The Evolution of a Loving Fulfillment

The multitude of your love
Would be a quake of epic proportions
Aftershocks after aftershocks
Beyond the ground shaking grace
Forming fissures
Of lava heart resurrections
On the rebuilding of a mile high conception
Where our infatuation
Breeds upon
The climbing of a brand new awakening
In the hills reshaping
Forming together in one giant singular mountain
That towers over any illogical expectation

And the volcanic erosions
Spew out smoke of inner frustration
A plague of stomach knotting destitution
The conflict of a war blown correlation
In the tears that chokes us into emotional strangulation
Suffocating all common sense
Via rogue killing coordination
Journeying to a dubious dead end temptation

Oh, Looking up to the sky
Asking why, Why, Why?

I can look down without care
But as I look up to the open air
I fear for the sky
Toppling over these dreams of a limited elevation
Population just me in this whole thought procession
As you fly off to the plains
Of hail storm insanity
The drama that makes you worst, Weaker
Than ever before

I see you from here to over there
Within the fields of barren care
As you are harvested for lurid deception
In the black and white
Thumping resurgence of putrid allegiance
Washed in the thoughts
Of forgetting your own true identity
Locked in the box of an ignorant destitution
Cloned by the pollution of a soiled illusion

You could not breathe strongly into these very heights
So you let the breathless knock you down
Never taking in these honest words
From the heart of my own integrity
Something I honor to my own death
Something you flung from high above
Only to crash
Creating a hole visible
To the void of all blinding visions

Hearing your modest cries for attention
Then your rejecting mind warping to alienation
Sends tornadoes to this hopeless peripheral tormenting
Over the horizon of a cold shoulder slipping
Crashing down into the middle ground’s manipulation

I loved the paradise of your inner abode
The beauty, The flaws, I loved it all

The multitude of your love
Never even existed
You saw me as the sudden lover
Of a seasonal romancing of dreamy glitches

It never was, So it would never be
All is good
As your spirit is enslaved
While mine is free

What was once painful
Is now the greatest of hope
In the aspirations of all of my dreamy fulfillments

And as I say this all
The truth of the matter is
I hope your life is beyond worth living

I thought I wanted you again
But I only wanted the resurging feelings of being truly loved again
Something I have not felt in what seems a very longtime

I would probably want to be loved again
Someday, Somehow
But for now
Nothing will ever, ever
Weigh me down
Not love, Not anything

I am happy
Just being where I am
In life
I am the master of my own domain
And this makes for a journey ever so worth exploring

Yet, My heart is still open
Exclusively for the one
Who shall open the doors
To the dreams of it’s own epitomized awakening
Into the epiphany of all things natural and internally free

Accept me
For who I am
For I am someone
Who will always do the best
In the honor of your love’s partaking

This is my dream
Would you like to dream with me?




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/24/11

Aqua Dreams

Blue and green
Turn to aqua dreams
Blessed upon the satin skies
Crimson morning
And the cloud covered sun
Makes for an epic salvation
In the arms of a delightful epiphany

The skies they cry
To the oceans in-between
An island of beauty
A Peninsula of dreams
Together as one
In pure intercontinental unity

When I am awake
Everything seems so far away
When I slumber
Everything is within my grasp
Holding onto the hopes of the night
For the direction of a beautiful journey ahead

On my way through
To a majestic realm
On fate’s right hand
As I am left
Looking up into the sky in anticipation

Searching, Searching
Destination aqua dreams
Sharing raindrop ambitions
In an air born salvation
Cleansing all downward emotions

Oh. How I had this vision
This very vision
Where the sad becomes happy
And the hopeless romantics finally embrace
In the celebration of all things beautiful and serene

If this was just a coincidence
Then why does the sky
Pull me into the presence of pure serenity?

If I ask enough
Shall I receive?
Blue and green
Celebrating aqua dreams

Could it happen?
Will it happen?

These dreams
For once, For this very instance
Have to come true
So this heart can flow
To the beauty of a magical fantasy
Where all ambitions shall come to fruition

Oh, Will this be the story
The true story
For which these dreams shall finally become real?

Dreams, For once I trust you
Please, Don’t let me down
Fly me high
Upon the essence of a heartfelt journey
To the beginning of a graceful evolution
Of a love finally being secure and finally intact

I know who you are
I know you know who I am
Hold out your arms
And let me fly straight into your heart

If only I had enough
To carry on these priceless dreams
So enriched, So enduring
In the security of what could be achieved

I love you
Do you love me?
If so
I am ready to help fulfill our dreams

Aqua makes for eternal comfort
In the basking of a secured fantasy

Live, Laugh, Love, Embrace, Indulge
As we become finally as one
In the unified discovery of our own personal history

As blue and green
Turns to aqua dreams



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/12/11

Ranting for the Rage Against the Fad of Empty Dreams

Friends don’t let friends over price Junk

Dangle your “Love”
Dangle it in my face
The more you try proving it’s real
The more it looks fake

Want to know a little secret?
Everyone knows you are just a toy
A conquest for the ego marching of man
Who opens you up to the world
As your own close minded naïve nature
Gives you away

Oh, The more you brag
The more shame comes out
The faker it gets
The thicker the denial becomes

Lets not sugar coat anything
Your soul belongs to him
He is the master of your realm
The God that pulls your string
Making you say “Yes sir may I have another”

I hate sounding this way
Hate being right
But you are wrong

And before you come to any conclusions
It’s not what you think
Just disgusted with these times
Where clueless souls worship slime
The greedy eye seeing dogs for the blind

Society, Thank you for ripping
The hearts of all pure dreamers chests
And why do I sound bitter?
Maybe because the one thing I cherish the most “Love”
Is being raped

And don’t you think of me as the jealous type
Think of me as a wounded warrior
On the death bed of hope
Who is healing diligently

There is indeed still real love
And to all the true romantics out there
Bless the stars you shine on

Oh, Fakers, You can dangle your “Love” all you want
But your love is a porno
That never goes away

If you were offended by this
Then maybe you are wrong
If this did not offend you
Your love must be strong


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
3/25/11