The Day I Wanted...

The day I wanted
No one to ever know
Was the day I confronted
The negativity of this soul
Facing it on. Struggling to let it go
Crying out with such mental anguish
As it all took it’s toll
In this day I wanted
No one to ever know

The hatred The sadness
The madness, The woe
Clinging inside this mind
This unclean soul

Battling on and on
These self sinning words casting stones
Upon my own heart
Dyed in the grief of it’s blackened disease
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know

Flowing with confusion
Tormented delusions
Never wanting to let go
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know

Laughing, Crying,
Struggling, Dying, Feeling low
Swimming in tears
Under negativity’s control
In this very day
That I wanted no one to ever know

Detest me, Reject me
Just let go
Who are you to judge me?
When you yourself have days
You want no one to know

Laugh at me, Spit on me, Desecrate my name
Cold shoulders of an undying catastrophe
That has never taken the blame
Looking down on your pedestal
In disgust, In control
Never looking at yourself in the mirror
In the days
You want no one to ever know

Were you a Demon or the Devil?
I will never know
Defeated you with love
In the day
I want everyone to know

Happiness it shines
Upon the Angel’s divine
Peace and prosperity
Inner harmony and rejoice
In this epiphany I celebrate
In the day I want the whole world to know

I love you
Please, Never let go



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/11