I am open for your Interpretation

This emotional rhythm flows
Upon sentimental cries for new life
Epitomizing the heart
Of all it’s dreamy fulfillments
In these expectations
Newly formed
Into a motivational thrust
Powered in these futuristic endeavors
Born into the innovation of forward mobility

And within this story
A non fictional account
Of fictional dreams
Innovational imageries
Inspiring to travel
Even beyond my own expectations

An explorer of hope I must be
In the very art of my own being
Battling against this inner pain
Expressing this outward pouring
With every ounce of this heart and soul
As I declare war against any pain forthcoming

And with that
Never shall I grovel
Or fall upon these knees
Begging, Pleading, Forcing
Something with no interest
No motivation, Nothing
Never shall I be the brunt of a pauper’s gratification, No

So where do I go?
Down is way too low
Up is just right
As long as I keep going
Ignoring this fear of heights
As I fly right into the stars
Till my eyes become indigenous within it’s dreams

Future, Don’t be a stranger
Make yourself at home
Hold these ambitions tightly
Never let them go
As impossible becomes possible
For dreamers like me

You have to go negativity, You have to go depression
No longer shall I let you ruin my life
No longer is my soul your trophy
To parade around these thoughts
Like a complete asinine
In the hole for which you muck into
While euphorically birthing doubt
In this once naïve mind

No more!

Yet, Can I keep fighting?
Who knows me for who I truly am?
So hard to explain myself
When I hide so well

Breathing in
Exhaling out
Looking over towards the horizon
Making an attempt
To go places for which I never knew existed

I can do this
I have to do this
For the first of me, To the second that is me
And who knows for the third who could be me

What does that mean?
Perhaps maybe I could be the only one who will ever know
Or can someone figure out this riddle within my own infinite dwelling?
That is alive and well for the honor of ones own interpretation

Open me up
And I shall embrace the spirit within you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/12/11