Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Dreaming of a Future Legacy

Will there be a third?


Oh, How I try living a legacy
So it can be passed on
Yet, Alone ever so cluttered
Heart on empty
Who will fill it up?

Looking around
Seeing families everywhere
Fathers even younger
Than me

What have I done wrong?
Time keeps passing by
Want to give out knowledge
To a bright little mind

Making their life much better
Much better than mine
Doing my best
To teach life lessons
And morals so strong and wise

Oh, I wish I could foresee clearly
A legacy I could help grow
But it’s getting late
Must act now
But with one small step at a time

For now I keep wondering
Will there be a third?

If not
Any kind of legacy I could pass
I will with great honor accept

Just want a future
Of love, Growth and beyond

Will I ever have a family of my own?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/29/09

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Haunted Release By Love's Salvation

Held dormant within
This heart wanting out
Haunted by the past
By words ever so silent

Oh, Spooked by rejection
“You are not my type” gets very old
Always respect decisions
Just feeling left out in the cold

Oh, How I want to feel love
Fulfillment within this sensitive heart
Clarity amongst serenity
Abased with amassed spiritual art
While feeling the warmth of utter completion

Ah, Here comes a Dousing rod of hope

Ah, Hand to hand our hearts
Dancing eccentric dances
Climbing to the rays of our minds
Lighting our very souls
With a love so philanthropically designed
By free roaming continual sparks
Affirmation of our lives electrically anew

Come to me beautiful Necromancer
Open this trapped spirit existence
Look inside my portal eyes
And see a future
Rather uplifting

Make me come alive
Respect this flesh
Let us be eternal in our love
And together we shall make music
As this dark silhouette becomes existent
Seizing relaxation of greater harmony

Then let us sing our hearts in love’s
musical everlasting embarking cue

Oh, My love
If you look beyond my flesh
There is a multi dimensional portal
These eyes dug open to build strong
That shall always belong to you

Come inside
Our love can be forever cherished
By eternal reverence
In our own personalized salvation

Yes, Let us prove dreams do come true


And know it is you
This is dedicated to

And know
You are the one
Who has been my haunted release


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/27/09

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Tears of Endured Motioned Emotions

Suicidal, In the eyes of decay
A dozen gray roses
Plant the seeds
Of an early grave

Crying rivers
Till this face bones dry
Deserted emotions
Above this pride

Nothing wrong
Just want to dive

Buried in deep
By the icy sands of despair
Cold shoulders
Frigid frolicking care

Alive by death
Empty plot
Black mass misery slowly rots
All in knowing
Love is barely becoming real

Way too passionate
For this very world
A hopeless romantic
Overly carefully modest and sincere

So scared
Never want to die
No more mind dent dwelling
Cannot give up

Suicidal, Only to negative thoughts
Feverishly trying to live
One day at a time

Again. Another moment
Where I arise from the grave

Oh, This heart
Is the very harp
I will let you strum

Yet, Give me a sign
To let it be known
You want to be the one
For me, So I can be
The one for you

In return
I shall do my best
To give you everything
You have ever desired

Dedicated, To every dream that could come true

Open me
So I can open you


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/20/09

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Decomposed Reality

Functioning ever so flustering
To these emotions melting by
Stung by invisible tears of sorrow
Words inspired by fast blinking charm
Awaiting the all familiar silent goodbye

Feeling such vehement of disgust
Mirrors unreflective
Mind feeling objective
Cannot fly south
Oh, How cataclysmic is this day?

Skies gray, Clouds black
Rain pouring, Cold hot icy wind scorning
Oh, This existence
I want it back

Too late
Funeral within
Here I am
Dead as an unfulfilled man

No magic pill ever existed
Misunderstood, Shy, Ever so quiet
Laying under this unmarked grave
In a realm where words are created
To make unpleasant sounds

Wake up!
It was only a nightmare

Oh, How it is said dreams can come true
If that is the case
Can nightmares too?

Perhaps there is no such thing as wonderland



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/17/09

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

A Stranger's Reflection

I, A stranger
Looking around
Around a world
Where everyone
Recognizes each other
United in their own merrily craft

Where they all supply great support
In the essence of what they love
Smiling ear to ear in rejoice

Oh, This stranger, I
Crying diligently within
Suffocated with no answers
Dumbfounded by emptiness
Living in a world
So different from what I am

Looking up to the skies, I
Screaming inside “What have I done?”
Falling, Crashing, Laying down
Dreaming of a paradise
Where everyone is happily in peace
Even truly yours, Yours truly

Yet, I, In this paradox
Clueless and befuddled
Confused, So confused
Really in deep thought
Wondering, “Am I good enough?”

Oh, This sad event
Has no answer
But what it does give me
Is toughness, Motivation
As I must fight
And fight to make myself become heard

As this mind spins
I must take flight
Making this world smaller
So my confidence can ignite

I must become noticed
Even if I have to scream
My existence to this very world

Oh, This heart it pumps hard
For I need to roam
Farther, Farther away
Beyond this lonely existence

Can no longer be a stranger
Must venture out
Tearing all negative thoughts apart

No matter what
Even if I am not accepted
I can at the least never except myself

And realize
There are those who do notice me
And I thank them
With all of my heart

Yet, Why are most of them so far away?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/16/09

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Theme of Life's Reflection

Look at them
Riding on their golden gondola
Down a steady happy canal
Unified in utter rejoice

Look at me
Riding on my skeletal gondola
Down a foggy mournful canal
Vanquished in utter solitude

Past, Where were you?
Swallowed by fearful regrets?
Missing the various excitement
That life flows out?

Ok, Think hard and fast forward

Here I sit
Trying and trying
Pondering and pondering
This very life’s quality

Stuck in-between happiness and misery
Doing all my best
To color all of this thought decayed thesis
Pertaining into
A life worthy of living

Oh, Now I realize
I can ride the golden gondola
But, Also the skeletal gondola as well
It’s all a fulfilled venture
Into a coexistent realm
Where every last feeling runs vast

Where Golden Eagles and Skeletal Vultures form
Flying, Loving and living on strong
Singing fates most exhilarating eccentric songs
As Harps and Organs
Play the night away

Everlasting Love
I dream it to come true

Do you?

Come and tell me

My very heart is open
It’s wide open
Come on through
And always know
It belongs to you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/9/09

Sunday, December 6, 2009

This Message Louder than this Poem

I am not perfect
But, If I was
I would probably detest myself
In a fabricated kind of way, Like Hollywood!

Oh, How I have been told
All would be better if I psychically changed
Everything on the outside
No worries if I became shallow and dull within

No, I am not ideal
What is ideal anyways?
A farce, A fairytale
Something fictional
Perhaps Peter Pan on steroids?

And also, I would like to admit
I hate flashy things
Not photogenic
My pose currently struck in vain

Cannot help it, Just not a model

Oh, Don’t have a lot of money as well
But that does not buy happiness
I would enjoy being very comfortable I do admit
But, I would never buy love
That would just make me a lowly pimp

So put away meaningless expectations
And fly into this heart
Feel the surge of this soul
And reach so very high
As you can call this existence home

Oh, Just accept me for who I am
Sick of being judged from only the outside
Fixing all personal problems on my own

All in the feeling of my own health living future

And in ending just know
This very message
Is louder than this poem



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/6/09

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Confused into a Deathly Alienation

I’m yelling
Can you hear me?

Into this void called loneliness
Succumb deeds abundance
Filling this plot with alienation
With a silent dirge soiled termination

Death, Till Death
The undertaking playing it’s part
Heart marinated into sickness
Disemboweled mental penetrations
You may now scythe me apart

Married into rejection
Wearing this, This ring of decay
Confused, Utter desolation
As this mind it lives
Locked in it’s festering emptiness

This skin cold
Heart held on an icing hold
Emotions forsaken
Ignored to never be heard from again

But that is ok
Who is next to take me for granted?

Crucified by love
On a fiery pentagram
Spinning every which way

My voice is gone
Yelled way too much
But you never heard me
So it does not matter anymore

Giving up?, Maybe, Perhaps?

Why does love discriminate?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
12/3/09

Monday, November 30, 2009

The Coastal Epiphany

Subliminal cries
In the forest winds
Coexisting ever greenly
On a mild brim
Where rain becomes softly apparent

Ah, Here comes the sun
Barely bursting through clouds
Onto the ground
Spreading to the sound
Of nature’s royalty

And then golden skies formally open
From such long distances
Mountains rise in unison
Growing epically uplifting
Smiling with such stellar intuition

Oh, The Ocean
Currents pacifically dreaming south
In a state of rebirth
Of self, Of love
And for all everything is worth

Oh, Out West
This gallant dream
Can it come alive?
Or will weariness erupt
Out of the ashes
Of solitaries ring of fire?

It’s all about desire
Trying to make a modest voice strong
Making this destiny worthwhile
In the essence
Of a new found journey

And with this heart I say
Fly away all is safe
No worries
Free yourself from this oppression
So your very soul
Can rise with you

And here I say
Then this world
Will never be ever so distant
As I travel upon a brand new day



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/30/09

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Ridding Bad Rubbish

With these healing hands
I shall rub across your beauty’s serendipity
As this energy of mine
Shoots right into your veins

What can I say?
Just a modest man
Will never lie
But is that what you want?

With these newly enriched eyes
I look into your soul
Comforting every insecurity
With the essence of my heart

Feeling your pain
Feeling your everything
Yet, Is that enough?
Or do you need me to be insensitive?

Share all joys and laughs with me
I can be silly

And if just smiling is all you need
I will do my best
To make you as happy as can be

Do you notice me?
Seems at first glance
You gave me the time of day
Till, Well I have no idea
What did I even do?

Dream with me
I want the whole world for you
I know it’s not good enough
What am I suppose to do?

Perhaps the Narcissist over there
Can make you happy
Or sad really
Since that is what
You have always wanted to be

Well goodbye
No hard feelings

I will leave now
And let you learn
The lessons of love

Yet, I highly doubt
You will ever learn

Oh, And Hollywood is fake
As is your space aged high expectations

Goodbye for good

By the way
I am very happy, Thank you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/26/09

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Empty Arms in the Night's Colden Grip

Ignore me
With your metaphoric hiss
Forsaken by your silent lips
Broken up, Shattered by loneliness’s
Cold dreary labyrinth
By the night’s empty heart

Stuck wondering
Upon wanting dreams
False hope how it screams
Misunderstood, Hey, That is me
In a maelstrom this heart begging to be freed

Alienation from the Planet scarce
Barren arms, Soul so stark
More and more hope dispels
Into the depths of quantum malice

Into the daze
I cling onto fear
It helps me comfort
These false hopes

Into the grace
I cling onto hope
It helps me comfort
This confusing daze

Hybrid emotions
Concur prancing lights
Also covered by darkness’s
Cries of salvation

Ignored, So what is new?
Wondering what I did
Or did not do?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/22/09

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Cries of Love's Octave Reign

Crying through
The shards of time
Looking for the many reasons
Why rejection dwindles me in

Oh, How they say
It was never my fault
Yet, I can only blame myself
When they left me with such haste

Never did they give reason
Of why our love died
Not that I had many loves
Most just seemed to end that way

Being let go
Is the worst of pain
Especially when reasons
Rather pertain to nothingness

So I ask and ask
Why do I fail with love?
Does it even love me?

Oh, As the twilight comes
These arms embrace emptiness
Dead in a restless mourn
In the death of a silent weep

Now I scream within
What am I suppose to do?
If love does not love me
Then why does it love those who hate?

Also, Why does it love those
Who always take it for granted as well?

So confusing it is
As it makes this mind travel too fast
In a warp speed
Where soon it will slow

Yet, Now suddenly here comes change
I know my love will soon be real
Tears of joy
Instead of pain

Making an imprint
In our own personal loving tune
Where our heart shaped notes fly
Crying through Love’s Poetic Rhapsody

All living in happily ever harmony
Where Love has finally called out our names

Believe, I must always believe
As we celebrate
The cries of Love’s Octave Reign


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/18/09

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Feed the Starving

Exanimate the fractions of the few
Delete all the attentive lust
Start a cause for those
Who need your mind the most

When the few talk, Listen
When the many talk, Listen
But try to keep a level playing field
Even if you have to tilt a tad bit
To spend more time with the few

In fact
The few deserve your time
The many can afford losing time
You see, The few are more hungry
While the full are too busy being full

Feed the few up
Well at the least a little
The full have many many layers to keep striving
Just try to split the time. Split that very time
So all can feel not so left out

We should all spread out
Share and share and share
Never ignoring those there for you
Because the many will stay many
While the few may fade away

We all starve for what we have passion for
Just stop so much of feeding the full
Try feeding the hungry as well

Balance, Balance, Balance
Help the unbalanced back up
For they are too hungry to even walk

Is this repetitive? Maybe
I just really wanted to get this message across



Message Sent
Unread?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/14/09

Thursday, November 12, 2009

From a Metaphoric Point of View

Bribe the Devil
With your hedonistic stare
While holding the bible
For all Angels to see

Smile with those Demonic eyes
While flying by
Wearing a halo bribe
Playing a tune for a foolish ensemble

Paint your cries
With fecal lies
As your tongue ties
In vanity’s judgment

"Go ahead pick your next subject"

Give them satisfaction for free
Or at a steal of a price
They look so beautiful
It’s what you do right?

Oh, Grace falls accordingly
Pictures come alive
Lust forms instant buys
Publishing from a synthetic mirage

The Devil caved in
Oh, But that is what you think
Karma delves and derives
When you least expect it to

"Forming mountains of falsehoods"
"Roaming in a realm of consciousness"

Character gone
When ones heart is bare
Only to reveal the soul
For experienced eyes to see

So much to learn
Please do everything the right way
Because in the end
You will truly be satisfied

Ah, Just open within
There is so much to you
So much, So very much
More than meets the lustful eye



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/12/09

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Ode to my Mistress Misery

Misery. Sweet misery
Safe with my sublime
Muse worthy of this heart
Oblivious to the grace that shines

Love is a joke
A mirage, A façade
Putting hopes and dreams
Inside this heart
To only shred it
Into millions of jagged pieces

Misery, Sweet misery
Always right by my side
Never walking away
Loyal and sincere
Safety in such grateful demise

True romance is dying
Fake urges live on
Fools become lovers
All rights become wrong

Misery, Sweet misery
This pain I must design
Toughen this heart to stone
Till numbness
Becomes my own personal salvation

Oh, In the grand essence of lifeless life
Misery is all one has to hold onto
When all hope is lost

Now you know
Why hope always subsides

Misery is my ambition
My guiding light

One of the very few things
That has been true to me
For all of my entire life



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/10/09

Friday, November 6, 2009

Hope

Her nickname, Hope
Curator of dreams
Distant she may be
Yet, A living a breathing masterpiece
So close to this very heart

Ah, Such a warm smile this beauty has
And eyes sweet chocolaty adorn
Forming happiness and comfort
Creating secure feelings ever so relaxing
Ever so everlasting
Paradise to it’s natural core

Oh, What a beauty she is
Inner to outward
Onward it soars
Into lucid tranquility I so dearly adore
At peace in poetical dimensions galore

Ah, If protection she needs
I would be at her front door
Holding onto her presence
For as long as she sees fit
Hurt, Pain shall cease to nevermore

See, She has awoken this heart
Made me feel again
So dearly in debt I am
For this muse
Has magically flown
Into the realm of a new inner salvation

Distance, It may be there
But she is always with me
Side by side

Her nickname Hope
Mine Love

With all these new feelings She has made me feel
My dreams have now been inspired into Hope and Love

So grateful, So thankful
Hope, I dream
You know who you are



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/6/09

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Day Dreaming till the Gray Skies Turn Blue

Shy, Worried
Tired of rejection
Hectically self imprisoned
Why, Oh, Why, Where am I?

Look at her, Just look
Beautiful and so warm hearted
Oh how she deserves the world
A billion times over and beyond

Frozen, Cannot express these feelings
Closed emotions for meaningless safety
Too much fear, Oh, Too much fear
Scared that she will look the other way

Ah, Such energy
Vibe ever settling
Word for word she’s amazing
As if she’s everything I have ever asked for

Frustrations, Dead end familiarities
Heart spinning, Sinking
Segregated, Empty, Alone
Dwindling inside, Eternal hell ride

Yet, I need to try
Fighting this pain
Ride it to oblivion
Then rise on up
Till these feelings feel secured again

Ah, I should know
No matter what
She will be in my heart
In any situation
Even perhaps love?

Oh, If only she could give me a sign
Something that helps me travel
Right into her arms, If only

At least hope shall grace me now



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/5/09

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Pandora's Purgatory

Crossover to the realm of death
Swim in blood lusting flesh unsetting
Tortured minds incoherent
Black augmented Fantasia
With the sounds of Grim aspirations

Keep dying in death
Mountains of bones unsettling
Crushing dreams once fulfilled
Fantasy once misanthropically revealed
But now nothing but suffer entailed scenes
Unbeknownst to anything living

Ah, This place not hell
But more unpredictable
Such frustrations, Mental pillaging
Within clueless battering by calamities
Caused onto foreign self obliged incarnations

But they all foolishly rejoice
In pain, In pleasure
Haunting minds of the living
Finding sanity by their insanity
Clinging to bad memories
Instead of peace and love

Oh, Easily recruiting the hopeless
Who arrive empty
Whom never come to terms
With their own demise

Oh, flesh oppressed, Bleed unto us
Relinquish happy thoughts
Kill hope, As it ceased to ever exist

Hatred, Jealousy, Darkness, Despair
Spread it all at will
For it is not us who kill
But those who do onto others
In genocidal egotistical ways, You

Oh, This place
How strong it gets
The more violence the better
Blessed by our own blackened hearts
Owned by our savior, Oblivion

We are the taunting abyss, The inferior enigma
That shall grow more powerful with each mortal morsel day

Oh, Thank you
For being such a violent race
Man slime inclined to decline
As darkness shall cometh with haste

And that is the gospel
Of a new oppressive movement
As our chapter of existence
Has been written by the aspiration
Of your own dread

Amen



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/31/09

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Love's Infernal Internal Dirge

Satin sheets on my mind
Lonely flesh intertwined
Longing for celebration
Romantically inclined
Two lovers peak
In a heart shaped fantasy

Oh, Lip flavored sultry kisses
Sweet romance at it’s sublime
Moist suction, Lasting memories
Bodies surging, Oh, It’s been so long
As if a lifetime passed on

Silky sweating bodies
Sliding around
So tender, So aspiring
Lover’s moaning
Gliding atop nature’s exhilarating course….

Woke up, Just a fairytale dream
Tied, Bound, Stuck
On top this bed of razors
Crushing in
Impaled, Expelled
By the dark Cupid’s poisonous arrows
Creating the sharpness
Of this strife

Nothing here
But lost memories
Of touching, Of feeling
Of eyes locked as one

Oh, How I dream
Of a love that is real

Nail worn sheets
Lips swollen over
Stinging dry body
With a heart beating
Dirge internal infernal

Oh, Does it have to end this way?

I can see the light, I can see hope
But can she?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/22/09

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Love's Sharp Impaling Edge

On love’s edge I plead
If not grace me
Numb my whole body
Take away these feelings
Just vanquish all agony
All the while this heart slowly beats

No one can understand
This pain that preys
Mental thresholds enduring
In this whole existence
Where tears become ghosts
Haunting inside my mind’s subliminal design

Never good enough
Unqualified for touch
Secure feelings
All just a distant mirage
Flying on wings of an albatross
That wraps around this very neck
As loneliness spreads it’s misery

Confusion, What is next?
Been awhile
Cannot understand
Why such strong passion
For something that ceases to exist?

Oh, On love’s edge I plea
Look within me
Cure these alienated scars
Please, Save me

Love, Please
Make me feel complete



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/20/09

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Journey for Hope

Lull’s lullaby
Of certain grand modifications
Spirit led flying
Across plains
Made of astral light visions
Reaching high
Amongst these fairy tales
Created by dreams never-ending solutions

Oh, songs of golden dream catchers
Chime, Chimes inside
Beating with this ever pounding heart
Where strings lead
Into these veins, Untamed
Amongst smiling faces
Uninhibited by eyes incarnations

Falling, Then flying
Flying then soaring
Coming down
Like a shooting star
Landing on these feet
Striving for a new beginning

Oh, As I live on
Shall this continue?
These feelings
To a new familiar rhapsody?

Oh, Please, Take this heart
Let us make sweet sweet music
Upon a new age awakening
Where peace and prosperity become reality

Oh, I need to stop being so scared
And realize these dreams can exist
All for a better tomorrow

Lull me soundly asleep
To the security of a golden sky salvation
Come fly with me
As we take flight internally
Oh, There is no limits
Of where we can go
As our hearts and even our souls
Reign on

Just please
Open the box for which is me
Oh, How I am sick of living
Inside this mind

Help?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/18/09

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Here is to Guile Riddled Ventures

Shyness is defense
Wanting offense
Sickle cold shoulder
Shredding out despair

Oh, Once upon foreign times
Laid helpless dreams
Becoming better
Only to crash slouching down

Withering the attack
Defense’s startling fall
Opening heart
For stars ahead
Onto newfound journeys ode abode

Sullen memories, Slowly evaporating
All nevermore, Slush
Accustoming the power within
Modest shrine of a personal Genesis
On this merit
For in the beginning Omega
Where Alpha ends completely

Yeah, That is what I keep reiterating
While laying within leg crazed insomnia
Running mental miles of shallow sleep

Yet, I still keep my head up high
Ascertain for answers
Of where I would be without hope

I do however
Always try to ride the bad out
So the good can always be everlasting

Wish this social phobia
Would just cease to exist
To never come back
Dying on it’s one last breath

But for now I do have my dreams
And that keeps me going
To the prospects of what lies ahead
Where the desolation of my shyness becomes obsolete

And then world get ready for me

Here is to guile led ventures
In the basking of a formable pinnacle


Yes, Then I will finally be complete




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/17/09

Thursday, October 8, 2009

My Passionate Plea to Consistency

Silence, Void filling in
No breath, No taste
Just emptiness
Stoic coldness in the air

Alone, Thoughts sail on
Overcoming these odds
Staying strong

Oh, This mind, Imagination
At times is all I have
Nothing to touch, Hold
Nothing to grasp
Yet, I know I am loved

But it’s hard you see
Want, Need simplicity

Security, Balance, Trust
Please never leave

Judge, Vanquish me not please
Believe in all I do
Because in the end
I do it all for you

Consistency, Please be consistent with me



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/8/09

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Flying to Uncharted Territories

Transform me
Into a soul flying high
With heart shaped wings
Soaring with the clouds
Where judgment ceases to exist
Upon never ending dreams
Made for all to enjoy

Oh, Let me embellish
The essential beauty of life
Inner salvations of bliss filled ambitions
Flying to uncharted territories
Where all are welcomed to join

Ah, This soul
This very soul
Let them see the real me
Never taking for granted
This very existence
As they take in the grace of their own shared legacy

Can they gander into this soul?
Please let them see
Believe in me
Oh, Heart never be afraid
To fly unlimited heights
All for those who want to dream

Thinking of a loving utopia
In the nature of life itself
In the center realm
Of a grand artistically beaming Shangri-La
While always being unified in great harmony

Oh, In the grace of our free existence
May the rest of these years be golden

So all in all I ask you
Will you fly to uncharted territories with me?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/6/09

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Shrieking out with Heart Shaped Spears

Once, Perhaps even now?
A casualty of love
Ridden on false hope
Undecided intentions
And mysterious brown peek indignations
Crowning invisible wounds
On top of this passionate heart

Rented or played
Suckered by Cupid’s Dynamite laden arrow
Exploding into this heart
Erupting organic shrapnel soaring
Up into this mind
Causing once paranoid thoughts
As love made me feel
Like it’s enemy
All for no reason at all

But, Now I fight
Putting the pieces back together
All in the name of real love
No matter how and what I am
This existence shall be accepted
As will the true nature of my heart

In the never end
Patience and virtue shall always be by my side



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/1/09

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Eulogy or Epiphany?

Trial and Error
These fierce antidotes
That quietly come
Bumping in the night
Roaring silence
Feeling enigmatic and bestowed

Emotions gather
Let live and love I would rather
Look up to the midnight skies
And wish upon epic dreams

Epic, Is something small for me
Paltry can become overwhelming impossibilities
Just the need to be wanted
And soar over shattered grounds

Oh, In the end
What will be my final eulogy?
Would I have done everything I could
In reaching to the lonely needy?
Love those who feel lost?
Only to be accepted by them?

As the years go by
The need to supply this life
Warrants at time, Great panic
Just want simple things
And that is all I ask for

Is it too late?
I know I am still young
Yet, The years go by

I may not be “Ideal”
But, I know
I am a caring innovative loving guy
Should that not matter?

Yet, Still I stay positive
In this ever changing world
We live in
And….

Nothing will ever take that away from me

Eulogy or Epiphany?
I pick Epiphany



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/27/09

Friday, September 18, 2009

Diary of a Flawed Utopia

Respect these flaws
Believe in me
Ride the currents
To the sea of understanding

Acceptance, Into grand harmony
Motivation, Muse royalty
Climbing cascades, Free admission
Due south salvation
Floating to the scent of soul lifting
Heart pulsing serenity

Oh, Dreams can feel so spellbinding
Hand and hand with magical bliss
Happiness upon long lasting peace
Drawn into ample opportunities
Ah, How wonderful is this?

Is the pinnacle here?
Quest for acceptance by glory?
Respect for being out of the ordinary?
While this confidence is being restored

These flaws. My strength
Look for what I am
Never beyond high expectations

Oh, In the end
If true to myself
That is all that matters



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/18/09

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Dreaming upon the Basking Seas

Appear. Swim through the basking seas
Cleanse those withering wounds
Bandage that heart
Eyes flow bloom
And grow into
Fates everlasting enchanting motions

Trace yourself north on the gallant seas
Hold ever so tightly
Be at one
Glee with adoring dreams
Dive down beautifully
Into narrow width paradise

Amass, Swim through the closing seas
Save me
Believe in our fantasies
Miracles do exist
Anything is possible

Unify, Swim the tranquil seas
See inner sights of souls lifting
Spirits sailing high
Into the depths of unfamiliarity

Oh, Help me change
The way I breathe

Form with me through ever climbing dreams
As we bask in our own sweet harmony



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/9/09

Thursday, September 3, 2009

The Moon's Medication

Moon, Moon take me away
Save me from an early grave

Ah, I see you lit so bright
Smiling so near, So dear
Please, Embellish this heart
With your light
Breaking this very fear

Moon, Moon take me away
Save me from an early grave

Ah, Special you make me feel
Care that I feel is real
Never judging me for the things
I have never done
Filling me
Giving extra breathes
Empowering these lungs
Fully understanding
This very existence of mine

Oh, Through rainy cloudy days to sun
Know you are always in my heart
Never will I forget you
For you have always been there for me

Moon, Moon
I thank you
For inspiring me to never
Ever enter an early grave

You care, You so dearly care





Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/4/09

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Tyr's Right Hand

Tyr, Tyr, I fight for thee
All by your honor
As your right hand
Destroying all weaklings

Ah, Tyr, Embedded with this sword and shield
Decimating, Disintegrating every enemy
Who try imposing their false will

Tyr, Master of war
Your wrath they shall know
Climbing the hills with haste
Cutting and cutting flesh
As they cease to ever exist

Tyr, Their blood, Yours
Sending them to
Their afterlife’s pathetic so called refuge
Fighting righteously right
Till my cold skin turns blue

Oh, Tyr, Here I am
Almost dead of this skin
Ready to walk into your afterlife
Where I will always be
Side by side with you

Oh, Tyr, In utter graceful strides
I will always be your right hand




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
9/1/09

Monday, August 24, 2009

Pride of the Orca

Pride of the Orca
Swimming with such grace
Spiritual excitement
Oh, Such glorious music they make

Singing together
Octaves of rejoice
Unified through harmony
As they glide through
The great blue seas

Oh, The heartless they fallow
Humans even without souls
Created to kill
Playing God
As their ego drives on through

Calf cries out
Mother torn away
Bloodied to death
By the hands of Human decay

Oh, How my heart goes out
To the seas giant inhabitants of majestic waves
Let the pride of the orca swim on
Please, Please let them always
Sing their glorious songs

The beauty of their innocence
Makes this world a better place



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/24/09

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Tonic Endearment

Mind travels vast
In parallels, Parcels
Ever so flighty
In sound elating aviation

Traveling on and on
Up into the air
Straight down
After many miles
Of hoping, Of wondering

To covet something dearly
Only to think of the past
Knowing of pernnial scars
Resurfacing onto this third eye
That hides so safely in my mind

Collecting both reality and dream
Working on their unification
All for a stronger better personal evaulation
Upon peaceful self elevation
Grounding me to a prosperous pinnacle

Who knows
Perhaps someone may understand
Without any fear of this mind of mine
Knowing the message
I so solemly give

If you lend me open
I shall flow freely
In the freedom of your mind

Any takers?
I am always honored
To give you my thoughts



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/15/09

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

A Viking's Anthem

Valhalla, Valhalla
Oh, Here I come
Upon this skin’s departure
I shall write your name in blood

Odin, Ruler of Valhalla
I have fought for your ways
Ever ready for this eternal battle
Beyond this ever burning grave

I will fight on
Making my master proud
Father, Oh Father
My flesh, My Heart, My soul, Your Crown

Valhalla, Valhalla
Here I am
Representing the ways of the Viking
Eradicating all skraelings
Into a dense darkened dead existence

Oh, My sword, This valiant sword
Forever by my side
My Horse steed for battle
Thus I will always win

Valhalla, Valhalla
I travel proud to your abode
Always strong and revered
My fortitude, My fortitude
Shall never cease to vanquish away

The pride of the Viking
Never shall go away
Hailz, To all my brethren
This Nordic heart
Will always beat
With the coldness of my blood

Oh, I am here
Never will I lose this rage
I will always fight on
My spirit shall always run black forever




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/11/09

Friday, August 7, 2009

Kingdom of a Wishing Paradise

Serenade the sky
With hope and love
Bring forth your heart
And the clouds
Shall help us grow

Everything unlimited
Our flesh just a vessel
Each soul crying out
Searching for paradise

Smile with me
Never feel out of place
Grasp this hand
Let us fly
Beyond the farthest reaches
Of all comprehension

Oh, We shall help those
Who feel out of place
All who cry out for attention
Whom deserve a helping hand

Oh, As far as we are
We are close in heart

And how do I know this?
I can always feel your presence
Spiritually we grow
In the essence of a divine plan

Oh, Accept this heart
As a gift for the golden ages ahead

Let us rest together
In our final abode



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/7/09

Monday, August 3, 2009

Poetic Leper

Poetic leper
Blackballed zephyr
Guise of hidden alibis
Miss analyzed
Poetically shot down
22 mag designed denied
Who is to alienate
Any words
If not at all?

Not like them
A wind of rejected projectile phlegm
Stung eyes
Miss Mass Matched Interpretation
Recluse and shattered
Alien feeling fiendish
Words scream
If not at all

Makes no sense?
Too past tense?
Scared to reiterate?
Please, State your opinion

Anyways, I love everyone
And I am happy to oblige



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/3/09

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Romance is a Realm all on it's own

These lips glowing subtle
Dialect to a greater cause
Love, Let live
Within moments
Without pause

Sweet flavor essence
Plump candy, Heavenly drug
Moisture non evaporative
Two persons bodily applause

Traveling, Exhilaration, Tingling
Flying highly upon all planetary skies
Soaring, Salivating romance
Love, So prophetic to it’s core

Astrological kisses
Onward galore
Two lips locked as one
Supple in celebration
Such passionate sensations

And the legend will say
This was the kiss
That made the universe eternally ours
The true romantics
Of all walks of life

Oh, Our lips
Are the universal language of love

Let us celebrate for all of mankind




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/1/09

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Venturing to Personal Compatibility

Healing majestic reigns
Relay in this mind
Imagery of paradise
As life’s longevity shines
Figurations of peaceful signs
Upon the vibes
Of tranquil blessings

Ah, Alive so alive
As love rains such pleasured serenity
As rainbows form dreamy salvation
Gracing me with cooling vigor
That finally make these thoughts
Rest so quietly in the night

Oh, And this heart
Pumps with great accomplishment
To this mind at ease
Making a unity for the ages
Of my own personal wellbeing

Add spirituality to that
And what do we get?
A grand mission
Where dreams become possible
Through one patient act at a time

Where all in all
My heart, My soul, My mind
Shall always unify as one
In the epiphany
Of my own spiritual awakening

With my own personal love
I shall extend my heart
To the Angel of my own destiny

With each small step
This all around love
Shall spread beyond
Even my own comprehension

Here I am
Believing always believing
Dreams are never too far away



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/19/09

Monday, July 13, 2009

Therapeutically Venturing Into Aspiring Bliss

Set sail and derive
From the Albatross moon
Crash into fates calm clearing tides
Then begin cruising
Oh, Hold on
You have nothing to lose

Ah, Head on
Flush those problems astray
Climb aboard ponderous lands
Live and let live each warming day

Smell, Smell the gallant air
Salting sea alluring breeze
Commandeer those legs
On perpetual soil
Magical lore learning away

And the mountains
Look up into them
Cry, Cry out your dismay
And they will take you in

To my heart, To my soul
All the way into my mind
The Plateau you wish to reach
Will come in a matter of time

The journey has not ended
It has yet to even begin
Believe in your dreams
Thus your dreams will believe in you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/13/09

Friday, July 10, 2009

Blossoming Dreams of the Greatest Proportions

Ah, Scents of apple blossoms
Revere such youthful smell
Grand memories of natures legend
As this nose travels
Upon this mind ever so refreshed

Such sweet air felt
Embellishing the simplest of extraordinaire
Cooling this hot sweaty flesh
With Goose bumps of an earthly bliss

Blooming to such stellar fruit
Crimson fickle adore
Miles of paradise
As if I was opening Heaven’s door

Ah, Glorious I feel
As if I was a child again
In the grace of my own innocence
Smiling without worries
Oblivious to this mad mad world
We all live in

Ah, Look at me
Grinning from ear to ear
Into the grace of an almighty wonder
A small epiphany from nature
In the aspects of a blossoming dream

Where I shall lap
In the grace of an almighty blessing
And laced with patience I realize
My one most important dream
Will finally be revealed

Someday, Perhaps soon?
I hope and pray
It will be so

Just relaxing
In the scent
Of a future in bloom

Upon the long awaited arrival
That shall always flow
In these well endowed eyes
By the Angel I so dearly see

With nature by my side
Full circle,
Will become these dreams

I promise, I promise, I promise
For all and forever
And beyond infinity



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
7/9/09

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The Grace of a Future Endeavored Heart

Marriage of Nature’s Beauty
Beacon hills to plains
Oceans, Bays and Lakes
And rivers in-between

Ah, Majestic landscapes
Eyes swirling, soaring around
As if wings epitomize height
Gazing so admirably abound

And the trees sing below
Songs of the winds hallowing delight
Storming masterpieces of octave destinations
Ah, Here I am
Flying with goose bumps
As this heart melts
On the continuation of such a loving flight

Feeling so compatible
Building a long lasting foundation
Graced by a heavenly influence
Oh, Yes, Feeling the rapture of the divine light

Oh, This long lasting epiphany
Has given such strong directions
Telling me to reach up high
To the skies I share so gallantly uplifting

Oh, An Angel’s sight I shall seize
Light hair and chocolate eyes
Ah, No matter how our fates precede
She shall always lead me into salvation

Marriage of Nature’s beauty
Has inspired me to believe again
Traveling to an earthbound utopia
Built for the prospects of a bond unbreakable

And with this
Love shall begin in the air




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/23/09

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

My Dedication to Independence

Clinging acid traced words
Gather sitting on over glorified fame
Mix in serpentine eyes beholding beauty
And you have poetic shame

Rejection often comes
To those who think differently
Independent minds only cherished
When they are dead and gone
Spirits wondering the archives
Of current mob cultured years

Fact becomes underground truth
Where those without deserved attention
Hide from the mass minded bullies
Who swat away untamed words

Oh, To the unseen
Ink those words around
Do it all for your own self pleasing accomplishments
Don’t let the critics tear you down
They only go with who they know
Or like, Or what palates their unoriginal tastes

No one expresses themselves terribly
Unless purposely done
Keep the magic rolling
Your pen is the wand of free open paradise
Crying to travel uncharted adventures

Oh, Our blood, Our Pens
Imprint our own legacies
Thus we shall never have an end

With our words
We shall always be free



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/16/09

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Mountains, Oh Mountains
Calling my name
Cool me off
Into your magical reign

Mountains, Oh Mountains, Such beauty
These eyes enlightened from miles away
As the skies far reach
Embracing natures love for the day

Beaming off grandeur thoughts
Light shinning on strong
Mountains, Oh Mountains
Please set this soul free

Oh, As these eyes keep capturing paradise
Bridges bestow
Water flowing through
Such loving views
Into such mesmerizing realms
In front of God’s mounding legacies

Oh, Mountains
So clean the air
Embellish your kindred spirits
Onto this height fearing body
Helping me fly, Fly with ease

Mountains, Oh Mountains
Take me away please
Steal me inside your own Olympic national elliptical
Sweet sweet magical reigns

Then throw me up high
To the Midwestern plains
Where I can let this heart flow
Again and again

Mountains beautiful mountains
Love is in the air
Love that has given me the freedom
Of finally believing again
It’s my calling in life
To spread your legendary grace

Mountains, Oh mountains
Help me fly away




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/4/09

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Self Reflection of Personal Wisdom to Myself

This new mission of life
Has come clamoring though
Empowering me gracefully
Upon dreams ahead

It’s a beginning
So strange I admit
Though it’s the best thing ever
No hate, No depression, No regrets

Oh, how easy it is
To go back unglued
Feel sorrow within
And brood over
Everything that never came my way

Sadness, Is a state of enigma
The worst feeling ever felt
But, When one feels accustomed to it
It’s so easy to stay down and out

Oh, Like a musical prophet once sung
“I feel the comfort in being sad”
Words I know well
In the past of my nothingness
Where promises became paranoia

Oh, How depression strains such pains
Being numb really helped
Till the on again want for feelings
Pained me ever so mentally fatigued

Dreams of death bloomed
My casket, My tomb
Grew Goosebumps
Of the visions of my demise

Demise, A word I lived by in personal reflection
But now I enjoy living on
Doing all the best
Finding my savior. My Messiah
And the love he gives

And on earth
A love of another
An earthbound Angel
Inside this heart
Where I believe again

This new lease on life
Though at times hard
I know and feel
It’s worth all of everything
I could ever give

If this not a poem
At least take it from my heart
I know how it feels to die inside
Only to live again reborn

Now here I am
No self negative thoughts
Will ever and I mean ever
Take away the greater moments ahead
Of my whole apprenticed life




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/2/09

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Density lures cryptic plight
Mourns knowledgeable ruins
Upon mental fights
Culminating fixtures
Of broken truths

Ah, Dented egos become unglued
Vengeance on promises
Taking out innocence
Ordering it to conform
Or leave those Demons dwell

Confusion is a power
We can all use
Here even now
I give it to you

Sorrow can be strength
As weakness glooms
Knotting up heart wrenched lies
As innocence humanely blooms

Harmony all around
As masks melt off
Thrown to the once soiled grounds
Love in the air
As life exclaims
"We all can get through anything"

See, Oppression can be defeated
We can do it

Unlock the riddle I give to you

Just hope I had you at "HuH"?





Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/30/09

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Eternal Poets

Rare poets
Luminate such grandeur light
Unknown to the present population
Yet, They continue
To fight the expressional fight

Much respect
I have for them
Knowing their expressional hearts
Flow beyond limits
Beyond all comprehension
Makes me proud
Of being a poet myself

Oh, Rare poets know that
A poet like Poe
Was looked away
All till his trip to the grave
Of course as you know
After all that
The rest is history

So, Rare poets
If you feel left out
Of this very art of matter
Don't worry keep trying
Your words, Your very words
Will be heard eventually

Keep on going
For those poetic adventures
Are the gift of gifts
The journey of a lifetime

And if you need support
Always call my way
I will be there
As soon as possible

Smile, Rejoice
And take in those special few
Who respect your words
Who has always been there for you

It's all about quility not quantity

Oh, You are a prophet
Of your very time
Keep writing on

Your rarity is needed

Oh, Rare poets
You are the stars
That shine in eternal grace

Always and forever know that



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/27/09

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Pleading an Earth Revival

God speaks to us loud and clear
Upon the very nature he creates
While never losing touch
Guiding us to sceneries of a loving grace

Acres, Many acres
Green, Brown to blue and beyond
Magical mesmorizing lifr aristry
As miracles happen everyday

Flowing, Look closely
This world's beauty still shows
Creatures, Flying, Swimming, Walking
Look at them go!

And the lands
Oh, How they speak
Trees and their legacies
Mountains of epic majesty
Reflecting off the clouds
Revealing Heaven's tapestry

Oh, Take a step back
And see what we are doing
Tearing this wonderful utopia apart
Leaving it all in tottal ruin

At once
We must save it
Building paradises
One finger at a time
Living life sublime
Cleaning the airs of our abode

Please, Listen to this message
Loud and Clear
Take upon these lands
As if they were your very own heart

We must try fixing our mistakes
Before our future becomes melted
In the depths of a dump filled destruction

Oh, Let us all love at once



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/24/09

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

The Scent of the Eternal Somber Less Rose

The scent of the eternal somber less rose
Airs such sweet sweet beauty
Ode to this soul of mine
Dedicated in flight
To my heart, Body and mind

Ah, Flying with such ease
Such self chemical fixations
A natural nurtured high
Mother nature my dealer
The one who takes me
Into a realm all on it’s own unlimited merit

Feeling relaxed
Upon the scent of the somber less rose
Rising higher in this sweet utopia
A special paradox
Where dreams start
Only to never finish

In the endless end
The scent of the somber less rose
Will take me to it’s source
In the plains
Where all dreams become reality

Never will I feel agony again
As I fly into the love
Of the scent of the eternal somber less rose

Where the magic keeps me in awe
And where comprehension defies
Any logic set in our way

Ah, There is no end as I will always be in debt
To the scent of the eternal somber less rose

May my whole existence
Forever rest in peace





Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/19/09

Thursday, May 7, 2009

In Wake of a Born Again Salvation

Drawing heart filled figurations
On a once lifeless dream
Feeling such rapture
In the almighty grace
Of a spiritual awakening

Ah, Beauty all around
Reborn and serene
Oh, How this life of mine
Is new to a grand majestic plan
Into the realm of paradise
Blessed by the foundation
That keeps building away

Nothing will be complete
And that is the beauty of life
And the knowledge of the all goods and bad
Prepares us all
Into the journey
To a better loving perseverance

So, This is why life
Is so dearly important to me
Never have I been
So certain of my own spirituality

And no matter what happens
I will always fight
For all of my troubles
To be set free


Love, Is the weapon
That I truly finally believe in





Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/7/09

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Dragons of a new Perished Frontier

The atmosphere of death
Glooms upon close future eons
Apparitions of a once gallant hope
Flurry in razor filled density
As moors of blood
Becomes Earth’s abortion

Ah, Dragons vilely attack
Wearing crowns of bones
Tearing into their over indulging appetites
Glories of creature made storms
As crimson mist
Becomes the melting
We all have been warned of

All life starts evaporating away
Bodies built up of flesh forming mountains
Volcanic explosions
As the temperature rises
Sweltering and sweltering
More and more and more

Barren becomes the land
Every mile. Foot and inch
Succumbing to a genocidal plague
That was all manmade Humanity

We are the Dragons
That have burned this world away

Yet, There is still a glimmer of hope
Our greed, Our differences must cease at once
Unite, let us fight against our own inner beasts
And try making this world a better place



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/6/09

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Faith Reborn

Holding onto such strong optimism
These eyes mirrored for such clear loving gleams
Gliding straight into this very heart
Pulsating with a shiny golden grin
Built of salvation
Magically a long lasting scene

Ah, Feeling ever relaxed
Goosebumps all over and around
Dreaming dreams of love’s prospering incantations
That beats this heart into a grandeur salvation
Glaring upon the notes
Of the music of love’s prospecting dance

Ah, The pleasure runs deep
Can feel it flow all the way through
Oh, Like a brown eyed Angel
Touching this very forehead
Telling me all of these wishes
Shall be within this view

Oh, Living how it’s been overly worthwhile
That I can say is true
In all of my whole life
Never has my mind been so clear
Of the dreams that shall be paved
Within destiny’s own profound influences

And what shall the future say?
No idea, Just going with the flow
Just lucky to be on a peaceful roll
In the inspiration
Of an Angel’s most shiny grace

In spirits I have found
Faith from here on out
Never will I ever have doubts
As I keep living life
One joyous day at a time

Welcome to my faith reborn




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/28/09

Monday, April 20, 2009

Endless Journey

Into the realm of my heart
I shall fly in strides
Soaring amongst love’s paradise
In harmony’s grace
Derived onto dreams ever so humbling
Paradise, where my epiphany
Shines so ever strongly within

Into the realm of my heart
The completion comes forth
Breathing the airs of change
As everything
Becomes ever so promising

Into the realm of my heart
These dreams of dreams becoming fulfilled
Fantasies turning from fictional to real
Treasuring me with unlimited value

Into the realm of my heart
Smiling from ear to ear
Eyes beaming out
No more fear, No more fear

Into the realm of my heart
I trust in the light that shines upon me
Inspired to feel reborn
In my spiritual venture anew

Into the realm of my heart
This is not where I end
It is merely where I begin

Into the realm of my heart




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/20/09

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Nature Whispers me Her Lullaby

She whispers a lullaby
Sweet Mother Nature
With her breezy voice
Blowing in these ears
Gracing this existence
With such beautiful hope

Ah, Her visions
I see them well
In these eyes of warm enlightenment
Seeing the rapture
Of greater dreams ahead

Oh, And how she gazes me
With those multi colored eyes
Watching my every move
With such love and devotion
Gleaming such fantasy
With so much aspiration
Pleasuring me all from within

Ah, She whispers a lullaby
So sincere, So uplifting
Making one feel so energized
Walking her path of immortal salvation
Immersed graciously in her powerful majesty

Oh, How I love her
As she loves me
Just wish her magic would last
For all of eternity
But, That will never matter
Because my love for her
Will always grow

Mother, Sweet Mother
Your beauty will always show
No matter what we have done to you

I love you, Surreal Mother
Thank you for loving me

Thank you for your epic lullabies
I will always be true to you




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/12/09

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Dragons Lair

Dragons lair
Comes tumbling down
Inner turmoil
Iced for salvation
Cleansed from negativity
Destroying all personal pessimisms
As I welcome in a brand new day

Chaliced cheers upon spirituality
The sword, My mind’s valor
A mental shield to ware off problematic thoughts
Is the essence of love
Which is in fact my cure

Ah, The Dragons lair
I have rebuilt
With huge abundances of honor and peace
Embedded with Love, Care and Divine hope
As I am nurtured upon these golden dreams ahead

Oh, This new heart I now hold
It’s the strength I revere
Praying to the solemnly Heavens
Of a future with Angelic implications

The light of the Dragons rejoice
Unified harmony with the Angels
Marking a new found age
Where love and acceptance
Goes beyond willing and able

Ah, It’s time to go
Venture towards these dreams
No matter the woes
I will always smell victory

Oh, If he The Alpha and The Omega
Only made us to succeed
Then we would never learn life’s lessons
So that is why we have defeat

To win in the end
We must lose
At each small spec of our existence
We must honor our freedom to choose

I am a warrior of learning
Gratified for what adventure lies ahead
In the aspect of newly found serenity

Oh, This Dragons lair
Shall always live on
To the graces of this very existence

“May I forever be complete”



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/5/09

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Such Beacon of Life

Such Beacon of light
Shines it’s affirmations

Onto these eyes
Crashing into these pupils
Once plagued by rigor mortis

Ah, At one time
They were all white
Blue visions barrenly dilated
With nothing to inspire to
Two cataclysmic worlds crashing
Upon voids of habitual procrastination

But low and behold
Heavenly Father’s epitomizing smile
Motivated me
To get back up
While dusting myself off
Riding me to a brand new harmony

The warmth of the light
How it shines so soothingly
Captivated ever so silently
Across a plain
Created from Love and Devotion

Now look at me
Smiling with the sea, The mountains and the Trees
Being grounded by the pavement
That has me joyously going every different direction

Ah, Even if at a second the light fades out
I know this new found strength
Will be all trustfully within
Side by side with me
In the darkest of time

I made it out
The warmth ever lasting
Embedding this heart, Mind and soul
With the best of dreams ahead

Now I let it all out
My calling has been answered
Thus making me
A better person
Someone I can live well with
For all of eternity

Me, Myself and I
Can finally deal
With what lies ahead

And if any trouble comes along
I know it will build this very character

My journey for spirituality is complete



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/25/09

Saturday, March 21, 2009

In the Celebration of Loving Nature

These very blue eyes
Travel across midnight skies
Feeling cohesive
Roaming upon salvation
As I begin to ride the clouds
Of heaven’s divine

Ah, The mountains
The glorious mountains I see
These eyes lowered
To epic mounds of paradise
All in their majesty
As if I could reach out
And touch them in their glazing harmony

Feeling the breeze
Cooling my sweaty face
Tingling this warm body
To a state of inner peace

Oh, Looking around
Relishing the silence
Breathing the night air
Heart pumping
To the music of tranquility

All senses, All feelings
Spellbound by this very loving nature
As it raptures
The essence of this very soul

All a clean slate
Ready for tomorrow
And the journeys
It awaits for me

These very blue eyes
Are ready for what lies ahead
In the adventure known as my dreams



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/21/09

Friday, March 20, 2009

Living Life one Death at a Time


Daydreaming this life astray
Journeying to a dimension unheard of
Rifting closely
Obliged to ratified temptation
Across the astral plains divide

Oh, Such exemplification
Bending, Twisting, Breaking
Shattered, Flesh becoming specs
Winding into a tornado
Made of darkening delusions

Ah, Such destruction
Cyclone’s painting paradise black
The dreary death bells ringing
In the start of a dirge celebration
A personal party of a deathly incitation

A kaleidoscope storm crashes in
Colors of all different rays
A rainbow bevy’s such colorful persistence
Air shines golden
As I melt the cold away

Hope becomes reality
Each painful memory
Becomes distantly deleted
Fighting for a salvation
Upon life that brings longevity

Oh, Even when I die
I shall always
Live again



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/20/09

Monday, March 16, 2009

Into the Journey of an all Loving Peace

Walking the many laps
Of Natures loving course
Feeling peace
Within these dreams
As Clarity cleanses
Itself into majestic scenes
Upraising love
To unlimited height

Ah, Inspiration grows
Like a birthing rose
Drinking the dew
Of a rainy springtime morning

Captured by the sea
Rapture from the trees
As blue and green
Rejoice in joyful harmony

What a wonderful scene
Such magical bliss
Sparkles a golden warmth
Into this heart of mine

Guided by nature
Inspired to love again
Positive thoughts
Heart pumping harmony
As this soul relaxes
Within these dreams
Taking me beyond limitations
Where love speads it's glorious beauty

This new awakening
Has made me live again
And for that
I shall always
Be by Mother Nature's side



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/16/09

Thursday, March 5, 2009

The Courtship of Nature's Loving Course

Gleaming the grace
Of the extraordinaire
Paradise long lasting
In majestic grasping
Eyes locked
Upon dreamy envisions

Ah, The trials of life
Pondering ever wonderfully
Thinking of tranquility
Fantasizing all the possibilities
Of where the wings of an Angel
Will take me

Ah, Magic, Pure magic
In this mind of mine
Goosebumps forming
As relaxation comforts me
All through the essence
Of what inspires me
To be free

Life, As I know it
Shall change forevermore
I will fight
For the dreams
That are soulfully within my grasp

For greater or worst
Love, Is the salvation
That keeps me alive breathing
Causing me to finally
Adore every single day of my life




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/3/09