?
Too oblivious of what eyes are peeking into me?
Setting onto places I have never known to exist?
Somehow I feel the sky is calling out
Yelling beyond the gray clouds of agony
Yelling to me that above the gray is blue
Fly up high into the heavens
Into the golden dreams
That sparkles just for you
And….
Only one knows when I’m hurt
Only one knows when I am feeling great
And that one shall get to know more of, Me
And being as one living in peaceful prosperity
On this very day My… Epiphany arrives with a sacred welcoming
Helping me,… feel brand new
Triple teamed by the common sense of this life’s humbled resurgence
Where the bad teaches the good, The good teaches the bad
And the future has a great chance of being better than ever before
The entity was a combination of all of these fears
Fears that will surely come back
But someday they ALL will be gone
And then I can truly be at rest
As I hold love strongly forever
Living within this eternal soul
Hope exists, Hope truly exists
These visions so clear, So clear
Love, Here I come
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/29/11
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
Hear my Heart Calling
Hear my heart calling
Tuning into the sounds of admiration
Rhythmic to an octave muse setting
Strumming to your multi dimensional soul
Ah, See the sparkles
In these very eyes
The sparkles you created
All with your beauty and charm
With your sharp witty humor
Ah, An intellect that defies limits itself, Yes
My love, Feel this heart amongst you
The very thing you helped rebuild
With the tools of your very own solace
Upon a paradise beyond even beauty itself
Oh, My love, My admiration
Creator of these masterpiece dreams
The source of this heart’s very own salvation
Oh, How I am blessed by your very own kingdom within
Grateful from the religion of love
As our romance shall become it’s very own denomination
Ah, My love
As of now
Unsolved you and me
But in time
We shall come forward
Swallow each others stubborn pride
And kiss our slumbering night’s ethereal
My beauty, My love
Do you dream these dreams too?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/21/11
Tuning into the sounds of admiration
Rhythmic to an octave muse setting
Strumming to your multi dimensional soul
Ah, See the sparkles
In these very eyes
The sparkles you created
All with your beauty and charm
With your sharp witty humor
Ah, An intellect that defies limits itself, Yes
My love, Feel this heart amongst you
The very thing you helped rebuild
With the tools of your very own solace
Upon a paradise beyond even beauty itself
Oh, My love, My admiration
Creator of these masterpiece dreams
The source of this heart’s very own salvation
Oh, How I am blessed by your very own kingdom within
Grateful from the religion of love
As our romance shall become it’s very own denomination
Ah, My love
As of now
Unsolved you and me
But in time
We shall come forward
Swallow each others stubborn pride
And kiss our slumbering night’s ethereal
My beauty, My love
Do you dream these dreams too?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/21/11
Monday, October 10, 2011
Love's Strength through life's Longevity
Love’s strength
Reigns glorious upon this very heart
Reenergized for a new beginning
Inspired by the fire that burns within
As I walk with the biggest grin
That I have ever grinned
Smiling with the sun
As it beams it’s warmness upon my face
Walking peacefully amongst nature’s grace
Taking in these sacred surroundings
Holding onto dreams of future fulfillments
Personal in the sense of my own natural substance gleaming
Looking high up into the sky
This heart begins to sing lullabies
Solace full of prospering dreams
Beating to the sound of reassurance
Killing doubt slowly but surely
Being alone
No longer brings sadness
But tears of joy
Knowing I exist
Unique and self essential
Loving myself
Spreading my love to others
Denial hits
Doubt returns
Looking outside in
Losing faith
As I see happiness amongst numbers
As I stand here alone
Wondering why it’s just
Me, Myself and I
Shy I am
A shadow of silent expression
Blending in with night’s loneliness
As the sun bids it’s farewell
But I rise above it
Adapt myself for my own survival
Believing in my heart’s consent
Making myself happy for change
Towards better endeavors
Building foundations for each of these dreams
No matter how far fetched they may seem
To not believe in anything
What does that achieve?, Nothing
This fire inside keeps burning
Always there when I need reassurance
Of who I am
What makes me be
As I have finally become
Optimistic in life’s longevity
I cease to give in
Never shall I give into
Death’s wish for a tragic ending
My own personal execution forever gone
Destroyed by life’s poetic endurance
Upon the stanzas of my own personal belief
As I have finally become free
Of my own inner tyranny
In the future
I know they’ll be bumpy roads
They’ll be tragedy
But I will rise above it all
Becoming stronger than ever before
A lover, A warrior, An open book
That is what will become of me
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/10/11
Reigns glorious upon this very heart
Reenergized for a new beginning
Inspired by the fire that burns within
As I walk with the biggest grin
That I have ever grinned
Smiling with the sun
As it beams it’s warmness upon my face
Walking peacefully amongst nature’s grace
Taking in these sacred surroundings
Holding onto dreams of future fulfillments
Personal in the sense of my own natural substance gleaming
Looking high up into the sky
This heart begins to sing lullabies
Solace full of prospering dreams
Beating to the sound of reassurance
Killing doubt slowly but surely
Being alone
No longer brings sadness
But tears of joy
Knowing I exist
Unique and self essential
Loving myself
Spreading my love to others
Denial hits
Doubt returns
Looking outside in
Losing faith
As I see happiness amongst numbers
As I stand here alone
Wondering why it’s just
Me, Myself and I
Shy I am
A shadow of silent expression
Blending in with night’s loneliness
As the sun bids it’s farewell
But I rise above it
Adapt myself for my own survival
Believing in my heart’s consent
Making myself happy for change
Towards better endeavors
Building foundations for each of these dreams
No matter how far fetched they may seem
To not believe in anything
What does that achieve?, Nothing
This fire inside keeps burning
Always there when I need reassurance
Of who I am
What makes me be
As I have finally become
Optimistic in life’s longevity
I cease to give in
Never shall I give into
Death’s wish for a tragic ending
My own personal execution forever gone
Destroyed by life’s poetic endurance
Upon the stanzas of my own personal belief
As I have finally become free
Of my own inner tyranny
In the future
I know they’ll be bumpy roads
They’ll be tragedy
But I will rise above it all
Becoming stronger than ever before
A lover, A warrior, An open book
That is what will become of me
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/10/11
Friday, September 30, 2011
The Inner View
Drowning in this bay of tears
Staying away from happiness
Hiding myself from others
Astute as always
As my outer
Topples my inner
Motional sickness
As these words
Become untranslatable
To the streets
That weep fall’s alienation
A step ahead of misery
A step back from sublime
Pulling myself into the center
Of irrational longevity
Rational by my own
Inner fragmented unison
Universal upon anti nihilistic apprehensions
In the gray area of subliminal
Words branded in black and white
No charades
As music plays
Inside this warp speeding mind
Octaves burrowing
Into each beat of my heart
Notes hovering around
The senses of my own tuition’s intuitional
Inclined decline
Mass dysfunctional functions
Pushes the button of apprehension
Hiding in a dead end corner, crying out for peace
Through the firepower of cowering away
In a plane view of astral projection
This imagination comes alive
Before these very lonely eyes
Giving comfort and attention
To a world I created with my own inner visions
Fighting for harmony’s calming arrival
Open arms
Risen before me
Somehow they are mine
Running to them
Falling through them
Down a rabbit hole
Full of macabre intentions
Climbing out
Covered in shame
Running away
Looking behind
I can see the skeleton’s of self regret
Chasing me, Ready to eat my soul alive
I run and run
Through waterfalls of madness
Rushing down my face
Eyes stinging from the waters escape
Blinded by fear
Confusion is back
Stronger than ever before
I hide, Hide away
Wasting another day
Locked inside my own solitary confinement
I sleep and sleep
Dreaming away the pain
Laughing off the insanity
Becoming more confident the next day
Breathing in the fresh air of today’s venture
Into the prosperity of my own ambitions within
Digging deeper into my own wellbeing
Conjuring up my own private spirituality
The self achievement of my own personal belief
An epiphany lights up
The dark ominous mass
That once hovered over me dies
For the moment
Positive killed negative
Dethroning the self made malice
for which I finally lost
Taking it all in
Openly, Poetically willingly
In strides growing larger within this life
A smile surfaces upon my face
Bittersweet beyond the end
Rewarding myself with confidence
Knowing the importance
Of the air that makes
This balanced water animate itself within
My emotions balanced
Today and hopefully many days after that
Living, Breathing within my own imagination
And if that imagination were to be rejected by another
Well at least I can say I accept it myself
And that is all that matters from here on out
Beyond the bay, Even beyond the ocean of grace
Swimming, I have learned to swim
Into the deepest regions
Of my own purified water within
Another day down
Perhaps more positive days ahead?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/30/11
Staying away from happiness
Hiding myself from others
Astute as always
As my outer
Topples my inner
Motional sickness
As these words
Become untranslatable
To the streets
That weep fall’s alienation
A step ahead of misery
A step back from sublime
Pulling myself into the center
Of irrational longevity
Rational by my own
Inner fragmented unison
Universal upon anti nihilistic apprehensions
In the gray area of subliminal
Words branded in black and white
No charades
As music plays
Inside this warp speeding mind
Octaves burrowing
Into each beat of my heart
Notes hovering around
The senses of my own tuition’s intuitional
Inclined decline
Mass dysfunctional functions
Pushes the button of apprehension
Hiding in a dead end corner, crying out for peace
Through the firepower of cowering away
In a plane view of astral projection
This imagination comes alive
Before these very lonely eyes
Giving comfort and attention
To a world I created with my own inner visions
Fighting for harmony’s calming arrival
Open arms
Risen before me
Somehow they are mine
Running to them
Falling through them
Down a rabbit hole
Full of macabre intentions
Climbing out
Covered in shame
Running away
Looking behind
I can see the skeleton’s of self regret
Chasing me, Ready to eat my soul alive
I run and run
Through waterfalls of madness
Rushing down my face
Eyes stinging from the waters escape
Blinded by fear
Confusion is back
Stronger than ever before
I hide, Hide away
Wasting another day
Locked inside my own solitary confinement
I sleep and sleep
Dreaming away the pain
Laughing off the insanity
Becoming more confident the next day
Breathing in the fresh air of today’s venture
Into the prosperity of my own ambitions within
Digging deeper into my own wellbeing
Conjuring up my own private spirituality
The self achievement of my own personal belief
An epiphany lights up
The dark ominous mass
That once hovered over me dies
For the moment
Positive killed negative
Dethroning the self made malice
for which I finally lost
Taking it all in
Openly, Poetically willingly
In strides growing larger within this life
A smile surfaces upon my face
Bittersweet beyond the end
Rewarding myself with confidence
Knowing the importance
Of the air that makes
This balanced water animate itself within
My emotions balanced
Today and hopefully many days after that
Living, Breathing within my own imagination
And if that imagination were to be rejected by another
Well at least I can say I accept it myself
And that is all that matters from here on out
Beyond the bay, Even beyond the ocean of grace
Swimming, I have learned to swim
Into the deepest regions
Of my own purified water within
Another day down
Perhaps more positive days ahead?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/30/11
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
King Dumb of Tragedy
Usually I don't put poems like this on poetic salvation, The usually go elsewhere. But this time I put this on, There is no salvation in this. Well getting it out haha
Imbecile of honor
Painted gold from an elite upbringing
Commanding his would be fairytale princess
To honor his retched heart
In the abasing of her own wellbeing
Knight in rusty armor
Awestruck by her angelic stride
Inspired by the beauty that flows inside her
Ready, Willing and able to honor her beautiful heart
In the celebration of love’s true magical form
Imbecile of honor
With riches to the max
Resources beyond a modest man’s comprehension
Heart full of greed and vanity
Ready to pounce on what
Is already proclaimed as his
Knight of rusty armor
Not rich but gets by
Resources below a princess’s expectation
Yet, With a heart unlimited in value
He strives to do his very best
To make sure she is always happy
He would go to hell and back
To make sure she was safe and secured
Loud this imbecile of honor
Drowning out the words of an honest Knight
Yelling vulgarities to his now broken princess
Tearing her soul apart
But she stays
Because she knows no other way of life
Defeated this Knight once full of earnest honor
Stabs himself straight into his own heart
With the sword he once took pride in
The sword he created with his own blood, Sweat and tears
Safe of any self doubt
This imbecile drenched of ill intention
Destroys her very fragile soul just for fun
Moves onto his next venture
Vanquishing all true beauty
Because his ego needs to be fed
Now crowned King of the fools
The imbecile makes sure
Love is broken
In his very kingdom of dictatorship
No one shall live happily ever after
But him and him alone
The End?
Why?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/28/11
Imbecile of honor
Painted gold from an elite upbringing
Commanding his would be fairytale princess
To honor his retched heart
In the abasing of her own wellbeing
Knight in rusty armor
Awestruck by her angelic stride
Inspired by the beauty that flows inside her
Ready, Willing and able to honor her beautiful heart
In the celebration of love’s true magical form
Imbecile of honor
With riches to the max
Resources beyond a modest man’s comprehension
Heart full of greed and vanity
Ready to pounce on what
Is already proclaimed as his
Knight of rusty armor
Not rich but gets by
Resources below a princess’s expectation
Yet, With a heart unlimited in value
He strives to do his very best
To make sure she is always happy
He would go to hell and back
To make sure she was safe and secured
Loud this imbecile of honor
Drowning out the words of an honest Knight
Yelling vulgarities to his now broken princess
Tearing her soul apart
But she stays
Because she knows no other way of life
Defeated this Knight once full of earnest honor
Stabs himself straight into his own heart
With the sword he once took pride in
The sword he created with his own blood, Sweat and tears
Safe of any self doubt
This imbecile drenched of ill intention
Destroys her very fragile soul just for fun
Moves onto his next venture
Vanquishing all true beauty
Because his ego needs to be fed
Now crowned King of the fools
The imbecile makes sure
Love is broken
In his very kingdom of dictatorship
No one shall live happily ever after
But him and him alone
The End?
Why?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/28/11
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Star Struck
Frolicking stars
How they shine carefree
Gravitating beyond worry
Graced upon the gift of light
Debonair upon structured intent
Shining so magically bright
Rejoicing in the clarity of planetary nights
Beaming beauty in the honor
Of inspiring harmony within
Space, Their bearers
Birthing them to new frontiers
Building the young to be strong
As the old pass on with bravery
Never to be forgotten
By universal praises
Of love, honor and devotion
The youthful tranquility
Stars standing so mightily proud
Seeing what comes and what goes
Being energetic, Being full of captivation
Through the eyes of the many dimensions
That learn from their basking of knowledge
Such artistry they are
Masterpieces each one
Crafted for special meaning
Cells that help evolve the universe
Into a well refined eternal machine
Such beauty these frolicking stars
Divine in their own salvation
Pilots driving all inhabitants
To a unified destination
Where someday all life inhabits as one
A mystery these stars
But that is the fun
The beauty of them all
May our souls forever shine as one
As our love
Will always be the beats
To their most gifting hearts
No matter what we all believe in
The Universe is here
To help guide us all
Into the celebration of the unknown
The exploration of many answers to come
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/20/11
How they shine carefree
Gravitating beyond worry
Graced upon the gift of light
Debonair upon structured intent
Shining so magically bright
Rejoicing in the clarity of planetary nights
Beaming beauty in the honor
Of inspiring harmony within
Space, Their bearers
Birthing them to new frontiers
Building the young to be strong
As the old pass on with bravery
Never to be forgotten
By universal praises
Of love, honor and devotion
The youthful tranquility
Stars standing so mightily proud
Seeing what comes and what goes
Being energetic, Being full of captivation
Through the eyes of the many dimensions
That learn from their basking of knowledge
Such artistry they are
Masterpieces each one
Crafted for special meaning
Cells that help evolve the universe
Into a well refined eternal machine
Such beauty these frolicking stars
Divine in their own salvation
Pilots driving all inhabitants
To a unified destination
Where someday all life inhabits as one
A mystery these stars
But that is the fun
The beauty of them all
May our souls forever shine as one
As our love
Will always be the beats
To their most gifting hearts
No matter what we all believe in
The Universe is here
To help guide us all
Into the celebration of the unknown
The exploration of many answers to come
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/20/11
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Me, Myself and I
I have myself
And that is good enough
Reaching in
Deep within
Loving myself
More than anyone proclaimed
They loved me
Trusting myself
Walls feel so cozy and nice
Nothing will ever alienate me
After all I do have I
All these problems
They are mine
So why should I share them?
They make me more stronger
More durable with time
And this very love I have
Within myself
Spreads all throughout this heart
After all I have nobody else around me
So why force the issue of denial?
But that is ok
For once I write for me
In positive form
Dedicating these words
To my enduring destiny
Every problem is trivial
Who cares if I was hurt
This is all about me
A spirit that is free
No I am not arrogant
Not overcompensating here
Confident that is me
Why wallow in misery?
What good does that do?
I will never ignore myself again
Life inside these walls
Makes me feel free
But break them down
If you really care
So there you go
Still feeling fine
Within my own confinement
I love me myself and I
Why should my emotions
Feel desolated
By the distance
Of one giving me any of their time?
But feel free reach in
So tired of reaching out
So now do you understand?
Now do you know where I am coming from?
If so, Good, let the unity begin
And if confused
Just ask what is on my mind
I never bite the hand that feeds me
Lets be real with each other
For once in one of others lives
I await your call
But no matter what
I do still have myself
And that should be good enough
I do love you
But I am sick of loving others
Way more than I have ever loved myself
Do you get what I am saying?
Good, Love yourself as I love I
And that is good enough
Reaching in
Deep within
Loving myself
More than anyone proclaimed
They loved me
Trusting myself
Walls feel so cozy and nice
Nothing will ever alienate me
After all I do have I
All these problems
They are mine
So why should I share them?
They make me more stronger
More durable with time
And this very love I have
Within myself
Spreads all throughout this heart
After all I have nobody else around me
So why force the issue of denial?
But that is ok
For once I write for me
In positive form
Dedicating these words
To my enduring destiny
Every problem is trivial
Who cares if I was hurt
This is all about me
A spirit that is free
No I am not arrogant
Not overcompensating here
Confident that is me
Why wallow in misery?
What good does that do?
I will never ignore myself again
Life inside these walls
Makes me feel free
But break them down
If you really care
So there you go
Still feeling fine
Within my own confinement
I love me myself and I
Why should my emotions
Feel desolated
By the distance
Of one giving me any of their time?
But feel free reach in
So tired of reaching out
So now do you understand?
Now do you know where I am coming from?
If so, Good, let the unity begin
And if confused
Just ask what is on my mind
I never bite the hand that feeds me
Lets be real with each other
For once in one of others lives
I await your call
But no matter what
I do still have myself
And that should be good enough
I do love you
But I am sick of loving others
Way more than I have ever loved myself
Do you get what I am saying?
Good, Love yourself as I love I
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Flying Through Hybrid Dreams
In sleep I fly
Way up high
Without fear
Without worry
Being strong and proud
Smiling like never before
To the top of the clouds
I roam to a new slumbering abode
A home beyond the nightmares
That once plagued this mind’s wellbeing
But will it last?
Doubts do come
But for now I shall embrace this
With every last beat of my heart
Awoken by the reality of misplaced fortune
Who am I? Someone different from the rest
Behind walls so high in contempt
But who is at fault?
I am not full of blame
Dreams cannot always be right there
They can become thorns in my side
Oxymoron’s most gifted metaphor
Disguised as mirages
Practical jokes of twisting woes
Penetrating deep into this heart’s misfortune
In wake these visions cannot fly
So much fear of heights
Feeling low
Dragging these eyes into obstructed views
Hitting rock bottom
Imprisoned by this torment within
Feeling so distant and cold
In this place where home
Becomes forlorn
Voices around
Saying I am not of their kind
Origins so distant in time
Dialogues most morbid crimes
Drowning these thoughts to hopelessness
But why should these negative thoughts win?
Cannot let them vanquish these dreams
Learning to swim through hope
So life can be better than before
Dreams and nightmares
Will come and go
Effecting these emotions
Trading off with one another
Giving lessons to this very soul
As this heart strengthens
To the pinnacle of an all aspiring epiphany
One day
I shall be stronger
All fear will be let go
As I will grab life’s hand
And fly in-between
Awakened and slumbering dreams
My journey shall never be incomplete
Patience is the achievement
Worthy to fight for better days ahead
Worthy to sleep better at night
In the acclimation
Of a life reborn to greater fulfillment
With meaning graced
Even beyond our own comprehension
I am special
You are special
We deserve a bright future
As the skies become unlimited
Open for our happiness
Through the innovation
Of our spirits within
Trust me
Everything will be ok
These words are valid
Inspired by the prophecies
Of better days ahead
And into the night we can sleep knowing
Nothing will ever hurt us again
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/15/11
Way up high
Without fear
Without worry
Being strong and proud
Smiling like never before
To the top of the clouds
I roam to a new slumbering abode
A home beyond the nightmares
That once plagued this mind’s wellbeing
But will it last?
Doubts do come
But for now I shall embrace this
With every last beat of my heart
Awoken by the reality of misplaced fortune
Who am I? Someone different from the rest
Behind walls so high in contempt
But who is at fault?
I am not full of blame
Dreams cannot always be right there
They can become thorns in my side
Oxymoron’s most gifted metaphor
Disguised as mirages
Practical jokes of twisting woes
Penetrating deep into this heart’s misfortune
In wake these visions cannot fly
So much fear of heights
Feeling low
Dragging these eyes into obstructed views
Hitting rock bottom
Imprisoned by this torment within
Feeling so distant and cold
In this place where home
Becomes forlorn
Voices around
Saying I am not of their kind
Origins so distant in time
Dialogues most morbid crimes
Drowning these thoughts to hopelessness
But why should these negative thoughts win?
Cannot let them vanquish these dreams
Learning to swim through hope
So life can be better than before
Dreams and nightmares
Will come and go
Effecting these emotions
Trading off with one another
Giving lessons to this very soul
As this heart strengthens
To the pinnacle of an all aspiring epiphany
One day
I shall be stronger
All fear will be let go
As I will grab life’s hand
And fly in-between
Awakened and slumbering dreams
My journey shall never be incomplete
Patience is the achievement
Worthy to fight for better days ahead
Worthy to sleep better at night
In the acclimation
Of a life reborn to greater fulfillment
With meaning graced
Even beyond our own comprehension
I am special
You are special
We deserve a bright future
As the skies become unlimited
Open for our happiness
Through the innovation
Of our spirits within
Trust me
Everything will be ok
These words are valid
Inspired by the prophecies
Of better days ahead
And into the night we can sleep knowing
Nothing will ever hurt us again
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/15/11
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Dreams
Dreams, Dreams
Heart quake of dreams
Shaking with anticipation
Full of temptation
These very dreams
Abasing darkness
As the light shines it’s harmony
Aftershock of emotions
In an accepting scene of unconditional love
Visions of happiness
Running through a field of roses
Drenched in the dew of a natural grace
Crimson inspiration beaming upon my face
In this place higher than the pinnacle
Of even my own expectations
Rekindling the fire of my future destination
Dreams, Dreams
How they take me away
Oh, how they fly up high
To a natural state of exhilaration
As the distance of this heart
Comes closer to a beautiful soul
Penetration of deep salvation
Making this once half leased life
Feel whole
Ah, such a grand awakening
Spirit golden of love’s partaking
Foothills of romantic rekindling
Of this fire within
Sparking romance
From this muse’s inspiration
Teaching me the knowledge of innovation
Dreams, Dreams
Profoundly sound
Musical notes ethereal bound
Octaves elope in an entwined kiss
Body surging
Of reenergized bliss
Eyes tear up
A joyful event
Heart shaped clouds of emotions
Waterfall down upon my face
Soaking in with the beating of my heart
A tidal wave epic from the start
Showering these tears with hope
Honoring me with the strength of love
Prophecies from the skies above
Awoken, Awoken
By a skeptic’s laughter
The Devil’s advocate
My own mental disaster
Dreams, Dreams
Upon woken eyes
Taking doubt away
Each lie at a time
Bringing truth in motion
Sailing the oceans of tears
Destroying fear
Slowly but surely
Dreams, Dreams
These visions survive
Through slumbering dreams
To daydream’s pride
Limitless in fantasy
A prophecy eloped
In the curing of all impossibilities
Possible by the belief
Of all greater things to come
As negativity become trivial
To its existence I shun
Dreams, Dreams
Are they really here?
Please, give me the signs
And then I will know if they are truly for real
If you believe
If I believe
We can achieve
The love that has forsaken us
Played games with us
For all of these perplexing years
Dreams, The foundation
For our hearts to be glued as one
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/10/11
Heart quake of dreams
Shaking with anticipation
Full of temptation
These very dreams
Abasing darkness
As the light shines it’s harmony
Aftershock of emotions
In an accepting scene of unconditional love
Visions of happiness
Running through a field of roses
Drenched in the dew of a natural grace
Crimson inspiration beaming upon my face
In this place higher than the pinnacle
Of even my own expectations
Rekindling the fire of my future destination
Dreams, Dreams
How they take me away
Oh, how they fly up high
To a natural state of exhilaration
As the distance of this heart
Comes closer to a beautiful soul
Penetration of deep salvation
Making this once half leased life
Feel whole
Ah, such a grand awakening
Spirit golden of love’s partaking
Foothills of romantic rekindling
Of this fire within
Sparking romance
From this muse’s inspiration
Teaching me the knowledge of innovation
Dreams, Dreams
Profoundly sound
Musical notes ethereal bound
Octaves elope in an entwined kiss
Body surging
Of reenergized bliss
Eyes tear up
A joyful event
Heart shaped clouds of emotions
Waterfall down upon my face
Soaking in with the beating of my heart
A tidal wave epic from the start
Showering these tears with hope
Honoring me with the strength of love
Prophecies from the skies above
Awoken, Awoken
By a skeptic’s laughter
The Devil’s advocate
My own mental disaster
Dreams, Dreams
Upon woken eyes
Taking doubt away
Each lie at a time
Bringing truth in motion
Sailing the oceans of tears
Destroying fear
Slowly but surely
Dreams, Dreams
These visions survive
Through slumbering dreams
To daydream’s pride
Limitless in fantasy
A prophecy eloped
In the curing of all impossibilities
Possible by the belief
Of all greater things to come
As negativity become trivial
To its existence I shun
Dreams, Dreams
Are they really here?
Please, give me the signs
And then I will know if they are truly for real
If you believe
If I believe
We can achieve
The love that has forsaken us
Played games with us
For all of these perplexing years
Dreams, The foundation
For our hearts to be glued as one
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/10/11
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Inside the Heart of a Poppy
Such a beautiful place her heart
It goes for miles and miles
So much room inside
For a man to fly ever so freely
Exploring realms
That defy distance itself
In fact
It’s a universe of it’s own
Full of beauty and love
Building on and on
Stronger than even she could of ever imagined
So much familiarity in this heart
A warm welcoming
Into this soul’s resurgence
Feeling the many depths of it’s life
The many beats of it’s highs and lows
Holding it ever so tightly
Never wanting to ever let go
Such honor I have
Soaring high inside this beautiful heart
Such magical bliss
The kind that make one feel young again
Molded into a star
Because she gave me new life
Deep inside this beautiful heart
Soaring to newer heights
Shining brightly
Because she
Is the one who has given me light
Inside the heart of a poppy, Unlimited
Exploring newer more beautiful sites
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/3/11
Monday, August 29, 2011
A Rollercoaster ride to a heart shaped Epiphany
Walking out
Upon an empty city
So bright, So surreal
Silent with such prospering tranquility
As the wind welcomes my arrival
Breathing it’s harmony
Upon this skin so ever present in utter gratification
Yet, Tears of this present reality form within
Sadness of what I cannot grasp
Venturing onto public chaos
Seeing people smile with rejoice
Hiding these emotions
Asking myself
Why do I feel so different from them?
Walking fast
Away from humankind
Looking for salvation
Through nature’s devotion
Leveling myself
From this unbalancing act of time
Searching, Searching
Going faster and faster
Sweating waterfalls of anxiety
Till I can finally walk alone
And then all of the sudden it’s just me
Walking by the trees
Across an empty street
To an empty sidewalk
Venturing on a path
Full of peace and serenity
Walking even further
Pondering ever so strongly
Hearing music playing within
This heart beating ethereal octaves
Penetrating to it’s core
As this soul searches some more
Emotional, Crying inside myself
Crying In my own personal celebration
Rejoicing in mind, body and spirit
Celebrating that I am not really alone
As a more caring presence is always here
As I feel it’s overwhelming strength
Embrace me from abroad
Oh, Such strong love it has for me
No longer worried
Lost within myself
Not a care of any local presence
As I become oblivious
To my surroundings
Dreaming beyond the miles
As away feels closer to home
This imagination it flies higher
Than it has ever flown before
And at this very moment
These tears flow further out
Rejoicing with greater joy
In the realization of being different
Means something will make a difference
And what is that difference?
Perhaps very soon I will know
And then all of a sudden
An even bigger epiphany hits
Yet, A more mysterious one
Telling me something even greater is about to happen
Yet, Should I trust these feelings?
They have lied to me before
Oh, But I cannot shake them
So something positive shall soon occur
An event slowly forming
Clueing me to a better life ahead
Blueprints for a better tomorrow
Walking in
Upon a bevy of prospecting dreams
Fighting all self doubt
In the name of a future of improvement
As love sends me it’s solace of encouragement
From far away, Yet the closest its ever been to home
Oh, I can feel the change
Feelings like never before
Never have I been this certain
For an event that has yet to come
So that has to stand for something
What is that something?
Perhaps soon I shall know
Without hope
What is there?
Just emptiness
Just emptiness
Never again will I go down that road
As these visions fly higher than ever before
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/29/11
Upon an empty city
So bright, So surreal
Silent with such prospering tranquility
As the wind welcomes my arrival
Breathing it’s harmony
Upon this skin so ever present in utter gratification
Yet, Tears of this present reality form within
Sadness of what I cannot grasp
Venturing onto public chaos
Seeing people smile with rejoice
Hiding these emotions
Asking myself
Why do I feel so different from them?
Walking fast
Away from humankind
Looking for salvation
Through nature’s devotion
Leveling myself
From this unbalancing act of time
Searching, Searching
Going faster and faster
Sweating waterfalls of anxiety
Till I can finally walk alone
And then all of the sudden it’s just me
Walking by the trees
Across an empty street
To an empty sidewalk
Venturing on a path
Full of peace and serenity
Walking even further
Pondering ever so strongly
Hearing music playing within
This heart beating ethereal octaves
Penetrating to it’s core
As this soul searches some more
Emotional, Crying inside myself
Crying In my own personal celebration
Rejoicing in mind, body and spirit
Celebrating that I am not really alone
As a more caring presence is always here
As I feel it’s overwhelming strength
Embrace me from abroad
Oh, Such strong love it has for me
No longer worried
Lost within myself
Not a care of any local presence
As I become oblivious
To my surroundings
Dreaming beyond the miles
As away feels closer to home
This imagination it flies higher
Than it has ever flown before
And at this very moment
These tears flow further out
Rejoicing with greater joy
In the realization of being different
Means something will make a difference
And what is that difference?
Perhaps very soon I will know
And then all of a sudden
An even bigger epiphany hits
Yet, A more mysterious one
Telling me something even greater is about to happen
Yet, Should I trust these feelings?
They have lied to me before
Oh, But I cannot shake them
So something positive shall soon occur
An event slowly forming
Clueing me to a better life ahead
Blueprints for a better tomorrow
Walking in
Upon a bevy of prospecting dreams
Fighting all self doubt
In the name of a future of improvement
As love sends me it’s solace of encouragement
From far away, Yet the closest its ever been to home
Oh, I can feel the change
Feelings like never before
Never have I been this certain
For an event that has yet to come
So that has to stand for something
What is that something?
Perhaps soon I shall know
Without hope
What is there?
Just emptiness
Just emptiness
Never again will I go down that road
As these visions fly higher than ever before
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/29/11
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
The Forest of Humanity
Send me to the forest
Of natural inhabitance
Green bevy environment
Naturally extraordinaire
Immune to the polluted thoughts
That enslave emotions
Sing nature sing
Croon the tunes that touches this heart
These Goosebumps all yours
Take me into your ethereal kingdom
Let us be as one
Basking in the beauty that shines
Inside your very kindred soul
Grasp these visions
As they peek peaks higher
Than these eyes could ever envision
And with these very tears
I shall stream a youthful persistence
Rapidly moving
This inner child
Breathing new relief
In the safety of this newfound innocence
Safe in the security
Of this environmental refuge
In the arms of a prospering glory
Pretty serenity
Rehabilitating, Medicating
In this natural high
Only to swoon down gracefully
In the presence of the trees
That sway in unified harmony
Feeling healthier than ever
Reenergized for a future of pleasure
Rebalanced by this positive energy
Basking In dreams of certainty’s endeavors
And that is my epiphany
This journey that shall soon
Be revealed as real
As this very heart shall go back to it’s roots
Growing strong and tall
Going beyond the times
That once slew before me
Nature calls
She called me
Asking why I left
In the first place
Will I stay here for good?
I promise
With everything I have
Soon we shall be as one
Trust these words
Soon we shall be as one
Just sing out loud
Just direct me to your heart
And I will take it from there
Always being here with you
Make it all possible
As I destroy all negativity
In the honor of your reality
In these dreams
That could finally become true
Who am I?
No the question should be
Who am I and who are you?
Where do we stand today?
As we venture on
Vanquishing yesterday for good
In nature’s loving rapture
May peace prosper
In our earnest abode within
When you win, I win
Everyone we influence wins
In nature’s loving rapture
May our hunger for happiness
Feed the ones who need attention the most
Guiding their intentions to humbled achievements
To all who need to hear it
I love you, We all love you
Be one within our hearts
As we travel to the true origins of mankind
The nature we lost sight of
The nature we let suffer by our own destructive ways
Wake up
And know
Dreams can be achieved with open eyes
Let us progress as humans
Keeping all hope alive
Let us climb up high
Upon the forest of humanity
So it can grow more knowledgeable
Than it has ever been grown before
Now is the future
Let us grow even more
Limits are that just limits
As we go beyond our own expectations
Peace and prosperity
The environment of new everlasting harmony
Welcome to the movement
For a new age of love
Where all is accepted
And no one is ever judged
If I can dream
If you can dream
We all can dream
Dreaming higher than
The stars that shine from up above
My forest, Your forest
Our forest united as one
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/23/11
Friday, August 19, 2011
The Origins of a Poppy
dedicated to Poppy
The origin of a poppy
From the perspective of a smile
Lights up uninhabited passion
Making all so worthwhile
Inspirational presence
A soul that magically flows
From heart to heart
Never once letting go
Her key form,
Is the key that unlocks this once locked door
Feeling brand new
In these dreams that fly high
In these dreams that forever soar
Going beyond forevermore
And her presence
Spirits full of everlasting impressions
Such heart filled realism
Multi dimensional in her
Existence as a whole
And her persona
Sooths the loneliest of souls
Feeling accepted and welcomed
In the haven of an aura uplifting
As these Goosebumps gracefully flow
Upon newfound dreams sacredly locked inside
This heart’s magical lore
The origin of a poppy
From the perspective of a smile
Lights up uninhabited passion
Making all so worthwhile
Words and actions
Come from such a long way
Closer than anything
As she hit’s the closest to my home
Than anyone has ever hit me before
The origin of a poppy
Is an origin I grasp beyond forevermore
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/19/11
The origin of a poppy
From the perspective of a smile
Lights up uninhabited passion
Making all so worthwhile
Inspirational presence
A soul that magically flows
From heart to heart
Never once letting go
Her key form,
Is the key that unlocks this once locked door
Feeling brand new
In these dreams that fly high
In these dreams that forever soar
Going beyond forevermore
And her presence
Spirits full of everlasting impressions
Such heart filled realism
Multi dimensional in her
Existence as a whole
And her persona
Sooths the loneliest of souls
Feeling accepted and welcomed
In the haven of an aura uplifting
As these Goosebumps gracefully flow
Upon newfound dreams sacredly locked inside
This heart’s magical lore
The origin of a poppy
From the perspective of a smile
Lights up uninhabited passion
Making all so worthwhile
Words and actions
Come from such a long way
Closer than anything
As she hit’s the closest to my home
Than anyone has ever hit me before
The origin of a poppy
Is an origin I grasp beyond forevermore
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/19/11
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Warping into a Long Winding Confusion
This is long, Long indeed!. It may be way too different for someones taste. I just get bored sometimes and just want to try something different. Well here it is.
A montage of my destruction plays
Grotesque sceneries begin to loom
Stuck inside this soul set ablaze
As pity overshadows this pride’s unforeseeable state
Quickening this impending doom
To the speed of oblivion
Burning flesh
Lava waterfalls of sweat
Unbearable anxiety
Razorblade mentality inspired by calamity
Self seething insights viciously circled
In a crowd of suffocating chaos
Perceived by dreams hung dry
Dyed by the blackness’s deceiving guise
Possession of rhymes wilted deception
Finding the cause of harm
The Even form of society’s design
And then I pray for an uneven up rise
I plead for a dyslexic stand
Creating a path with this ink laden hand
Striving to cause substance of an abnormal cadence
Fueled by the muse in awe of oddity’s even slaying feat
Trying and trying. Fighting with the miles
Till all is completely odd, Evenly dissolved
Astral projection
Flying highly beyond this planetary host
Seeing improvement. Seeing even a smile
Recollected, All should be alright
As dreams become stronger by each day
As I delve deeper in the night
A montage of my happiness plays
Right in front of this oddity’s vision
Soul set free, Full of belief
Winning against my negative self
As pity becomes slowly vanquished by pride
Even dies for the normalcy of it’s blatant tyranny
That tried to make me stand in a slaving line
Soothing sensations, This flesh captivated in relaxation
Feeling a cool gentle breeze kiss upon my skin
Peacefully satisfied, Knocked to these knees
In the new magical kingdom where I am uninhibitedly pleased
Floating above grace
Laughing with joy
Solidifying my beast with beauty
Feeling young again
In the grasp of a nightmare’s dreaming
Being one with myself
Flying for a disenchanting enchantment abnormally achieving
Prayers slowly answered
Blushingly smiling upon the skies
Flying even higher
Well above these once lowered expectations
Another scene of my life ends
Tragedy never breaks but bends
Another venture begins
Strengthening this character for better endeavors
Metaphoric body of armor protecting me from the sword of denial
As I stand on a plateau looking down at my past
Profoundly drenched with my own personal tasks
Blood, sweat and tears I so proudly wear
In the waking hours of my faith repaired
What shall be next?
Producing more confusion
Within the scenes of a blatant illusion
Raw innovation captivated for modest intentions
Rising above these personal challenges
Mentally bending intellect for lasting impressions
This is my life story, Unfinished
Always striving for improvement
Sequels of a recollected amassing
Ethereal lights, Red passions basking
In the green lit hills of visionary grace
Envisions of love self reinventing to a source of exquisite taste
This reflection called my existence
Shall never end
Every fictional/non fictional genre shall rejoice within
Breeding new ventures, Breeding new life
In the musing of this natural nature of unnatural bliss
Imperfect I am
Far from a masterpiece indeed
But flaws are the greatest achievements
For this very character to supersede
All personal expectations
For my love, For my devotion
I shall find some wings
As I learn to fly
On the astral plane for a better tomorrow
Oh, May all of these montages combine
As I help make a difference
To myself and those who care
For the love and honor
In the hopes of everlasting achievements
Growing souls of a heart filled allegiance
Where all will be one with happiness and joy
How is that for a mental picture?
Frustrated yet?
Oh, How I have fun with this simple thing called confusion
Is it real? Or was this all just an illusion?
Who said everything had to make sense anyways?
Here is my angst to the artistic crime lords of life
Do I get an A weird?
My Night Shambles on
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/14/11
A montage of my destruction plays
Grotesque sceneries begin to loom
Stuck inside this soul set ablaze
As pity overshadows this pride’s unforeseeable state
Quickening this impending doom
To the speed of oblivion
Burning flesh
Lava waterfalls of sweat
Unbearable anxiety
Razorblade mentality inspired by calamity
Self seething insights viciously circled
In a crowd of suffocating chaos
Perceived by dreams hung dry
Dyed by the blackness’s deceiving guise
Possession of rhymes wilted deception
Finding the cause of harm
The Even form of society’s design
And then I pray for an uneven up rise
I plead for a dyslexic stand
Creating a path with this ink laden hand
Striving to cause substance of an abnormal cadence
Fueled by the muse in awe of oddity’s even slaying feat
Trying and trying. Fighting with the miles
Till all is completely odd, Evenly dissolved
Astral projection
Flying highly beyond this planetary host
Seeing improvement. Seeing even a smile
Recollected, All should be alright
As dreams become stronger by each day
As I delve deeper in the night
A montage of my happiness plays
Right in front of this oddity’s vision
Soul set free, Full of belief
Winning against my negative self
As pity becomes slowly vanquished by pride
Even dies for the normalcy of it’s blatant tyranny
That tried to make me stand in a slaving line
Soothing sensations, This flesh captivated in relaxation
Feeling a cool gentle breeze kiss upon my skin
Peacefully satisfied, Knocked to these knees
In the new magical kingdom where I am uninhibitedly pleased
Floating above grace
Laughing with joy
Solidifying my beast with beauty
Feeling young again
In the grasp of a nightmare’s dreaming
Being one with myself
Flying for a disenchanting enchantment abnormally achieving
Prayers slowly answered
Blushingly smiling upon the skies
Flying even higher
Well above these once lowered expectations
Another scene of my life ends
Tragedy never breaks but bends
Another venture begins
Strengthening this character for better endeavors
Metaphoric body of armor protecting me from the sword of denial
As I stand on a plateau looking down at my past
Profoundly drenched with my own personal tasks
Blood, sweat and tears I so proudly wear
In the waking hours of my faith repaired
What shall be next?
Producing more confusion
Within the scenes of a blatant illusion
Raw innovation captivated for modest intentions
Rising above these personal challenges
Mentally bending intellect for lasting impressions
This is my life story, Unfinished
Always striving for improvement
Sequels of a recollected amassing
Ethereal lights, Red passions basking
In the green lit hills of visionary grace
Envisions of love self reinventing to a source of exquisite taste
This reflection called my existence
Shall never end
Every fictional/non fictional genre shall rejoice within
Breeding new ventures, Breeding new life
In the musing of this natural nature of unnatural bliss
Imperfect I am
Far from a masterpiece indeed
But flaws are the greatest achievements
For this very character to supersede
All personal expectations
For my love, For my devotion
I shall find some wings
As I learn to fly
On the astral plane for a better tomorrow
Oh, May all of these montages combine
As I help make a difference
To myself and those who care
For the love and honor
In the hopes of everlasting achievements
Growing souls of a heart filled allegiance
Where all will be one with happiness and joy
How is that for a mental picture?
Frustrated yet?
Oh, How I have fun with this simple thing called confusion
Is it real? Or was this all just an illusion?
Who said everything had to make sense anyways?
Here is my angst to the artistic crime lords of life
Do I get an A weird?
My Night Shambles on
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/14/11
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Be Leave only to come back with Hope
Aerial, Flying higher than ever before
Never wanting to come down
Because the ground is too dismal
Such beauty all around
Embellishing it
Taking it all in
Basking in a new beginning
Embracing this once troubled mind
Soothing this heart
As the stars shine on
And then I begin the cleansing
Cleansing myself of any bad thoughts
Pondering with such strong relevance
As I vanquish any bad thoughts
That may bestow upon this very soul
Love, Pure love inside
Smiling on as the moon beams its majesty
Into the kingdom of tranquility
Where nature roams freely
In the presence of a secured reality
And then with these very visions
I shape the clouds with my own imagination
Molding them into hearts, heart and more hearts
As they all float within these dreams
Slumbering peacefully for once
Not a worry in sight
Peace and prosperity possesses me
Now it’s time I fly into the light
A new day, A new life
Awoken, It was all just an elaborate dream
Struggling to become loved by this flesh
Broken by these ever changing prophesies
In this local realization
That there is nothing for me to see
But still,
Distance is not as far as I use to envision it being
Could every cherished reality
Be closer than it could ever truly be?
Can faith heal my own reflective confusion?
Even my whole life weary existence?
Perhaps its time for me to believe
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/11/11
Friday, August 5, 2011
Journey to a Better Beyond
Calming the storm
With these eyes adrift
Floating below sunny salvation
Taking in the ethereal rays of love
In this journey of motivational endeavors
Intertwined with oceanic bliss
As the skies navigate me to serenity
Prospering in this serene beauty
Upon these majestic visions
Hopelessly romancing
The stars to sweep my feet
And take me to the land of enchanting grace
As the moon beams its smile
Upon my own emotional state of being
In the life I always dreamt achieving
And in this epiphany
This treasured validity of personal intuition
Won by this quest for harmony
I use my eyes as a telescope
Making a wish to a certain star
Wishing for the death of impossibility
So the creation of possibility can prosper within
Becoming one with this humbled existence
Do I live inside myself?
Yes, Indeed I do
It’s never failed me as much as the outside
Always somehow coming through
Distance is a killer
When feeling out of place
Striving to stay strong
For this muse to embrace me
Straight into a paradise
That even I could of never imagined
That even I could of never fathomed existing
Eyes adrift
Ready to swim across the pond of tranquility
To the island of bliss
Where dreams exist
And hope shares it’s beauty
In the art of nature’s cleansing
No matter how bad it gets
This is the destiny I must fight for
Always and forever to a better beyond
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/5/11
With these eyes adrift
Floating below sunny salvation
Taking in the ethereal rays of love
In this journey of motivational endeavors
Intertwined with oceanic bliss
As the skies navigate me to serenity
Prospering in this serene beauty
Upon these majestic visions
Hopelessly romancing
The stars to sweep my feet
And take me to the land of enchanting grace
As the moon beams its smile
Upon my own emotional state of being
In the life I always dreamt achieving
And in this epiphany
This treasured validity of personal intuition
Won by this quest for harmony
I use my eyes as a telescope
Making a wish to a certain star
Wishing for the death of impossibility
So the creation of possibility can prosper within
Becoming one with this humbled existence
Do I live inside myself?
Yes, Indeed I do
It’s never failed me as much as the outside
Always somehow coming through
Distance is a killer
When feeling out of place
Striving to stay strong
For this muse to embrace me
Straight into a paradise
That even I could of never imagined
That even I could of never fathomed existing
Eyes adrift
Ready to swim across the pond of tranquility
To the island of bliss
Where dreams exist
And hope shares it’s beauty
In the art of nature’s cleansing
No matter how bad it gets
This is the destiny I must fight for
Always and forever to a better beyond
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/5/11
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Battling the Creature Within
My thoughts stalks itself
Forming into a madman carrying an ax
Toying with this life
Laughing on with hideous intentions
Thinking the worst thoughts ever
And in this secluded dimension I try hiding
These festering thoughts begin to close in
Boxing in my own existence
Screaming, Shrieking with chaotic tyranny
My body shuts down
Submits to this mind’s atrocities
Stuck inside this self destructive behavior
Making me give into it’s will
And then all of the sudden. Change
This mind becomes a hero
Saving me from these self maniacal thoughts
Redefining this character’s stability
In an awakening of reenergized sentiments
And from behind, these maddening thoughts
Screams “There is no hope for you”
Swinging the ax even harder
Trying to cut these dreams to pieces
I run and run away
Yet, The craziness is not far behind
Blurting out negative words of discouragement
Testing my will
Till it makes sure my mind dies
I scream for the hero
To come take this monster away
Kill it for good
Send it to it’s own mental grave
These heroic thoughts come through
As golden lights of epiphany impale the madness
Falling down to it’s death
Laying motionless in it’s spiritual seclusion
Smiling, Laughing, Rejoicing
Tears of joy pouring down this face
The brave part of myself has prevailed
Time to rebuild this life stronger than ever
Looking towards the ground
The madman disappeared
Where could he be? I ask
Thoughts begin to tremble in fear
And upon where he once laid
A note drenched in blood appears
It says, I will be back
But then I realize
The madman is weak, He is a coward
As I start to relax in bittersweet harmony
But who knows if that will last
Surely this will shall be tested again
Gathering all of the strength I have
In a new age of self confidence
That shall deem me the winner for good
Once and for all I shall win
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/3/11
Forming into a madman carrying an ax
Toying with this life
Laughing on with hideous intentions
Thinking the worst thoughts ever
And in this secluded dimension I try hiding
These festering thoughts begin to close in
Boxing in my own existence
Screaming, Shrieking with chaotic tyranny
My body shuts down
Submits to this mind’s atrocities
Stuck inside this self destructive behavior
Making me give into it’s will
And then all of the sudden. Change
This mind becomes a hero
Saving me from these self maniacal thoughts
Redefining this character’s stability
In an awakening of reenergized sentiments
And from behind, these maddening thoughts
Screams “There is no hope for you”
Swinging the ax even harder
Trying to cut these dreams to pieces
I run and run away
Yet, The craziness is not far behind
Blurting out negative words of discouragement
Testing my will
Till it makes sure my mind dies
I scream for the hero
To come take this monster away
Kill it for good
Send it to it’s own mental grave
These heroic thoughts come through
As golden lights of epiphany impale the madness
Falling down to it’s death
Laying motionless in it’s spiritual seclusion
Smiling, Laughing, Rejoicing
Tears of joy pouring down this face
The brave part of myself has prevailed
Time to rebuild this life stronger than ever
Looking towards the ground
The madman disappeared
Where could he be? I ask
Thoughts begin to tremble in fear
And upon where he once laid
A note drenched in blood appears
It says, I will be back
But then I realize
The madman is weak, He is a coward
As I start to relax in bittersweet harmony
But who knows if that will last
Surely this will shall be tested again
Gathering all of the strength I have
In a new age of self confidence
That shall deem me the winner for good
Once and for all I shall win
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/3/11
Legal Alien
Where am I?
Who are these people?
Everything seems so transparent
Illusions tormented
Into an abstract view
Is it me who has truly disappeared?
Me who shied away?
Anxiety getting the best of me
As I wasted yet another day
If only I had wings
To fly higher than ever before
Towards better meaning
In a life anew
With dreams clearing my view
I came back
With the idea of being refreshed
But low and behold
I came back empty
Feeling more different than ever before
Dimmer town
Your glum has gotten the best of me
Just a Legal Alien
In an environment quiet and recluse
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/3/11
Who are these people?
Everything seems so transparent
Illusions tormented
Into an abstract view
Is it me who has truly disappeared?
Me who shied away?
Anxiety getting the best of me
As I wasted yet another day
If only I had wings
To fly higher than ever before
Towards better meaning
In a life anew
With dreams clearing my view
I came back
With the idea of being refreshed
But low and behold
I came back empty
Feeling more different than ever before
Dimmer town
Your glum has gotten the best of me
Just a Legal Alien
In an environment quiet and recluse
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/3/11
Sunday, July 31, 2011
My Everlasting Gratitude
To Poppy,
Amidst the turmoil
Fatigued, Falling down
Cannot stay around
Thoughts spinning
Warping on
Into slumbering chaos
Losing all rationality
But there you are
As you have always been
Catching these emotions
Making me realize how wonderful
Dreams can truly be
As I feel reenergized
In the magic of your loving aura
Epitomizing a new frontier
Paved of ethereal longevity
Beautiful soul
With high spirits of heart filled devotion
Making this cold weary heart warm up
To an awakening
An epiphany worth traveling
Beyond any limit
Building on and on
Ever durable and strong
Healed from the shrieks that once beckoned me
From within all of life’s cruel realities
Pure solace
Mind ever relaxed
At ease
Body no longer tense
Relaxed in a state of being
Alive, So alive
Rejoicing in the fact
That someone truly believes in me
I cannot thank you enough
Never once have you forgotten about me
This very existence feeling at ease
From the embrace of your essence
In dreams feeling ever so worthwhile
Dreams that makes me such a believer
A believer of optimistic beliefs
And when I sleep
I can sleep knowing
Someone very important thinks about me
Someone very important believes in me
And then I breathe a sigh of relief
Looking past the cloudy skies
And straight up to the stars we share
In our own creative harmony
Thank you for always believing in me
This love is ever sending from here and beyond
The day, The night,
Beyond all hopes and dreams
Thank you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
Amidst the turmoil
Fatigued, Falling down
Cannot stay around
Thoughts spinning
Warping on
Into slumbering chaos
Losing all rationality
But there you are
As you have always been
Catching these emotions
Making me realize how wonderful
Dreams can truly be
As I feel reenergized
In the magic of your loving aura
Epitomizing a new frontier
Paved of ethereal longevity
Beautiful soul
With high spirits of heart filled devotion
Making this cold weary heart warm up
To an awakening
An epiphany worth traveling
Beyond any limit
Building on and on
Ever durable and strong
Healed from the shrieks that once beckoned me
From within all of life’s cruel realities
Pure solace
Mind ever relaxed
At ease
Body no longer tense
Relaxed in a state of being
Alive, So alive
Rejoicing in the fact
That someone truly believes in me
I cannot thank you enough
Never once have you forgotten about me
This very existence feeling at ease
From the embrace of your essence
In dreams feeling ever so worthwhile
Dreams that makes me such a believer
A believer of optimistic beliefs
And when I sleep
I can sleep knowing
Someone very important thinks about me
Someone very important believes in me
And then I breathe a sigh of relief
Looking past the cloudy skies
And straight up to the stars we share
In our own creative harmony
Thank you for always believing in me
This love is ever sending from here and beyond
The day, The night,
Beyond all hopes and dreams
Thank you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Into the Ire of Confusion's Dictatorship
Warring emotions
Embattling the heat
Sweltering, sweating
Feelings surcease
Inclined delirium
Poignant stares
In the mirror of shattered dreams
Alienated, Betrayed
Upon the fields
Of a harvested rage
Flowers drenched in promises
Burning betrayal in the deceit
Of a collective royalty
In the middle
Nervous within
Emptiness calling
Numbing the pain
To a warping screech
Of thoughts wanting out
With the haste of an enduring frustration
Who am I?
Stuck, cannot escape
Rogue weary
On a road paved to nowhere
Stealing the air I thrive to breathe
Confusion, Regression
For the cursing of deception
Trying to fight care
To a lesser evil within
A compilation
Within this heart, mind and soul
Trying to coexist with these emotions
As my nomadic nature
Searches for a brand new home
Yet….
When I try to fill in this canyon heart
Someone always sneaks in front of me
Says the right words in the wrong frame of mind
Leaving it bare and uninhabited
For those who have flown right on by
Who am I to blame?
Perhaps me myself and I
Never know me for my pain alone
But the stars that glare into these tiny blue eyes
Hope? It’s something I must embrace
For the grace of my own happiness within
I reach out
For the arms of salvation
Created poetically in my own personal Heaven
Who would ever join me?
We shall see, we shall see
Who will be at one with me?
Will it ever be known?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/17/11
Embattling the heat
Sweltering, sweating
Feelings surcease
Inclined delirium
Poignant stares
In the mirror of shattered dreams
Alienated, Betrayed
Upon the fields
Of a harvested rage
Flowers drenched in promises
Burning betrayal in the deceit
Of a collective royalty
In the middle
Nervous within
Emptiness calling
Numbing the pain
To a warping screech
Of thoughts wanting out
With the haste of an enduring frustration
Who am I?
Stuck, cannot escape
Rogue weary
On a road paved to nowhere
Stealing the air I thrive to breathe
Confusion, Regression
For the cursing of deception
Trying to fight care
To a lesser evil within
A compilation
Within this heart, mind and soul
Trying to coexist with these emotions
As my nomadic nature
Searches for a brand new home
Yet….
When I try to fill in this canyon heart
Someone always sneaks in front of me
Says the right words in the wrong frame of mind
Leaving it bare and uninhabited
For those who have flown right on by
Who am I to blame?
Perhaps me myself and I
Never know me for my pain alone
But the stars that glare into these tiny blue eyes
Hope? It’s something I must embrace
For the grace of my own happiness within
I reach out
For the arms of salvation
Created poetically in my own personal Heaven
Who would ever join me?
We shall see, we shall see
Who will be at one with me?
Will it ever be known?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/17/11
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Foundation
Before you read this. The second stanza may get you thinking huh?? but it's coded because its sooo personal to me.
As these walls begin to shatter
I think of the times they almost caved me in
Becoming my own casket
Sealing this hope within
The taboo thoughts
Of a deathly embrace
A sharp pain of fatality to these veins
Falling from the bridges built of warring avenging mental vignettes
Pills of doom
Into the traffic of bloodbath emotions
Such history I have
With Death’s own desire
Almost seduced into the reaping hours
Mind full of agony
Soul slowly being devoured
As this heart burned of delusions
Mentality’s requiem
A life once scorned
A wall built
To block away the light of day
As the pain tormented itself
In the brink of this alienation
Inspired by those heartless deceptions
I almost let win
Rising above. Ascending
Looking down, Learning from this
Love within, Knowledge unlimited
Faith restored, Feeling brand new
Ready to achieve these personal dreams
No matter how hard it shall get
Shattered walls
Fragmenting into heart shaped ambitions
Surrounding these dreams
Into the depths of the exploration of hope
A shot of love’s adrenaline to these veins
A bridge rebuilt, Glue on my feet
Swallowing metaphoric pills of life’s ever growing bliss
Taking a ride on the golden paved highway for a better tomorrow
So proud, So very proud
Strong as ever
Fitter than ever before
Love inside this heart
As this soul adapts
To this flesh’s drastic changes
All for the better within
All for the best of me to others
This progression will never be completed
But that is what makes life so worthwhile
Traveling on inside a cocoon
For the next spirited evolution
Flying beyond the stars
Stars that shine salvation
Always and forever to beyond
This is my foundation
Always free spirited
Ready for what shall come before me
I can finally say after all these years
I am proud of the man I have become
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/3/11
As these walls begin to shatter
I think of the times they almost caved me in
Becoming my own casket
Sealing this hope within
The taboo thoughts
Of a deathly embrace
A sharp pain of fatality to these veins
Falling from the bridges built of warring avenging mental vignettes
Pills of doom
Into the traffic of bloodbath emotions
Such history I have
With Death’s own desire
Almost seduced into the reaping hours
Mind full of agony
Soul slowly being devoured
As this heart burned of delusions
Mentality’s requiem
A life once scorned
A wall built
To block away the light of day
As the pain tormented itself
In the brink of this alienation
Inspired by those heartless deceptions
I almost let win
Rising above. Ascending
Looking down, Learning from this
Love within, Knowledge unlimited
Faith restored, Feeling brand new
Ready to achieve these personal dreams
No matter how hard it shall get
Shattered walls
Fragmenting into heart shaped ambitions
Surrounding these dreams
Into the depths of the exploration of hope
A shot of love’s adrenaline to these veins
A bridge rebuilt, Glue on my feet
Swallowing metaphoric pills of life’s ever growing bliss
Taking a ride on the golden paved highway for a better tomorrow
So proud, So very proud
Strong as ever
Fitter than ever before
Love inside this heart
As this soul adapts
To this flesh’s drastic changes
All for the better within
All for the best of me to others
This progression will never be completed
But that is what makes life so worthwhile
Traveling on inside a cocoon
For the next spirited evolution
Flying beyond the stars
Stars that shine salvation
Always and forever to beyond
This is my foundation
Always free spirited
Ready for what shall come before me
I can finally say after all these years
I am proud of the man I have become
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/3/11
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
The Quest for the Innovation of a better Tomorrow
Feel the lights
From the dancing sprite
Disconnected from spiritual chaos
Floating in the sky, Way up high
Never coming down
To the dread below
As the “living” becomes
It’s nemesis, It’s foe
Slowly taking fantasy down to a sullen level
Orbiting the earth
In multi colored harmony
Dancing distantly upon the serene breeze
Becoming a dream to uncharted eyes
Yet also a mirage to skeptical savagery
As the Elves, Fairies, Pixies, Gnomes cry for balance
Wanting everything to change to equal spirituality
And the flesh wages war on the soul
The soul just wants to be let go
Crying for the Sprite to save them
Lost inside, Feeling worthless
Feeling useless, No direction, Just too forgone
Trapped within the hell the stars have been burnt into
Both try to unify, transform
Into the astral projection of salvation’s meditation
But low and behold
The skins diabolical jealousy
Scorches a hole between them
With scorning eyes of illogical tyranny
As the ire of hypocrisy dances on
Restless spirits enslaved
By the skin’s disarray
Harbored in the fog of a gloomy daze
Losing faith within it’s reasons
And then they fight
The flesh pits them against each other
Turning them into gray clouds
Reigning hatred against society
As they soil their Mother with their chemical imbalances
Making her feel sick and rejected
Vile and ravaged
Turning the temperature up
To the brink of a clueless vindication
Vengeance shredding black upon the innocent souls
As they all feel betrayed
By the faith that has forsaken them
Mass murder to suicide
Taking the flesh down, Taking herself away
Nothing remains, Resources drained
Turned into the black hole’s residue
What have we become?
Dreams are deemed pathetic
By the chain wearing, Gag reflexes
Of their own fetish for doom
As Earth becomes the dungeon for the exobitionists
Whipping each other asking for more
In a Genesis rewound for guilty pleasures
And when the enlightened flesh slowly awakes and wants change
The oblivious ask why
Bullies them into submission
As their soul remains demised
Lost in the line of clueless endeavors
Becoming zombies
In the lusting of denial
Feel the dark
Of the dismal plight
As the polluted poltergeists form together
In the massing of discontenting abysmal fretting
Putting the razorblade shaped pieces together
In the form of an enslaved fury
One can never think for themselves
One can never have an open air of mental minding thoughts
Because the monopoly of the close minded
Will alienate the endangered souls from unifying
Conquering them as quick as the blink of a warp speeding eye
So many die
Trying to get by
Struggling to new frontiers, Dimensions
Paving their way to innovation
Only to be killed by the philosophy of ignorance itself
Well unless their flesh is desired
For the lusting of all mankind
Then it’s a slow death of character
But this very soul flies high
Staying alive
Traveling well beyond the times
Looking for a better tomorrow
Or a tomorrow after that
All in all this is my own soul
And that is something they will never take from me
I would rather die free, Than live without any dignity
And there you have it. My own personal beliefs
My soul will always live on
Venturing out into peace, love and harmony
Keeping myself humble
In this journey that shall never be complete
I believe in the impossible . Yes, I believe indeed
As the world we live in now is the tedious folklore
Twisted by mankind’s deceit
The past, The future is beyond the spirituality
Of the present’s oppression
Destroying the dreams we were meant to keep
The innovation of our souls
Shall guide our universal imagination
Straight into the muse of our own indigenous dwelling
Keeping us away from the shallowness that creeps deceit
No longer shall we let the deceivers make us weep
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/28/11
From the dancing sprite
Disconnected from spiritual chaos
Floating in the sky, Way up high
Never coming down
To the dread below
As the “living” becomes
It’s nemesis, It’s foe
Slowly taking fantasy down to a sullen level
Orbiting the earth
In multi colored harmony
Dancing distantly upon the serene breeze
Becoming a dream to uncharted eyes
Yet also a mirage to skeptical savagery
As the Elves, Fairies, Pixies, Gnomes cry for balance
Wanting everything to change to equal spirituality
And the flesh wages war on the soul
The soul just wants to be let go
Crying for the Sprite to save them
Lost inside, Feeling worthless
Feeling useless, No direction, Just too forgone
Trapped within the hell the stars have been burnt into
Both try to unify, transform
Into the astral projection of salvation’s meditation
But low and behold
The skins diabolical jealousy
Scorches a hole between them
With scorning eyes of illogical tyranny
As the ire of hypocrisy dances on
Restless spirits enslaved
By the skin’s disarray
Harbored in the fog of a gloomy daze
Losing faith within it’s reasons
And then they fight
The flesh pits them against each other
Turning them into gray clouds
Reigning hatred against society
As they soil their Mother with their chemical imbalances
Making her feel sick and rejected
Vile and ravaged
Turning the temperature up
To the brink of a clueless vindication
Vengeance shredding black upon the innocent souls
As they all feel betrayed
By the faith that has forsaken them
Mass murder to suicide
Taking the flesh down, Taking herself away
Nothing remains, Resources drained
Turned into the black hole’s residue
What have we become?
Dreams are deemed pathetic
By the chain wearing, Gag reflexes
Of their own fetish for doom
As Earth becomes the dungeon for the exobitionists
Whipping each other asking for more
In a Genesis rewound for guilty pleasures
And when the enlightened flesh slowly awakes and wants change
The oblivious ask why
Bullies them into submission
As their soul remains demised
Lost in the line of clueless endeavors
Becoming zombies
In the lusting of denial
Feel the dark
Of the dismal plight
As the polluted poltergeists form together
In the massing of discontenting abysmal fretting
Putting the razorblade shaped pieces together
In the form of an enslaved fury
One can never think for themselves
One can never have an open air of mental minding thoughts
Because the monopoly of the close minded
Will alienate the endangered souls from unifying
Conquering them as quick as the blink of a warp speeding eye
So many die
Trying to get by
Struggling to new frontiers, Dimensions
Paving their way to innovation
Only to be killed by the philosophy of ignorance itself
Well unless their flesh is desired
For the lusting of all mankind
Then it’s a slow death of character
But this very soul flies high
Staying alive
Traveling well beyond the times
Looking for a better tomorrow
Or a tomorrow after that
All in all this is my own soul
And that is something they will never take from me
I would rather die free, Than live without any dignity
And there you have it. My own personal beliefs
My soul will always live on
Venturing out into peace, love and harmony
Keeping myself humble
In this journey that shall never be complete
I believe in the impossible . Yes, I believe indeed
As the world we live in now is the tedious folklore
Twisted by mankind’s deceit
The past, The future is beyond the spirituality
Of the present’s oppression
Destroying the dreams we were meant to keep
The innovation of our souls
Shall guide our universal imagination
Straight into the muse of our own indigenous dwelling
Keeping us away from the shallowness that creeps deceit
No longer shall we let the deceivers make us weep
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/28/11
Friday, June 24, 2011
Beyond Normalcy
Normalcy, Such a made up word
Descends into insanity
Broken, Submissive
Awaiting it’s next lesson
Doing tricks for it’s master in command
Obedient, Please sir may I have another?
Hopeless dreamer, Dense deceiver
So many strive for it’s survival
So they can look into the mirror
Faking smiles so they can fit in
Having a mentality like most of this world
But here I am
Standing up, Standing out
Never standing at attention
Eyes locked towards innovation
Flying high inside my mind
Heart unfazed by fate’s sealed endeavors
Soaring high, Even higher than these visions before me
The nerve of me right?
Free in thought, This imagination limitless
Breathing the air of prospecting ventures
Climbing the pinnacle of my choosing
Always winning, Never losing
At peace with myself
No matter where these feelings roam
Even when I am down
I always get back up
Adverting this very tragedy
Into my positive expressions
Bringing peace and harmony
Inside these very visions
That roam into limitless endeavors
I’m weird, I’m unique
Genuine, A nature freak
Accepting myself
Paving a way
For this future before me
Feeling at ease
Never close to normalcy
This nature within
Rejoices with grace
As these wings soar
Flying beyond expectations
In an unlimited salvation
Bringing myself to a new frontier
Each day, Each night
Accept me, Reject me
It does not matter anymore
This fate is mine to shine
In the Heavens of my own personal divine
I’m gone
Way up high in the skies
Tears of joy inside these eyes
Dreaming of a beautiful visionary
To fly right next to me
Normalcy ceased to exist
The very day I opened up these eyes
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/24/11
Descends into insanity
Broken, Submissive
Awaiting it’s next lesson
Doing tricks for it’s master in command
Obedient, Please sir may I have another?
Hopeless dreamer, Dense deceiver
So many strive for it’s survival
So they can look into the mirror
Faking smiles so they can fit in
Having a mentality like most of this world
But here I am
Standing up, Standing out
Never standing at attention
Eyes locked towards innovation
Flying high inside my mind
Heart unfazed by fate’s sealed endeavors
Soaring high, Even higher than these visions before me
The nerve of me right?
Free in thought, This imagination limitless
Breathing the air of prospecting ventures
Climbing the pinnacle of my choosing
Always winning, Never losing
At peace with myself
No matter where these feelings roam
Even when I am down
I always get back up
Adverting this very tragedy
Into my positive expressions
Bringing peace and harmony
Inside these very visions
That roam into limitless endeavors
I’m weird, I’m unique
Genuine, A nature freak
Accepting myself
Paving a way
For this future before me
Feeling at ease
Never close to normalcy
This nature within
Rejoices with grace
As these wings soar
Flying beyond expectations
In an unlimited salvation
Bringing myself to a new frontier
Each day, Each night
Accept me, Reject me
It does not matter anymore
This fate is mine to shine
In the Heavens of my own personal divine
I’m gone
Way up high in the skies
Tears of joy inside these eyes
Dreaming of a beautiful visionary
To fly right next to me
Normalcy ceased to exist
The very day I opened up these eyes
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/24/11
Monday, June 20, 2011
The Day I Wanted...
The day I wanted
No one to ever know
Was the day I confronted
The negativity of this soul
Facing it on. Struggling to let it go
Crying out with such mental anguish
As it all took it’s toll
In this day I wanted
No one to ever know
The hatred The sadness
The madness, The woe
Clinging inside this mind
This unclean soul
Battling on and on
These self sinning words casting stones
Upon my own heart
Dyed in the grief of it’s blackened disease
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know
Flowing with confusion
Tormented delusions
Never wanting to let go
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know
Laughing, Crying,
Struggling, Dying, Feeling low
Swimming in tears
Under negativity’s control
In this very day
That I wanted no one to ever know
Detest me, Reject me
Just let go
Who are you to judge me?
When you yourself have days
You want no one to know
Laugh at me, Spit on me, Desecrate my name
Cold shoulders of an undying catastrophe
That has never taken the blame
Looking down on your pedestal
In disgust, In control
Never looking at yourself in the mirror
In the days
You want no one to ever know
Were you a Demon or the Devil?
I will never know
Defeated you with love
In the day
I want everyone to know
Happiness it shines
Upon the Angel’s divine
Peace and prosperity
Inner harmony and rejoice
In this epiphany I celebrate
In the day I want the whole world to know
I love you
Please, Never let go
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/11
No one to ever know
Was the day I confronted
The negativity of this soul
Facing it on. Struggling to let it go
Crying out with such mental anguish
As it all took it’s toll
In this day I wanted
No one to ever know
The hatred The sadness
The madness, The woe
Clinging inside this mind
This unclean soul
Battling on and on
These self sinning words casting stones
Upon my own heart
Dyed in the grief of it’s blackened disease
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know
Flowing with confusion
Tormented delusions
Never wanting to let go
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know
Laughing, Crying,
Struggling, Dying, Feeling low
Swimming in tears
Under negativity’s control
In this very day
That I wanted no one to ever know
Detest me, Reject me
Just let go
Who are you to judge me?
When you yourself have days
You want no one to know
Laugh at me, Spit on me, Desecrate my name
Cold shoulders of an undying catastrophe
That has never taken the blame
Looking down on your pedestal
In disgust, In control
Never looking at yourself in the mirror
In the days
You want no one to ever know
Were you a Demon or the Devil?
I will never know
Defeated you with love
In the day
I want everyone to know
Happiness it shines
Upon the Angel’s divine
Peace and prosperity
Inner harmony and rejoice
In this epiphany I celebrate
In the day I want the whole world to know
I love you
Please, Never let go
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/11
Friday, June 17, 2011
Peer Taking in the Skies Embracing
Can you see the sky as I do?
All it’s art, It’s treasures
The heights of it’s unlimited longevity?
The beauty of it’s beholding
Cloud to cloud
Wind to wind
In the days that mourns the nights
Can you see?
Will you forgive me for who I am?
For the pain I never caused?
Loving you, Nurturing you
Accepting your flaws
Accepting your everything
Can you find it in your heart to forgive me?
Oh, Please forgive me
When these eyes peer into your skies
They are lonely, Have to no place to go
Standing still, Motionless, Feeling redundant
Losing themselves within themselves
Trying to escape this pandemonium
That plagues them into a deep astigmatism
Closing up as the sun penetrates the tragedy
Of the visions it partakes in the early days of slumber
Will you forgive me for never changing?
For embracing my own personal spirituality?
Never being amongst society’s machine
Embracing this soul more than this flesh
As I live deep inside myself
Oh, Will you forgive me?
Did I make the team?
Am I the last one to be picked?
As a consolation prize for emptiness
Filling your ego to the brim
In a cup poisoned with your own hypocrisy
Did I make the team?
World, Who are you?
I tried to coexist
But because I was different
You threw me out, Why
Because I cannot function with society’s machine?
Maybe I am wrong
Or have the right to be wrong
Why should I adapt with something
That could never adapt with me?
Society, I never belonged to you
You never belonged to me
Cast me out into the deepest voids of space
So I can find the place where I truly came from
Where do I go from here?
This soul enslaved by flesh
Searching these dreams for a peaceful way out
In the prosperity of a new spiritual beginning
But that is the future
Presently, Where do I go from here?
Confusion is my own worst enemy
Way more dreaded than any kind of fear
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/11
All it’s art, It’s treasures
The heights of it’s unlimited longevity?
The beauty of it’s beholding
Cloud to cloud
Wind to wind
In the days that mourns the nights
Can you see?
Will you forgive me for who I am?
For the pain I never caused?
Loving you, Nurturing you
Accepting your flaws
Accepting your everything
Can you find it in your heart to forgive me?
Oh, Please forgive me
When these eyes peer into your skies
They are lonely, Have to no place to go
Standing still, Motionless, Feeling redundant
Losing themselves within themselves
Trying to escape this pandemonium
That plagues them into a deep astigmatism
Closing up as the sun penetrates the tragedy
Of the visions it partakes in the early days of slumber
Will you forgive me for never changing?
For embracing my own personal spirituality?
Never being amongst society’s machine
Embracing this soul more than this flesh
As I live deep inside myself
Oh, Will you forgive me?
Did I make the team?
Am I the last one to be picked?
As a consolation prize for emptiness
Filling your ego to the brim
In a cup poisoned with your own hypocrisy
Did I make the team?
World, Who are you?
I tried to coexist
But because I was different
You threw me out, Why
Because I cannot function with society’s machine?
Maybe I am wrong
Or have the right to be wrong
Why should I adapt with something
That could never adapt with me?
Society, I never belonged to you
You never belonged to me
Cast me out into the deepest voids of space
So I can find the place where I truly came from
Where do I go from here?
This soul enslaved by flesh
Searching these dreams for a peaceful way out
In the prosperity of a new spiritual beginning
But that is the future
Presently, Where do I go from here?
Confusion is my own worst enemy
Way more dreaded than any kind of fear
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/11
Sunday, June 12, 2011
I am open for your Interpretation
This emotional rhythm flows
Upon sentimental cries for new life
Epitomizing the heart
Of all it’s dreamy fulfillments
In these expectations
Newly formed
Into a motivational thrust
Powered in these futuristic endeavors
Born into the innovation of forward mobility
And within this story
A non fictional account
Of fictional dreams
Innovational imageries
Inspiring to travel
Even beyond my own expectations
An explorer of hope I must be
In the very art of my own being
Battling against this inner pain
Expressing this outward pouring
With every ounce of this heart and soul
As I declare war against any pain forthcoming
And with that
Never shall I grovel
Or fall upon these knees
Begging, Pleading, Forcing
Something with no interest
No motivation, Nothing
Never shall I be the brunt of a pauper’s gratification, No
So where do I go?
Down is way too low
Up is just right
As long as I keep going
Ignoring this fear of heights
As I fly right into the stars
Till my eyes become indigenous within it’s dreams
Future, Don’t be a stranger
Make yourself at home
Hold these ambitions tightly
Never let them go
As impossible becomes possible
For dreamers like me
You have to go negativity, You have to go depression
No longer shall I let you ruin my life
No longer is my soul your trophy
To parade around these thoughts
Like a complete asinine
In the hole for which you muck into
While euphorically birthing doubt
In this once naïve mind
No more!
Yet, Can I keep fighting?
Who knows me for who I truly am?
So hard to explain myself
When I hide so well
Breathing in
Exhaling out
Looking over towards the horizon
Making an attempt
To go places for which I never knew existed
I can do this
I have to do this
For the first of me, To the second that is me
And who knows for the third who could be me
What does that mean?
Perhaps maybe I could be the only one who will ever know
Or can someone figure out this riddle within my own infinite dwelling?
That is alive and well for the honor of ones own interpretation
Open me up
And I shall embrace the spirit within you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/12/11
Upon sentimental cries for new life
Epitomizing the heart
Of all it’s dreamy fulfillments
In these expectations
Newly formed
Into a motivational thrust
Powered in these futuristic endeavors
Born into the innovation of forward mobility
And within this story
A non fictional account
Of fictional dreams
Innovational imageries
Inspiring to travel
Even beyond my own expectations
An explorer of hope I must be
In the very art of my own being
Battling against this inner pain
Expressing this outward pouring
With every ounce of this heart and soul
As I declare war against any pain forthcoming
And with that
Never shall I grovel
Or fall upon these knees
Begging, Pleading, Forcing
Something with no interest
No motivation, Nothing
Never shall I be the brunt of a pauper’s gratification, No
So where do I go?
Down is way too low
Up is just right
As long as I keep going
Ignoring this fear of heights
As I fly right into the stars
Till my eyes become indigenous within it’s dreams
Future, Don’t be a stranger
Make yourself at home
Hold these ambitions tightly
Never let them go
As impossible becomes possible
For dreamers like me
You have to go negativity, You have to go depression
No longer shall I let you ruin my life
No longer is my soul your trophy
To parade around these thoughts
Like a complete asinine
In the hole for which you muck into
While euphorically birthing doubt
In this once naïve mind
No more!
Yet, Can I keep fighting?
Who knows me for who I truly am?
So hard to explain myself
When I hide so well
Breathing in
Exhaling out
Looking over towards the horizon
Making an attempt
To go places for which I never knew existed
I can do this
I have to do this
For the first of me, To the second that is me
And who knows for the third who could be me
What does that mean?
Perhaps maybe I could be the only one who will ever know
Or can someone figure out this riddle within my own infinite dwelling?
That is alive and well for the honor of ones own interpretation
Open me up
And I shall embrace the spirit within you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/12/11
Friday, June 10, 2011
Vessel
These dreams, These very dreams
They fly high into the sky
In the balancing airways of my mind
As this heart forms wings
Guiding me into an uncharted kingdom
Enlightened by the beauty
Of soul searching majesty
It’s encoded, But there to be solved
Need to escape to these dreams
Combining Shangri-La’s Nirvana
With the Light’s of the Heavens abode
Invoking this personal Valhalla for strength
Paving this journey to salvation, golden
To the beauty I thrive to embellish
All with this spirit, So strong, so proud, So enduring
In the honor of this very exploration’s assurance
That travels to the universe’s very core
This society. I feel alien
In the science of my own inner biology
But I must take it in
As horrid as it is
I must do it for Mother Earth
As she begs for help
Feeling dirty, Feeling used, Being abused
I must do it for her, In the honor of her soul
And as I sacrifice myself in this pagan ritual within
My spiritual nature becomes sacred
In these very unified beliefs
Where I also become Wiccan of nature
Embellishing all the beauty for which it is
Never casting stones., Only casting love
Into the depths of those who are willing
To grab it to ratify it
All for the ambitions of peace
I am just me
Flawed me
But what makes me breathe
Is to fight this inner war
For I am amongst this world
The world within my world
Striving to live in utter harmony
Mother earth
Is the captain of my heart
Navigating me to where I need to go
Beyond the stars ? Beyond the universe?
I will never know
But this mystery
Is the beauty of it all
If this is all a paradox to you
Solve it and let us flow let us go let us flow
Peace, Love and harmony awaits
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/10/11
They fly high into the sky
In the balancing airways of my mind
As this heart forms wings
Guiding me into an uncharted kingdom
Enlightened by the beauty
Of soul searching majesty
It’s encoded, But there to be solved
Need to escape to these dreams
Combining Shangri-La’s Nirvana
With the Light’s of the Heavens abode
Invoking this personal Valhalla for strength
Paving this journey to salvation, golden
To the beauty I thrive to embellish
All with this spirit, So strong, so proud, So enduring
In the honor of this very exploration’s assurance
That travels to the universe’s very core
This society. I feel alien
In the science of my own inner biology
But I must take it in
As horrid as it is
I must do it for Mother Earth
As she begs for help
Feeling dirty, Feeling used, Being abused
I must do it for her, In the honor of her soul
And as I sacrifice myself in this pagan ritual within
My spiritual nature becomes sacred
In these very unified beliefs
Where I also become Wiccan of nature
Embellishing all the beauty for which it is
Never casting stones., Only casting love
Into the depths of those who are willing
To grab it to ratify it
All for the ambitions of peace
I am just me
Flawed me
But what makes me breathe
Is to fight this inner war
For I am amongst this world
The world within my world
Striving to live in utter harmony
Mother earth
Is the captain of my heart
Navigating me to where I need to go
Beyond the stars ? Beyond the universe?
I will never know
But this mystery
Is the beauty of it all
If this is all a paradox to you
Solve it and let us flow let us go let us flow
Peace, Love and harmony awaits
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/10/11
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Child
This was so emotional for me to write
Dedicated to any child who endures loneliness, Social anxiety and depression
Child with those hidden tears
Know that I am familiar with your pain
The silence, The emptiness
The fear that grows within
I myself grew up hidden
As I was the best
In the art of disappearing
Knew how to be a ghost
When feeling like an alien
In this world so different from us
Child, Please live life
Live life to the fullest and beyond
Never do I want to see you face down
In the trials of life’s regrets
Be one with yourself
Have fun, Enjoy yourself
Kill all negativity
Child, The more you grow with this disease
The bigger the misery will get
Please, Do your best to fight it now
Because if you don’t do anything
It will become stronger than you could of ever imagined
Child, Your future is bright
You just have to trust your own dreams
I promise all will be alright
Smile, Rejoice be at peace
Child, The world is within your grasp
So grab a hold of it
And explore it all at will
Take in the knowledge of this very journey
And grow mightily
Into a strong happy free young man
Child, Love yourself
And all will love you
I know there is so much pain inside
And everything that appears easy to most
Seems to be harder for you
Just trust and believe in your own heart
And your mind will flow peacefully through
Please, Do better than me
That is all I ask of you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/8/11
Dedicated to any child who endures loneliness, Social anxiety and depression
Child with those hidden tears
Know that I am familiar with your pain
The silence, The emptiness
The fear that grows within
I myself grew up hidden
As I was the best
In the art of disappearing
Knew how to be a ghost
When feeling like an alien
In this world so different from us
Child, Please live life
Live life to the fullest and beyond
Never do I want to see you face down
In the trials of life’s regrets
Be one with yourself
Have fun, Enjoy yourself
Kill all negativity
Child, The more you grow with this disease
The bigger the misery will get
Please, Do your best to fight it now
Because if you don’t do anything
It will become stronger than you could of ever imagined
Child, Your future is bright
You just have to trust your own dreams
I promise all will be alright
Smile, Rejoice be at peace
Child, The world is within your grasp
So grab a hold of it
And explore it all at will
Take in the knowledge of this very journey
And grow mightily
Into a strong happy free young man
Child, Love yourself
And all will love you
I know there is so much pain inside
And everything that appears easy to most
Seems to be harder for you
Just trust and believe in your own heart
And your mind will flow peacefully through
Please, Do better than me
That is all I ask of you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/8/11
Thursday, June 2, 2011
In Debt to the source of a loving resurgence, To Poppy
Haunted by the night’s decay
Of a dormant enduring
As figment’s imagination
Flaunts uncertainties
With this paradox
Right before me
Laughing on
But there she is
Someone who finally understands these feelings
Who has reached to the furthest regions of my heart
Grabbing it with her golden grasp
Opening it up so the butterflies can escape
As they fly straight into my stomach
I could never comprehend
Her ever epic existence
But I can take it all in
And love every lasting moment
Of this orbital perpetual loving
Defying gravity
In this peaceful setting she created
Ascending across the universe
In an ethereal vortex
Bringing harmony within
She repelled these nightmares
With her beautiful soul
As her golden words travel within me
I have no right to feel emptiness
As her spirit roams inside
Getting me up
Making me feel so alive
Ah, How she helped me sleep that night
Giving me immunity to a bevy of inspirational dreams
As she was the pillow and blanket
That cuddled this hope to a new beginning
She reached straight into this misery
And I saw her strength, I saw her toughness
Fighting hand in hand with this pain
As I saw her come out with hope in her eyes
Telling me everything will be alright
I cry rejoice
I cry salvation
And now I do my best
To thank her beautiful nature
For cleansing these inflictions
That tried to topple these very dreams
My debt grows
To the multiplications
Of a myriad’s ever longing journey
But it’s a debt I cherish
Because I can try repaying her
For as long as I can breathe
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/2/11
Of a dormant enduring
As figment’s imagination
Flaunts uncertainties
With this paradox
Right before me
Laughing on
But there she is
Someone who finally understands these feelings
Who has reached to the furthest regions of my heart
Grabbing it with her golden grasp
Opening it up so the butterflies can escape
As they fly straight into my stomach
I could never comprehend
Her ever epic existence
But I can take it all in
And love every lasting moment
Of this orbital perpetual loving
Defying gravity
In this peaceful setting she created
Ascending across the universe
In an ethereal vortex
Bringing harmony within
She repelled these nightmares
With her beautiful soul
As her golden words travel within me
I have no right to feel emptiness
As her spirit roams inside
Getting me up
Making me feel so alive
Ah, How she helped me sleep that night
Giving me immunity to a bevy of inspirational dreams
As she was the pillow and blanket
That cuddled this hope to a new beginning
She reached straight into this misery
And I saw her strength, I saw her toughness
Fighting hand in hand with this pain
As I saw her come out with hope in her eyes
Telling me everything will be alright
I cry rejoice
I cry salvation
And now I do my best
To thank her beautiful nature
For cleansing these inflictions
That tried to topple these very dreams
My debt grows
To the multiplications
Of a myriad’s ever longing journey
But it’s a debt I cherish
Because I can try repaying her
For as long as I can breathe
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/2/11
Sunday, May 29, 2011
This is to you, Poppy
Our skies are grey
Our souls are blue
Together we are one
In the tomb
Of our enduring doom
But we fight
And fight
With all of our might
In our life
So different from others
I am here to say
I am here for you
In mind, Body and spirit
Right by your side
It can get lonely
Absurb and even rubbish
But we can fight against the plight
And fly to the skies of life renewed
I believe in you
Our drums beat differently than the rest
But yours always beats the very best
As your spirits always reigns highly in my regards
In the trust of my own belief
Perhaps into our own beliefs
With your spirit I believe
With your spirit I trust
You stand on a level all on your own
A level so beautiful
A level untouched
This is to you, A silver star
In the skies I cherish and love
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/28/11
Our souls are blue
Together we are one
In the tomb
Of our enduring doom
But we fight
And fight
With all of our might
In our life
So different from others
I am here to say
I am here for you
In mind, Body and spirit
Right by your side
It can get lonely
Absurb and even rubbish
But we can fight against the plight
And fly to the skies of life renewed
I believe in you
Our drums beat differently than the rest
But yours always beats the very best
As your spirits always reigns highly in my regards
In the trust of my own belief
Perhaps into our own beliefs
With your spirit I believe
With your spirit I trust
You stand on a level all on your own
A level so beautiful
A level untouched
This is to you, A silver star
In the skies I cherish and love
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/28/11
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Survival to my fittest
"I feel much better these days. This was just a test in my opinion to see where I was at. I beat it. I know I did!
No more pain
Don’t want to feel
Hurting myself
Till the numbness sets in
Concussions induced by thoughts
Convulsing inner turmoil
Stressed out anxiety
In a panic state of disorientation
I cried and I cried and I cried
Till these tears drowned out these eyes
Wanting to escape to the realm of obliviousness
Where all feelings fade away
I downed my head in embarrassment, Shame in fact
As these thoughts descended to Hell’s fictional reality
Poisoning myself of these inner feelings
Losing grip, As my grasp slides down
Choking on invisible razor sharp pills
Tiny metaphors for better tomorrows
Lying and cheating their way
To a pathetic revolting grievance
Closing these eyes
Doing my best to roam to another place
Trying to take myself away from reality
For as long as I could ever take it
And after mere seconds
Unrest again, Self detest again
Vanquishing thoughts funneling through
Destroying this very foundation
As I sit here saying “There is nothing I can do”
Almost catatonic
To the brink of a vegetated dwelling
Yet, I scream inside myself
“Get me out of here”
“Help me breathe new air”
I cannot wait
Till I go away, Far away
As this fate lives on
In the celebration for a better tomorrow
I survived this again!
My heart, mind and soul
Feeling younger now than before
Reenergized to the core
Energized like never before
I survived!
And I tell you what….
Even when I am at my lowest point
I want to take those around me
Up high
To the highest pinnacle that I could ever take them
I survived my own personal enduring
Now with this strength
I shall live better than before
As this very heart syncs
Connecting to another
Two as one, Full of bliss, Full of joy
I will never proclaim myself a victim of anything
But a soul that strives to love it’s own existence
Always and forever to beyond evermore
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/25/11
No more pain
Don’t want to feel
Hurting myself
Till the numbness sets in
Concussions induced by thoughts
Convulsing inner turmoil
Stressed out anxiety
In a panic state of disorientation
I cried and I cried and I cried
Till these tears drowned out these eyes
Wanting to escape to the realm of obliviousness
Where all feelings fade away
I downed my head in embarrassment, Shame in fact
As these thoughts descended to Hell’s fictional reality
Poisoning myself of these inner feelings
Losing grip, As my grasp slides down
Choking on invisible razor sharp pills
Tiny metaphors for better tomorrows
Lying and cheating their way
To a pathetic revolting grievance
Closing these eyes
Doing my best to roam to another place
Trying to take myself away from reality
For as long as I could ever take it
And after mere seconds
Unrest again, Self detest again
Vanquishing thoughts funneling through
Destroying this very foundation
As I sit here saying “There is nothing I can do”
Almost catatonic
To the brink of a vegetated dwelling
Yet, I scream inside myself
“Get me out of here”
“Help me breathe new air”
I cannot wait
Till I go away, Far away
As this fate lives on
In the celebration for a better tomorrow
I survived this again!
My heart, mind and soul
Feeling younger now than before
Reenergized to the core
Energized like never before
I survived!
And I tell you what….
Even when I am at my lowest point
I want to take those around me
Up high
To the highest pinnacle that I could ever take them
I survived my own personal enduring
Now with this strength
I shall live better than before
As this very heart syncs
Connecting to another
Two as one, Full of bliss, Full of joy
I will never proclaim myself a victim of anything
But a soul that strives to love it’s own existence
Always and forever to beyond evermore
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/25/11
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
The Evolution of a Loving Fulfillment
The multitude of your love
Would be a quake of epic proportions
Aftershocks after aftershocks
Beyond the ground shaking grace
Forming fissures
Of lava heart resurrections
On the rebuilding of a mile high conception
Where our infatuation
Breeds upon
The climbing of a brand new awakening
In the hills reshaping
Forming together in one giant singular mountain
That towers over any illogical expectation
And the volcanic erosions
Spew out smoke of inner frustration
A plague of stomach knotting destitution
The conflict of a war blown correlation
In the tears that chokes us into emotional strangulation
Suffocating all common sense
Via rogue killing coordination
Journeying to a dubious dead end temptation
Oh, Looking up to the sky
Asking why, Why, Why?
I can look down without care
But as I look up to the open air
I fear for the sky
Toppling over these dreams of a limited elevation
Population just me in this whole thought procession
As you fly off to the plains
Of hail storm insanity
The drama that makes you worst, Weaker
Than ever before
I see you from here to over there
Within the fields of barren care
As you are harvested for lurid deception
In the black and white
Thumping resurgence of putrid allegiance
Washed in the thoughts
Of forgetting your own true identity
Locked in the box of an ignorant destitution
Cloned by the pollution of a soiled illusion
You could not breathe strongly into these very heights
So you let the breathless knock you down
Never taking in these honest words
From the heart of my own integrity
Something I honor to my own death
Something you flung from high above
Only to crash
Creating a hole visible
To the void of all blinding visions
Hearing your modest cries for attention
Then your rejecting mind warping to alienation
Sends tornadoes to this hopeless peripheral tormenting
Over the horizon of a cold shoulder slipping
Crashing down into the middle ground’s manipulation
I loved the paradise of your inner abode
The beauty, The flaws, I loved it all
The multitude of your love
Never even existed
You saw me as the sudden lover
Of a seasonal romancing of dreamy glitches
It never was, So it would never be
All is good
As your spirit is enslaved
While mine is free
What was once painful
Is now the greatest of hope
In the aspirations of all of my dreamy fulfillments
And as I say this all
The truth of the matter is
I hope your life is beyond worth living
I thought I wanted you again
But I only wanted the resurging feelings of being truly loved again
Something I have not felt in what seems a very longtime
I would probably want to be loved again
Someday, Somehow
But for now
Nothing will ever, ever
Weigh me down
Not love, Not anything
I am happy
Just being where I am
In life
I am the master of my own domain
And this makes for a journey ever so worth exploring
Yet, My heart is still open
Exclusively for the one
Who shall open the doors
To the dreams of it’s own epitomized awakening
Into the epiphany of all things natural and internally free
Accept me
For who I am
For I am someone
Who will always do the best
In the honor of your love’s partaking
This is my dream
Would you like to dream with me?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/24/11
Would be a quake of epic proportions
Aftershocks after aftershocks
Beyond the ground shaking grace
Forming fissures
Of lava heart resurrections
On the rebuilding of a mile high conception
Where our infatuation
Breeds upon
The climbing of a brand new awakening
In the hills reshaping
Forming together in one giant singular mountain
That towers over any illogical expectation
And the volcanic erosions
Spew out smoke of inner frustration
A plague of stomach knotting destitution
The conflict of a war blown correlation
In the tears that chokes us into emotional strangulation
Suffocating all common sense
Via rogue killing coordination
Journeying to a dubious dead end temptation
Oh, Looking up to the sky
Asking why, Why, Why?
I can look down without care
But as I look up to the open air
I fear for the sky
Toppling over these dreams of a limited elevation
Population just me in this whole thought procession
As you fly off to the plains
Of hail storm insanity
The drama that makes you worst, Weaker
Than ever before
I see you from here to over there
Within the fields of barren care
As you are harvested for lurid deception
In the black and white
Thumping resurgence of putrid allegiance
Washed in the thoughts
Of forgetting your own true identity
Locked in the box of an ignorant destitution
Cloned by the pollution of a soiled illusion
You could not breathe strongly into these very heights
So you let the breathless knock you down
Never taking in these honest words
From the heart of my own integrity
Something I honor to my own death
Something you flung from high above
Only to crash
Creating a hole visible
To the void of all blinding visions
Hearing your modest cries for attention
Then your rejecting mind warping to alienation
Sends tornadoes to this hopeless peripheral tormenting
Over the horizon of a cold shoulder slipping
Crashing down into the middle ground’s manipulation
I loved the paradise of your inner abode
The beauty, The flaws, I loved it all
The multitude of your love
Never even existed
You saw me as the sudden lover
Of a seasonal romancing of dreamy glitches
It never was, So it would never be
All is good
As your spirit is enslaved
While mine is free
What was once painful
Is now the greatest of hope
In the aspirations of all of my dreamy fulfillments
And as I say this all
The truth of the matter is
I hope your life is beyond worth living
I thought I wanted you again
But I only wanted the resurging feelings of being truly loved again
Something I have not felt in what seems a very longtime
I would probably want to be loved again
Someday, Somehow
But for now
Nothing will ever, ever
Weigh me down
Not love, Not anything
I am happy
Just being where I am
In life
I am the master of my own domain
And this makes for a journey ever so worth exploring
Yet, My heart is still open
Exclusively for the one
Who shall open the doors
To the dreams of it’s own epitomized awakening
Into the epiphany of all things natural and internally free
Accept me
For who I am
For I am someone
Who will always do the best
In the honor of your love’s partaking
This is my dream
Would you like to dream with me?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/24/11
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Beyond the Vision
These tears of mine
Are yours for the taking
Soak them in
And plant a life worthwhile
In the blue visions ahead
This heart of mine
Is open for residence
Come on in
Feel right at home
In the security of an ethereal beating foundation
These dreams are yours
To travel as far as you could ever go
Venture on
Fly higher than ever before
Cry happiness with me
Wash sadness away
Always be one with my heart
As my dreams are made
Exclusively for your spirituality within
For the sacred healing of all past afflictions
Look beyond this flesh
Look deep inside my heart
And you will find my true form
The formation of the freedom
To go wherever you may want to roam
And if you ever feel pain
I will feel pain with you
When you embrace this heart
My soul shall always be
The sky for which you are free to fly into
Just look beyond this flesh
That is all I ever ask of you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/18/11
Are yours for the taking
Soak them in
And plant a life worthwhile
In the blue visions ahead
This heart of mine
Is open for residence
Come on in
Feel right at home
In the security of an ethereal beating foundation
These dreams are yours
To travel as far as you could ever go
Venture on
Fly higher than ever before
Cry happiness with me
Wash sadness away
Always be one with my heart
As my dreams are made
Exclusively for your spirituality within
For the sacred healing of all past afflictions
Look beyond this flesh
Look deep inside my heart
And you will find my true form
The formation of the freedom
To go wherever you may want to roam
And if you ever feel pain
I will feel pain with you
When you embrace this heart
My soul shall always be
The sky for which you are free to fly into
Just look beyond this flesh
That is all I ever ask of you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/18/11
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Within the Dreams of an Epiphany
Come on, Come on
Your will is strong
Roll with the punches
Express your love in bunches
Be one with life’s longevity
Fight on, Fight on
Make a name for yourself
Through the blood, Sweat and tears
Make a name for yourself
In the personal legacy of your own choosing
Deep into the skies
Dreams can be seen
Save yourself from yourself
Mend the scars of life’s own travesties
Save yourself, From yourself
Become one with inner peace
Travel far and abroad
To beyond anything
You could of ever imagined
All the way to an epic haven within
This is your own personal prophecy
There will be those
Who will crack the codes of your words
As they will embrace you
Reaching out for your very heart
Go ahead reach out to theirs
And grab on. Hold on tight
It shall be a smooth ride
Breathe, Breathe
Let it all out
Cry the inner turmoil away
Wash your tears with hope
Rejoice in a brand new day
This is me, This is you
Together we will break the shackles
Of the anxiety that has enslaved us
Trust me, Trust you
And together
We shall live a life of meaning
In an all aspiring journey anew
Love me, I love you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/17/11
Your will is strong
Roll with the punches
Express your love in bunches
Be one with life’s longevity
Fight on, Fight on
Make a name for yourself
Through the blood, Sweat and tears
Make a name for yourself
In the personal legacy of your own choosing
Deep into the skies
Dreams can be seen
Save yourself from yourself
Mend the scars of life’s own travesties
Save yourself, From yourself
Become one with inner peace
Travel far and abroad
To beyond anything
You could of ever imagined
All the way to an epic haven within
This is your own personal prophecy
There will be those
Who will crack the codes of your words
As they will embrace you
Reaching out for your very heart
Go ahead reach out to theirs
And grab on. Hold on tight
It shall be a smooth ride
Breathe, Breathe
Let it all out
Cry the inner turmoil away
Wash your tears with hope
Rejoice in a brand new day
This is me, This is you
Together we will break the shackles
Of the anxiety that has enslaved us
Trust me, Trust you
And together
We shall live a life of meaning
In an all aspiring journey anew
Love me, I love you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/17/11
Friday, May 13, 2011
Aqua Dreams
Blue and green
Turn to aqua dreams
Blessed upon the satin skies
Crimson morning
And the cloud covered sun
Makes for an epic salvation
In the arms of a delightful epiphany
The skies they cry
To the oceans in-between
An island of beauty
A Peninsula of dreams
Together as one
In pure intercontinental unity
When I am awake
Everything seems so far away
When I slumber
Everything is within my grasp
Holding onto the hopes of the night
For the direction of a beautiful journey ahead
On my way through
To a majestic realm
On fate’s right hand
As I am left
Looking up into the sky in anticipation
Searching, Searching
Destination aqua dreams
Sharing raindrop ambitions
In an air born salvation
Cleansing all downward emotions
Oh. How I had this vision
This very vision
Where the sad becomes happy
And the hopeless romantics finally embrace
In the celebration of all things beautiful and serene
If this was just a coincidence
Then why does the sky
Pull me into the presence of pure serenity?
If I ask enough
Shall I receive?
Blue and green
Celebrating aqua dreams
Could it happen?
Will it happen?
These dreams
For once, For this very instance
Have to come true
So this heart can flow
To the beauty of a magical fantasy
Where all ambitions shall come to fruition
Oh, Will this be the story
The true story
For which these dreams shall finally become real?
Dreams, For once I trust you
Please, Don’t let me down
Fly me high
Upon the essence of a heartfelt journey
To the beginning of a graceful evolution
Of a love finally being secure and finally intact
I know who you are
I know you know who I am
Hold out your arms
And let me fly straight into your heart
If only I had enough
To carry on these priceless dreams
So enriched, So enduring
In the security of what could be achieved
I love you
Do you love me?
If so
I am ready to help fulfill our dreams
Aqua makes for eternal comfort
In the basking of a secured fantasy
Live, Laugh, Love, Embrace, Indulge
As we become finally as one
In the unified discovery of our own personal history
As blue and green
Turns to aqua dreams
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/12/11
Turn to aqua dreams
Blessed upon the satin skies
Crimson morning
And the cloud covered sun
Makes for an epic salvation
In the arms of a delightful epiphany
The skies they cry
To the oceans in-between
An island of beauty
A Peninsula of dreams
Together as one
In pure intercontinental unity
When I am awake
Everything seems so far away
When I slumber
Everything is within my grasp
Holding onto the hopes of the night
For the direction of a beautiful journey ahead
On my way through
To a majestic realm
On fate’s right hand
As I am left
Looking up into the sky in anticipation
Searching, Searching
Destination aqua dreams
Sharing raindrop ambitions
In an air born salvation
Cleansing all downward emotions
Oh. How I had this vision
This very vision
Where the sad becomes happy
And the hopeless romantics finally embrace
In the celebration of all things beautiful and serene
If this was just a coincidence
Then why does the sky
Pull me into the presence of pure serenity?
If I ask enough
Shall I receive?
Blue and green
Celebrating aqua dreams
Could it happen?
Will it happen?
These dreams
For once, For this very instance
Have to come true
So this heart can flow
To the beauty of a magical fantasy
Where all ambitions shall come to fruition
Oh, Will this be the story
The true story
For which these dreams shall finally become real?
Dreams, For once I trust you
Please, Don’t let me down
Fly me high
Upon the essence of a heartfelt journey
To the beginning of a graceful evolution
Of a love finally being secure and finally intact
I know who you are
I know you know who I am
Hold out your arms
And let me fly straight into your heart
If only I had enough
To carry on these priceless dreams
So enriched, So enduring
In the security of what could be achieved
I love you
Do you love me?
If so
I am ready to help fulfill our dreams
Aqua makes for eternal comfort
In the basking of a secured fantasy
Live, Laugh, Love, Embrace, Indulge
As we become finally as one
In the unified discovery of our own personal history
As blue and green
Turns to aqua dreams
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/12/11
Monday, May 9, 2011
Poetic Salvation
When alone
Feeling left out in the cold
I have words, Words
Within this heart’s hopeful burning
Canalizing these thick dramatic sensations
Loneliness can kill
A dream within a soul
Rendering it out of control
By words
Passionate words forming
Into the imagery of emotional transcendence
Flying up upon the clouds of gray harbored confessions
Rain, Rain
Tears falling down
Upon the paper’s inking welcome
Amassed by enduring confessions
Where ink and paper unite
For creative salvation
Oh, Not all important words are published
Some even take years to be noticed
While others are wound up being unnoticed
Becoming a remanence of a distant memory
Or perhaps clarity for better days ahead
In the heart’s blueprint of self reassurance
Ah, This is my testimony
My outreached cries of emotions
The scream that screams from these eyes
Traveling to the muse of my own design
My love, My passion
Shall forever live on
Even if it hurts me badly
These words shall personally live strong
And when my body dies and withers away
These words shall empower this legacy
Even if I was to be unnoticed
This shall always be my identity
My history of life within
The marking of my own traditional off springing
My call, My everything
Shall be eternal in this spirit
Either if I dwell in forgotten tragedy
Or bask in my own personal history
I shall always be proud of what I have done
It’s all up to me to make my own peace
Within the graces of my own harmony
As every last part of this creativity
Will always be the essence that makes me be
That makes me bleed, Diligently
Do I take it way too serious?
Perhaps, But when someone takes pride in something
It becomes everything they would want it to be
In the hopeful encounters of a ever longing dream
Sung, Unsung
I shall always have fame within
In the humble humility
Of my own soul searching
In the grasping of my own higher learning
Poetic salvation
Now that is my religion
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/9/11
Feeling left out in the cold
I have words, Words
Within this heart’s hopeful burning
Canalizing these thick dramatic sensations
Loneliness can kill
A dream within a soul
Rendering it out of control
By words
Passionate words forming
Into the imagery of emotional transcendence
Flying up upon the clouds of gray harbored confessions
Rain, Rain
Tears falling down
Upon the paper’s inking welcome
Amassed by enduring confessions
Where ink and paper unite
For creative salvation
Oh, Not all important words are published
Some even take years to be noticed
While others are wound up being unnoticed
Becoming a remanence of a distant memory
Or perhaps clarity for better days ahead
In the heart’s blueprint of self reassurance
Ah, This is my testimony
My outreached cries of emotions
The scream that screams from these eyes
Traveling to the muse of my own design
My love, My passion
Shall forever live on
Even if it hurts me badly
These words shall personally live strong
And when my body dies and withers away
These words shall empower this legacy
Even if I was to be unnoticed
This shall always be my identity
My history of life within
The marking of my own traditional off springing
My call, My everything
Shall be eternal in this spirit
Either if I dwell in forgotten tragedy
Or bask in my own personal history
I shall always be proud of what I have done
It’s all up to me to make my own peace
Within the graces of my own harmony
As every last part of this creativity
Will always be the essence that makes me be
That makes me bleed, Diligently
Do I take it way too serious?
Perhaps, But when someone takes pride in something
It becomes everything they would want it to be
In the hopeful encounters of a ever longing dream
Sung, Unsung
I shall always have fame within
In the humble humility
Of my own soul searching
In the grasping of my own higher learning
Poetic salvation
Now that is my religion
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/9/11
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Love is my Religion
Love is my religion
I preach it strongly within
Motivating myself
To prophesize
The pure essence
Of what it truly is
Oh, How this heart and mind fought
At times one becomes weaker than the other
One massing the other
Making my existence
A paradox within
Yet, I smile realizing
How they will unite in the end
Rejoicing with each other
In the basking of a heart filled
Mindful journey
In the ambitions of love’s epically famed glory
Love is my religion
At times I admit in becoming a non believer
Not believing in the teachings
Of those who stood before me
In the times
Love seemed more prevalent
But I always end up celebrating love diligently
As the very tradition keeps pulling me in
Floating on a heart shaped epiphany
Looking over the horizon
Fighting the shyness that plagues me
So passionate I am
Yet, being quiet it never shows
No more fears, No more hiding these feelings
Got to try and try again
Till all is accomplished
Love is my religion
These epic dreams
Are the bible of these hopes
The old dreary testament gone
As the new positive one shall begin
Oh, How I want to be a prophet
A prophet of love
Sharing these feelings with another
As we both become prophets of love
My love shall be ever giving
As our hearts shall soar
To the highest skies above
My love shall be ever giving
In the glory of a warm hearted soul
Love to me
Is the religion of all religions
As we are all prophets
In the grace of it’s very presence
My love is yours
As pure as the virgin skies above
Ever giving
In all new journeys ahead
I love you
My heart , My love shall be ever giving
Ever more, Always and forever to beyond
The limits of anything imaginable
Love is my religion
I shall never let this very hope of mine go away
There shall be no ending in sight
As this journey shall always be continued
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/5/11
I preach it strongly within
Motivating myself
To prophesize
The pure essence
Of what it truly is
Oh, How this heart and mind fought
At times one becomes weaker than the other
One massing the other
Making my existence
A paradox within
Yet, I smile realizing
How they will unite in the end
Rejoicing with each other
In the basking of a heart filled
Mindful journey
In the ambitions of love’s epically famed glory
Love is my religion
At times I admit in becoming a non believer
Not believing in the teachings
Of those who stood before me
In the times
Love seemed more prevalent
But I always end up celebrating love diligently
As the very tradition keeps pulling me in
Floating on a heart shaped epiphany
Looking over the horizon
Fighting the shyness that plagues me
So passionate I am
Yet, being quiet it never shows
No more fears, No more hiding these feelings
Got to try and try again
Till all is accomplished
Love is my religion
These epic dreams
Are the bible of these hopes
The old dreary testament gone
As the new positive one shall begin
Oh, How I want to be a prophet
A prophet of love
Sharing these feelings with another
As we both become prophets of love
My love shall be ever giving
As our hearts shall soar
To the highest skies above
My love shall be ever giving
In the glory of a warm hearted soul
Love to me
Is the religion of all religions
As we are all prophets
In the grace of it’s very presence
My love is yours
As pure as the virgin skies above
Ever giving
In all new journeys ahead
I love you
My heart , My love shall be ever giving
Ever more, Always and forever to beyond
The limits of anything imaginable
Love is my religion
I shall never let this very hope of mine go away
There shall be no ending in sight
As this journey shall always be continued
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/5/11
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Prove Me Wrong
Prove me wrong
Would you please
Show me true love exists
Show me it’s everlasting bliss
Show me it’s not too dyslexic and quick
Just give me all the proof I need
All alone
But that is ok
I have these thoughts
And dreams that keeps these ambitions awake
Silent lips
Made for love’s grace
For a shinning face
Molded from the stars above
Why are you so afraid?
Do I scare you that much?
Am I a freak of nature?
Tell me what I did
To prove those logics?
Spinning inside my mind
Thoughts that end up spiraling away
Into a paradox, A fragmented state
A perplexing creation
Made of redundant familiarities
So how could I ever trust your words?
Been there, Done that
Heard it all before
As my heart has
The battle scars to prove it
So again prove me wrong
Change the tune of this ever repeating song
Or I shall stay gone, As I am
No longer desperate for love’s affection
Why should I grovel
To something that leaves me out in the cold?
I am getting too old for this game
As all love should be for real
I have survived
And so has my will
My heart is young and alive
And it will never be killed
Just prove me wrong
That is all I ask of you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/3/11
Would you please
Show me true love exists
Show me it’s everlasting bliss
Show me it’s not too dyslexic and quick
Just give me all the proof I need
All alone
But that is ok
I have these thoughts
And dreams that keeps these ambitions awake
Silent lips
Made for love’s grace
For a shinning face
Molded from the stars above
Why are you so afraid?
Do I scare you that much?
Am I a freak of nature?
Tell me what I did
To prove those logics?
Spinning inside my mind
Thoughts that end up spiraling away
Into a paradox, A fragmented state
A perplexing creation
Made of redundant familiarities
So how could I ever trust your words?
Been there, Done that
Heard it all before
As my heart has
The battle scars to prove it
So again prove me wrong
Change the tune of this ever repeating song
Or I shall stay gone, As I am
No longer desperate for love’s affection
Why should I grovel
To something that leaves me out in the cold?
I am getting too old for this game
As all love should be for real
I have survived
And so has my will
My heart is young and alive
And it will never be killed
Just prove me wrong
That is all I ask of you
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/3/11
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
The Blueprints of my Life
Hey this is sort of long, Yeah just a tad yep just a tad
Chapter 1
Foreign to the world
Of close intentions
Far traveled thoughts
This mind explores different adaptations
Wanting to escape
To another realm
This flesh wanting to
Fall off the map
Of everyday occurrences
Bring the sun
Yet, Over cast the clouds a bit
So I don’t burn
Of scorn torn oblivion
Wind, breathe out happiness
Amongst warm hearted exploration
Unknowingly venture to a new world
Created for inner reflections
Building blocks of mental inceptions
As time stands for something anew
And when all becomes peaceful
This heart shall fly, Shall be released
Feeling safe, Never fearing the heights
Flying higher and higher
Beyond anything ever imagined
No more worries
No more fears
Safely roaming
In a world full of innocence
As I become young again
Inside this very heart
Where this imagination roams free
Chapter 2
Sick of being imprisoned
By my own fears
Yelling out to deafening ears
Hear these ambitions
Come forth to you
Hear me now
Before I close myself again
I’m in love
But with whom?
What is the method
Of these whole hearted feelings?
Come find out
Be my reasoning
Solve this puzzle
Of my soul in chaos
Angel fly, fly
Flutter this heart till relaxation
Where are you?
Where could you be?
It’s hard to love
When a heart becomes empty
Chapter 3
The Changeling of my spirit
Creeps into these very thoughts
Darkened visions of grotesque imagery
Rots this brain into oblivion
In the grasping of a skeletal mountaintop
Climbing up
With this harbored existence
Bones impaling this flesh
Skin shreds into past regression
This self loathed affliction
Begins to have personal morbid self premonitions
This mind loses touch
To mental destruction
This heart has nowhere to go
As this mind takes a life
Of it’s own
This puzzle explodes
Immigrates all over
Residing with no home
Restless and weary
In nomadic emptiness
As this riddle within becomes epidemic
Chapter 4
Staying still
Closing these eyes
Trying to think clearly
Entwined with haste
In the speed of blinking eyes
Touching the stars
So the clouds can cry
Feeling such a peaceful cleansing
An Angelic rose amongst this site
Dew drenched in soothing salvation
Flowing freely for a new adventure
A one way ticket
To a two way show
Dreams of solving these uncertainties
In a cradle filled with bliss
Where life finally becomes fulfilling
For once I love myself
Will you let me love you?
The end is not near
As fear becomes uncertain
Chapter 5
Opening the clouds
So the stars can shine on through
Loving myself, Loving you
Becoming a dual citizen
To the many airs of life
Scented for sweet rejoice
On a passionate fire
That ignites this spirit within
This journey begins, Forevermore
Loving life even more
Not over the top
Not close to the bottom
Just in the middle
Where my humbleness takes center stage
Such happiness in this rejoicing
As long as it becomes noticed
Hear my laughs of joy
As they are open for business
Let us celebrate
Free will with our souls
My love is ever giving, Please never let go
Chapter 6
The sun is here
Over the horizon
Just barely coming through the multi colored clouds
Of a sky high embrace
I saw your face, I saw your face
In this very dream, This epic dream
So beautiful, So serene
Eyes lifted. Opened wide
Feeling reborn. Freedom within
The puzzle back together, solved
This spirit awoken
Walking in the presence of grace
As this heart, Mind and soul
Resides abroad the sky
As these tears drop down with joy
Upon a rose bedded for pure salvation
A golden ticket to a newly cleansed existence
Loving myself in an endless venture
Shinning with the stars
Embracing love’s dual citizenship
As my earnest intentions
Floats through you
Who are you?
It’s for me to know
Never giving up
Never letting go
Chapter 7
This light ever enriching, gifting, uplifting
Beams upon my face
Over the horizon
Upon the land of enchanted grace
If this is all still a mystery
Then perhaps you can tear down these walls
And create a haven
Upon my aura uplifted
Glowing green in a field of dreams
Come inside
May you always feel at home
Please never leave me be
For I shall always be right by your side
These are the chapters
To the blueprints of my life
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/27/11
Chapter 1
Foreign to the world
Of close intentions
Far traveled thoughts
This mind explores different adaptations
Wanting to escape
To another realm
This flesh wanting to
Fall off the map
Of everyday occurrences
Bring the sun
Yet, Over cast the clouds a bit
So I don’t burn
Of scorn torn oblivion
Wind, breathe out happiness
Amongst warm hearted exploration
Unknowingly venture to a new world
Created for inner reflections
Building blocks of mental inceptions
As time stands for something anew
And when all becomes peaceful
This heart shall fly, Shall be released
Feeling safe, Never fearing the heights
Flying higher and higher
Beyond anything ever imagined
No more worries
No more fears
Safely roaming
In a world full of innocence
As I become young again
Inside this very heart
Where this imagination roams free
Chapter 2
Sick of being imprisoned
By my own fears
Yelling out to deafening ears
Hear these ambitions
Come forth to you
Hear me now
Before I close myself again
I’m in love
But with whom?
What is the method
Of these whole hearted feelings?
Come find out
Be my reasoning
Solve this puzzle
Of my soul in chaos
Angel fly, fly
Flutter this heart till relaxation
Where are you?
Where could you be?
It’s hard to love
When a heart becomes empty
Chapter 3
The Changeling of my spirit
Creeps into these very thoughts
Darkened visions of grotesque imagery
Rots this brain into oblivion
In the grasping of a skeletal mountaintop
Climbing up
With this harbored existence
Bones impaling this flesh
Skin shreds into past regression
This self loathed affliction
Begins to have personal morbid self premonitions
This mind loses touch
To mental destruction
This heart has nowhere to go
As this mind takes a life
Of it’s own
This puzzle explodes
Immigrates all over
Residing with no home
Restless and weary
In nomadic emptiness
As this riddle within becomes epidemic
Chapter 4
Staying still
Closing these eyes
Trying to think clearly
Entwined with haste
In the speed of blinking eyes
Touching the stars
So the clouds can cry
Feeling such a peaceful cleansing
An Angelic rose amongst this site
Dew drenched in soothing salvation
Flowing freely for a new adventure
A one way ticket
To a two way show
Dreams of solving these uncertainties
In a cradle filled with bliss
Where life finally becomes fulfilling
For once I love myself
Will you let me love you?
The end is not near
As fear becomes uncertain
Chapter 5
Opening the clouds
So the stars can shine on through
Loving myself, Loving you
Becoming a dual citizen
To the many airs of life
Scented for sweet rejoice
On a passionate fire
That ignites this spirit within
This journey begins, Forevermore
Loving life even more
Not over the top
Not close to the bottom
Just in the middle
Where my humbleness takes center stage
Such happiness in this rejoicing
As long as it becomes noticed
Hear my laughs of joy
As they are open for business
Let us celebrate
Free will with our souls
My love is ever giving, Please never let go
Chapter 6
The sun is here
Over the horizon
Just barely coming through the multi colored clouds
Of a sky high embrace
I saw your face, I saw your face
In this very dream, This epic dream
So beautiful, So serene
Eyes lifted. Opened wide
Feeling reborn. Freedom within
The puzzle back together, solved
This spirit awoken
Walking in the presence of grace
As this heart, Mind and soul
Resides abroad the sky
As these tears drop down with joy
Upon a rose bedded for pure salvation
A golden ticket to a newly cleansed existence
Loving myself in an endless venture
Shinning with the stars
Embracing love’s dual citizenship
As my earnest intentions
Floats through you
Who are you?
It’s for me to know
Never giving up
Never letting go
Chapter 7
This light ever enriching, gifting, uplifting
Beams upon my face
Over the horizon
Upon the land of enchanted grace
If this is all still a mystery
Then perhaps you can tear down these walls
And create a haven
Upon my aura uplifted
Glowing green in a field of dreams
Come inside
May you always feel at home
Please never leave me be
For I shall always be right by your side
These are the chapters
To the blueprints of my life
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/27/11
Thursday, April 21, 2011
The Anatomy of Oblivion's Revolution
This is fictional!
I
Morphine kiss
From the snake’s lips
Toxic vindication
Within soul swirling mist
As this spirit desecrates
The flesh of what once existed
Dirge upon erosion
Mourning apocalyptic asunder
Eulogy of the disenchanted
Stuck upon the graves
Of deceased day’s murdering
And the roses rot
In dreams forgone
Nightmares icing hearts
As the flowers freeze
Inside the oblivion
Of cold hearted withering
II
Eden’s tainted
The apple plagues our legacy
Tree of noosed woe
Of life in ruin
Lilith laughs
As she wraps
The snake around her heart
Rejoicing the sweet revenge
Of destroying love’s glory
And the beginning
Becomes the end
So fitting for humankind
Innocence oblivious
To the lies
Of being demised
Heaven weeps
Angels shaking their heads in disgust
Disgusted with Mortal Man’s errors
Wondering why such pathetic flesh
Has God’s trust
III
Halos burn
Horns come out
Deceit stabs
The light of love once rejoiced
I awaken
From this nightmare within
Wondering why these slumbering sins
Burned me into oblivion
As I eat the ashes
Of a once flourished field of roses
I never asked for this
It came to me in apparitions
Tainting this existence
Upon darkened dread
Making my eyes
Fear for the light
IV
Many diabolical souls have entered me
Controlling this torrential terror
Upon this heart of heathen dwelling
Twisting every last emotion
Into a heap of rotting decay
I hate myself
I hate everything
Misanthropic, Catastrophic
This world within my soul
Hell within
Tortured sin
Where do I begin?
God why did your most prized creations
forsaken me?
Examples I will make
Souls I will take
As I create my own morbid sphere
For those who deserve to suffer
These feelings abort
All who have scorned it’s atmosphere
Fate’s errors exists. Nevermore
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/21/11
I
Morphine kiss
From the snake’s lips
Toxic vindication
Within soul swirling mist
As this spirit desecrates
The flesh of what once existed
Dirge upon erosion
Mourning apocalyptic asunder
Eulogy of the disenchanted
Stuck upon the graves
Of deceased day’s murdering
And the roses rot
In dreams forgone
Nightmares icing hearts
As the flowers freeze
Inside the oblivion
Of cold hearted withering
II
Eden’s tainted
The apple plagues our legacy
Tree of noosed woe
Of life in ruin
Lilith laughs
As she wraps
The snake around her heart
Rejoicing the sweet revenge
Of destroying love’s glory
And the beginning
Becomes the end
So fitting for humankind
Innocence oblivious
To the lies
Of being demised
Heaven weeps
Angels shaking their heads in disgust
Disgusted with Mortal Man’s errors
Wondering why such pathetic flesh
Has God’s trust
III
Halos burn
Horns come out
Deceit stabs
The light of love once rejoiced
I awaken
From this nightmare within
Wondering why these slumbering sins
Burned me into oblivion
As I eat the ashes
Of a once flourished field of roses
I never asked for this
It came to me in apparitions
Tainting this existence
Upon darkened dread
Making my eyes
Fear for the light
IV
Many diabolical souls have entered me
Controlling this torrential terror
Upon this heart of heathen dwelling
Twisting every last emotion
Into a heap of rotting decay
I hate myself
I hate everything
Misanthropic, Catastrophic
This world within my soul
Hell within
Tortured sin
Where do I begin?
God why did your most prized creations
forsaken me?
Examples I will make
Souls I will take
As I create my own morbid sphere
For those who deserve to suffer
These feelings abort
All who have scorned it’s atmosphere
Fate’s errors exists. Nevermore
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/21/11
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Polar Shift
Clinging on hope
On dreams drenched with bliss
Afflicted by love
Essence dying slowly
Happily ever after
Adventure so soothing
Futuristic dooming
Dismal thoughts intruding
Smiling so brightly
Sun shinning gracefully
Till the dark clouds take over
And it rains regret
So the pendulum keeps shifting
Over and over again
Wanting it one way
No matter which way it ends
Depressed, Happy, Bittersweet, Sad, Confusion
Just one of those many moods set for life’s endeavors
I don’t know
Maybe I am suppose to be unbalanced
Looking outside
Within nature’s brooding
Yet, I become quiet and peaceful
In this world I feel so strange and lost in
Hating this life
Wanting out
Loving myself
In this life worth living
Who am I?
The answer is yours for the taken
If confused
Please dial me up
And then you will understand
How my love is ever giving
I love you my Angel
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/16/11
On dreams drenched with bliss
Afflicted by love
Essence dying slowly
Happily ever after
Adventure so soothing
Futuristic dooming
Dismal thoughts intruding
Smiling so brightly
Sun shinning gracefully
Till the dark clouds take over
And it rains regret
So the pendulum keeps shifting
Over and over again
Wanting it one way
No matter which way it ends
Depressed, Happy, Bittersweet, Sad, Confusion
Just one of those many moods set for life’s endeavors
I don’t know
Maybe I am suppose to be unbalanced
Looking outside
Within nature’s brooding
Yet, I become quiet and peaceful
In this world I feel so strange and lost in
Hating this life
Wanting out
Loving myself
In this life worth living
Who am I?
The answer is yours for the taken
If confused
Please dial me up
And then you will understand
How my love is ever giving
I love you my Angel
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/16/11
Friday, April 8, 2011
Avian Epiphany
The Condor eats death
So the land can be cleansed
Of all decay
In a daring adventure
Starting anew
So I ask this
Where is the Condor of my mind?
Where are these dreams
That are suppose to come true?
Agony within
It grabs me tight
Pulls me down into
The loneliness for which I exist
Where is this prophetic embrace?
Where is this negative energy slayer?
Looking around and seeing nothing
Having no clue of what to believe anymore
As reality becomes it’s own endangered specie
Ah, But then I look up above the horizon
And they sky opens it’s heart
Letting my soul waken
To the inspiration of
A profound salvation
A Corvus cleansing!
Using all this positive energy
To muster up the strength
Of my own personal expressions
Of my soul in wake
I conjure up my own Condor
And regurgitate all bad thoughts
Sucking in the positive energy
Becoming balanced
On the back of avian art
The Raven of my heart
Flies right by my side
To all dreams fulfilled
In our own art divine
Profoundly serene
This dreamy scene
Painted by the eyes of grace
In the realm of all greater things to come
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/8/11
Copyrighted by,
James Darwin Smith II
So the land can be cleansed
Of all decay
In a daring adventure
Starting anew
So I ask this
Where is the Condor of my mind?
Where are these dreams
That are suppose to come true?
Agony within
It grabs me tight
Pulls me down into
The loneliness for which I exist
Where is this prophetic embrace?
Where is this negative energy slayer?
Looking around and seeing nothing
Having no clue of what to believe anymore
As reality becomes it’s own endangered specie
Ah, But then I look up above the horizon
And they sky opens it’s heart
Letting my soul waken
To the inspiration of
A profound salvation
A Corvus cleansing!
Using all this positive energy
To muster up the strength
Of my own personal expressions
Of my soul in wake
I conjure up my own Condor
And regurgitate all bad thoughts
Sucking in the positive energy
Becoming balanced
On the back of avian art
The Raven of my heart
Flies right by my side
To all dreams fulfilled
In our own art divine
Profoundly serene
This dreamy scene
Painted by the eyes of grace
In the realm of all greater things to come
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/8/11
Copyrighted by,
James Darwin Smith II
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Embarking Serenity Deriving from Cataclysmic Pondering
Laments of distant time
Novice representing illogical dispositions
Elicit mourning entombs self illicit reasons
Raging on emotion’s cold shoulder floundering fury
In the hopeful heating dreams uninhibitedly balanced
A symphony of random moods
Comes forth by solace force
Dialectical deathly atrocity
Burning desires so blatantly
The core of the mourning story
Trifles insomniac eyes
Perplexing adaptations
Where dreams long for direction
Trapped in a darkened corner
With qualms of fate’s redundant lunacy
Preying on prayed glory
As the Raven cries misery
With illogical worries
Of spiritual guide’s endurance
Marked with invisible scythe incisions
Only visible to the shattered mirrors of time
Scarred by Death’s phantom incantations
Hoping to cure the blindness of unforeseeable reasons
Self doubt, Personal sacrificial festering
Serotonin of rancor illusions
Suicide by crimson epiphany
Red hearted intentions supplying flight
Opening up to salvation’s immaculate rebirthing
Closing the Reaper’s scorned belittlements
Awoken in the dead of night
Astral to the golden stars shinning bright
Wishing upon better days ahead
As the stars point to the amassing
Of the dreams the cosmos created
In the grasping of a mental wellbeing
The ceremonial depths of random conclusions
Has steered me to the promise land
Where this life, This love is reborn
In the prophecy of the truest reality
Where these dreams can never lie, Lie to me again
Never so vivid, Never so straight forward
It’s coming, This spiritual uprising
The flight, The journey
To the greatest times of my life
Reborn and ready to fly
Arisen and ready to flow
Feeling brand new, Ready to go
Into the realm of green acre eyes
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/6/11
All works on this page is Copyrighted by,
James Darwin Smith II
Novice representing illogical dispositions
Elicit mourning entombs self illicit reasons
Raging on emotion’s cold shoulder floundering fury
In the hopeful heating dreams uninhibitedly balanced
A symphony of random moods
Comes forth by solace force
Dialectical deathly atrocity
Burning desires so blatantly
The core of the mourning story
Trifles insomniac eyes
Perplexing adaptations
Where dreams long for direction
Trapped in a darkened corner
With qualms of fate’s redundant lunacy
Preying on prayed glory
As the Raven cries misery
With illogical worries
Of spiritual guide’s endurance
Marked with invisible scythe incisions
Only visible to the shattered mirrors of time
Scarred by Death’s phantom incantations
Hoping to cure the blindness of unforeseeable reasons
Self doubt, Personal sacrificial festering
Serotonin of rancor illusions
Suicide by crimson epiphany
Red hearted intentions supplying flight
Opening up to salvation’s immaculate rebirthing
Closing the Reaper’s scorned belittlements
Awoken in the dead of night
Astral to the golden stars shinning bright
Wishing upon better days ahead
As the stars point to the amassing
Of the dreams the cosmos created
In the grasping of a mental wellbeing
The ceremonial depths of random conclusions
Has steered me to the promise land
Where this life, This love is reborn
In the prophecy of the truest reality
Where these dreams can never lie, Lie to me again
Never so vivid, Never so straight forward
It’s coming, This spiritual uprising
The flight, The journey
To the greatest times of my life
Reborn and ready to fly
Arisen and ready to flow
Feeling brand new, Ready to go
Into the realm of green acre eyes
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/6/11
All works on this page is Copyrighted by,
James Darwin Smith II
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Cold Road Weary
Blank on a cold road weary
Full of broken dreams
Dreams that died in a crowd of disillusion
Upon the many road kills of lost hope
No one understands
And that is where it gets so lonely
Visions of a funeral home scenery
On the slab of evoked nightmares
Mental block, Mental block
Doing my best, Fighting, Fighting
On this dreary night
Calling for the Raven’s rapture
Struggling out of this restless plight
Over the sea
I dream, I dream and I dream
Tears falling down
Wishing I had wings
Just want to fly, Fly away
Go where I feel needed
Away, Away, Away
Where I can feel at home
Tears keep falling
Here lies a wreck of a man
But I must pull myself together
For the dreams that could come true
All alone
Yet, I have visions
Of something beautiful before me
It may be miles and miles and miles away
But I will get there
Someway, Somehow
I have to
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/3/11
Full of broken dreams
Dreams that died in a crowd of disillusion
Upon the many road kills of lost hope
No one understands
And that is where it gets so lonely
Visions of a funeral home scenery
On the slab of evoked nightmares
Mental block, Mental block
Doing my best, Fighting, Fighting
On this dreary night
Calling for the Raven’s rapture
Struggling out of this restless plight
Over the sea
I dream, I dream and I dream
Tears falling down
Wishing I had wings
Just want to fly, Fly away
Go where I feel needed
Away, Away, Away
Where I can feel at home
Tears keep falling
Here lies a wreck of a man
But I must pull myself together
For the dreams that could come true
All alone
Yet, I have visions
Of something beautiful before me
It may be miles and miles and miles away
But I will get there
Someway, Somehow
I have to
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/3/11
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