A Rollercoaster ride to a heart shaped Epiphany

Walking out
Upon an empty city
So bright, So surreal
Silent with such prospering tranquility
As the wind welcomes my arrival
Breathing it’s harmony
Upon this skin so ever present in utter gratification

Yet, Tears of this present reality form within
Sadness of what I cannot grasp
Venturing onto public chaos
Seeing people smile with rejoice
Hiding these emotions
Asking myself
Why do I feel so different from them?

Walking fast
Away from humankind
Looking for salvation
Through nature’s devotion
Leveling myself
From this unbalancing act of time

Searching, Searching
Going faster and faster
Sweating waterfalls of anxiety
Till I can finally walk alone

And then all of the sudden it’s just me
Walking by the trees
Across an empty street
To an empty sidewalk
Venturing on a path
Full of peace and serenity

Walking even further
Pondering ever so strongly
Hearing music playing within
This heart beating ethereal octaves
Penetrating to it’s core
As this soul searches some more

Emotional, Crying inside myself
Crying In my own personal celebration
Rejoicing in mind, body and spirit
Celebrating that I am not really alone
As a more caring presence is always here
As I feel it’s overwhelming strength
Embrace me from abroad
Oh, Such strong love it has for me

No longer worried
Lost within myself
Not a care of any local presence
As I become oblivious
To my surroundings

Dreaming beyond the miles
As away feels closer to home

This imagination it flies higher
Than it has ever flown before

And at this very moment
These tears flow further out
Rejoicing with greater joy
In the realization of being different
Means something will make a difference
And what is that difference?
Perhaps very soon I will know

And then all of a sudden
An even bigger epiphany hits
Yet, A more mysterious one
Telling me something even greater is about to happen
Yet, Should I trust these feelings?
They have lied to me before

Oh, But I cannot shake them
So something positive shall soon occur
An event slowly forming
Clueing me to a better life ahead
Blueprints for a better tomorrow

Walking in
Upon a bevy of prospecting dreams
Fighting all self doubt
In the name of a future of improvement
As love sends me it’s solace of encouragement
From far away, Yet the closest its ever been to home

Oh, I can feel the change
Feelings like never before
Never have I been this certain
For an event that has yet to come

So that has to stand for something
What is that something?
Perhaps soon I shall know

Without hope
What is there?
Just emptiness
Just emptiness

Never again will I go down that road
As these visions fly higher than ever before




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/29/11

Rebirth

In the mourning hours
Of an oblique anomaly
This valor shall rise
Into the grasping of a prospecting tomorrow
Where the beginning shall never end

Here I am
Rolling with the punches
Smiling blow for blow
Not hesitating one second
Going all out
Submitting nevermore

And this fear shall disappear
This mind shall be cleared of cataclysmic dreams
As the doom of this serotonin
Ceases to exist again
As the nexus of my own evolution grows on

Unlimited journey
To a place where this heart can be fully expressed
Opened for all the ailments
That I shall medicate with every last hope
As I dream steadily
Cementing this future
With the pleasures of an uncharted epiphany

Fertile in thoughts
Fighting for progress
Becoming ever stronger
Aligning this very life
Upon a cleansing of this emotional festering within

Never shall I famish this heart
Everything shall come to tuition
Everything is worth the battle
To a war I shall mentally win

The distance is closer
Than I could of ever imagined
In the process of a genesis
Created for this thriving existence

When things go wrong
I shall enlist hope to make it alright
I am a dreamer after all
Could someone ever dream with me?

Inspired by sublime carnations
Planted in the light of a personal prophecy
Peaceful as I ever could be, Free


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/12/11

Visions of Loving Proportions

Sweet love, Sweet lover
Never let your eyes fall into hourglass visions
Put wings on them
And fly them higher than ever before
Enjoy the air of a peaceful progression
As you feel the momentum of a paradise
Yet to be explored

Ah, Watch the sky open
As it joyfully awaits your presence
Beaming out majestic radiant lights
Carrying you to a whole hearted haven
A place where honesty becomes as important as breathing
And everyone is open to all forms of reality
Embracing you for the importance of your soul

Sweet lover
There are no limits to personal achievement
As long as your earnest existence
Believes in the destruction of all impossibilities
Making it possible to set your mind free
On the wave length that anything can happen
As your thoughts magically form foundations of certainties

Sweet love
Keep taking flight
Never give up
Stay strong, Stay positive
Never lose faith in yourself

Oh, Beautiful one
Let me hold your hand
Let me protect you from any form of harm
As I promise nothing will ever hurt you again

I am dedicated to the cause of love
And it’s never ending journey for peace
Epitomizing the fountain of it’s youth
Basking in it’s endless ventures of incarnating lifetimes
Achieving in it’s brand new visions of truth

Oh, Sweet divine, Beautiful divine
Let us be as one with each other
As we fill the void
Of a love so epic and true


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
11/11/10

Star child Divine

Clinging onto the stars
That this world has never seen
Embellishing the air
Of a twilight glowing dream
Directing myself into sky high motives
In the sense of all things magical

Smiling with the moon
As it beams so nocturnally
This heart’s gravitational pull
Pumps with lunar essence
Of my own transforming thoughts

Calling for all planets to align
To a peaceful awakening
As the cosmos are mine

In the next transition
My soul shall fly like a comet
Exploring this very universe
Beyond the stars of my very own wellbeing

I am a child of the stars
Awaiting my next personal evolution
To finally take me home


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/26/10