The Quest for the Innovation of a better Tomorrow

Feel the lights
From the dancing sprite
Disconnected from spiritual chaos
Floating in the sky, Way up high
Never coming down
To the dread below
As the “living” becomes
It’s nemesis, It’s foe
Slowly taking fantasy down to a sullen level

Orbiting the earth
In multi colored harmony
Dancing distantly upon the serene breeze
Becoming a dream to uncharted eyes
Yet also a mirage to skeptical savagery
As the Elves, Fairies, Pixies, Gnomes cry for balance
Wanting everything to change to equal spirituality

And the flesh wages war on the soul
The soul just wants to be let go
Crying for the Sprite to save them
Lost inside, Feeling worthless
Feeling useless, No direction, Just too forgone
Trapped within the hell the stars have been burnt into

Both try to unify, transform
Into the astral projection of salvation’s meditation
But low and behold
The skins diabolical jealousy
Scorches a hole between them
With scorning eyes of illogical tyranny
As the ire of hypocrisy dances on

Restless spirits enslaved
By the skin’s disarray
Harbored in the fog of a gloomy daze
Losing faith within it’s reasons

And then they fight
The flesh pits them against each other
Turning them into gray clouds
Reigning hatred against society
As they soil their Mother with their chemical imbalances
Making her feel sick and rejected

Vile and ravaged
Turning the temperature up
To the brink of a clueless vindication
Vengeance shredding black upon the innocent souls
As they all feel betrayed
By the faith that has forsaken them

Mass murder to suicide
Taking the flesh down, Taking herself away
Nothing remains, Resources drained
Turned into the black hole’s residue

What have we become?
Dreams are deemed pathetic
By the chain wearing, Gag reflexes
Of their own fetish for doom
As Earth becomes the dungeon for the exobitionists
Whipping each other asking for more
In a Genesis rewound for guilty pleasures

And when the enlightened flesh slowly awakes and wants change
The oblivious ask why
Bullies them into submission
As their soul remains demised
Lost in the line of clueless endeavors
Becoming zombies
In the lusting of denial

Feel the dark
Of the dismal plight
As the polluted poltergeists form together
In the massing of discontenting abysmal fretting
Putting the razorblade shaped pieces together
In the form of an enslaved fury

One can never think for themselves
One can never have an open air of mental minding thoughts
Because the monopoly of the close minded
Will alienate the endangered souls from unifying
Conquering them as quick as the blink of a warp speeding eye

So many die
Trying to get by
Struggling to new frontiers, Dimensions
Paving their way to innovation
Only to be killed by the philosophy of ignorance itself
Well unless their flesh is desired
For the lusting of all mankind
Then it’s a slow death of character

But this very soul flies high
Staying alive
Traveling well beyond the times
Looking for a better tomorrow
Or a tomorrow after that

All in all this is my own soul
And that is something they will never take from me
I would rather die free, Than live without any dignity
And there you have it. My own personal beliefs

My soul will always live on
Venturing out into peace, love and harmony
Keeping myself humble
In this journey that shall never be complete

I believe in the impossible . Yes, I believe indeed
As the world we live in now is the tedious folklore
Twisted by mankind’s deceit

The past, The future is beyond the spirituality
Of the present’s oppression
Destroying the dreams we were meant to keep

The innovation of our souls
Shall guide our universal imagination
Straight into the muse of our own indigenous dwelling
Keeping us away from the shallowness that creeps deceit

No longer shall we let the deceivers make us weep



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/28/11

Beyond Normalcy

Normalcy, Such a made up word
Descends into insanity
Broken, Submissive
Awaiting it’s next lesson
Doing tricks for it’s master in command

Obedient, Please sir may I have another?
Hopeless dreamer, Dense deceiver
So many strive for it’s survival
So they can look into the mirror
Faking smiles so they can fit in
Having a mentality like most of this world

But here I am
Standing up, Standing out
Never standing at attention
Eyes locked towards innovation
Flying high inside my mind
Heart unfazed by fate’s sealed endeavors
Soaring high, Even higher than these visions before me

The nerve of me right?
Free in thought, This imagination limitless
Breathing the air of prospecting ventures
Climbing the pinnacle of my choosing
Always winning, Never losing
At peace with myself
No matter where these feelings roam

Even when I am down
I always get back up
Adverting this very tragedy
Into my positive expressions
Bringing peace and harmony
Inside these very visions
That roam into limitless endeavors

I’m weird, I’m unique
Genuine, A nature freak
Accepting myself
Paving a way
For this future before me
Feeling at ease
Never close to normalcy

This nature within
Rejoices with grace
As these wings soar
Flying beyond expectations
In an unlimited salvation
Bringing myself to a new frontier
Each day, Each night

Accept me, Reject me
It does not matter anymore
This fate is mine to shine
In the Heavens of my own personal divine

I’m gone
Way up high in the skies
Tears of joy inside these eyes
Dreaming of a beautiful visionary
To fly right next to me

Normalcy ceased to exist
The very day I opened up these eyes



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/24/11

The Day I Wanted...

The day I wanted
No one to ever know
Was the day I confronted
The negativity of this soul
Facing it on. Struggling to let it go
Crying out with such mental anguish
As it all took it’s toll
In this day I wanted
No one to ever know

The hatred The sadness
The madness, The woe
Clinging inside this mind
This unclean soul

Battling on and on
These self sinning words casting stones
Upon my own heart
Dyed in the grief of it’s blackened disease
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know

Flowing with confusion
Tormented delusions
Never wanting to let go
In this very day
I wanted no one to ever know

Laughing, Crying,
Struggling, Dying, Feeling low
Swimming in tears
Under negativity’s control
In this very day
That I wanted no one to ever know

Detest me, Reject me
Just let go
Who are you to judge me?
When you yourself have days
You want no one to know

Laugh at me, Spit on me, Desecrate my name
Cold shoulders of an undying catastrophe
That has never taken the blame
Looking down on your pedestal
In disgust, In control
Never looking at yourself in the mirror
In the days
You want no one to ever know

Were you a Demon or the Devil?
I will never know
Defeated you with love
In the day
I want everyone to know

Happiness it shines
Upon the Angel’s divine
Peace and prosperity
Inner harmony and rejoice
In this epiphany I celebrate
In the day I want the whole world to know

I love you
Please, Never let go



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/11

Peer Taking in the Skies Embracing

Can you see the sky as I do?
All it’s art, It’s treasures
The heights of it’s unlimited longevity?
The beauty of it’s beholding
Cloud to cloud
Wind to wind
In the days that mourns the nights

Can you see?

Will you forgive me for who I am?
For the pain I never caused?
Loving you, Nurturing you
Accepting your flaws
Accepting your everything
Can you find it in your heart to forgive me?

Oh, Please forgive me

When these eyes peer into your skies
They are lonely, Have to no place to go
Standing still, Motionless, Feeling redundant
Losing themselves within themselves
Trying to escape this pandemonium
That plagues them into a deep astigmatism
Closing up as the sun penetrates the tragedy
Of the visions it partakes in the early days of slumber

Will you forgive me for never changing?
For embracing my own personal spirituality?
Never being amongst society’s machine
Embracing this soul more than this flesh
As I live deep inside myself

Oh, Will you forgive me?

Did I make the team?
Am I the last one to be picked?
As a consolation prize for emptiness
Filling your ego to the brim
In a cup poisoned with your own hypocrisy

Did I make the team?

World, Who are you?
I tried to coexist
But because I was different
You threw me out, Why
Because I cannot function with society’s machine?

Maybe I am wrong
Or have the right to be wrong
Why should I adapt with something
That could never adapt with me?

Society, I never belonged to you
You never belonged to me
Cast me out into the deepest voids of space
So I can find the place where I truly came from

Where do I go from here?
This soul enslaved by flesh
Searching these dreams for a peaceful way out
In the prosperity of a new spiritual beginning

But that is the future
Presently, Where do I go from here?

Confusion is my own worst enemy
Way more dreaded than any kind of fear




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/11

I am open for your Interpretation

This emotional rhythm flows
Upon sentimental cries for new life
Epitomizing the heart
Of all it’s dreamy fulfillments
In these expectations
Newly formed
Into a motivational thrust
Powered in these futuristic endeavors
Born into the innovation of forward mobility

And within this story
A non fictional account
Of fictional dreams
Innovational imageries
Inspiring to travel
Even beyond my own expectations

An explorer of hope I must be
In the very art of my own being
Battling against this inner pain
Expressing this outward pouring
With every ounce of this heart and soul
As I declare war against any pain forthcoming

And with that
Never shall I grovel
Or fall upon these knees
Begging, Pleading, Forcing
Something with no interest
No motivation, Nothing
Never shall I be the brunt of a pauper’s gratification, No

So where do I go?
Down is way too low
Up is just right
As long as I keep going
Ignoring this fear of heights
As I fly right into the stars
Till my eyes become indigenous within it’s dreams

Future, Don’t be a stranger
Make yourself at home
Hold these ambitions tightly
Never let them go
As impossible becomes possible
For dreamers like me

You have to go negativity, You have to go depression
No longer shall I let you ruin my life
No longer is my soul your trophy
To parade around these thoughts
Like a complete asinine
In the hole for which you muck into
While euphorically birthing doubt
In this once naïve mind

No more!

Yet, Can I keep fighting?
Who knows me for who I truly am?
So hard to explain myself
When I hide so well

Breathing in
Exhaling out
Looking over towards the horizon
Making an attempt
To go places for which I never knew existed

I can do this
I have to do this
For the first of me, To the second that is me
And who knows for the third who could be me

What does that mean?
Perhaps maybe I could be the only one who will ever know
Or can someone figure out this riddle within my own infinite dwelling?
That is alive and well for the honor of ones own interpretation

Open me up
And I shall embrace the spirit within you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/12/11

Vessel

These dreams, These very dreams
They fly high into the sky
In the balancing airways of my mind
As this heart forms wings
Guiding me into an uncharted kingdom
Enlightened by the beauty
Of soul searching majesty

It’s encoded, But there to be solved
Need to escape to these dreams
Combining Shangri-La’s Nirvana
With the Light’s of the Heavens abode

Invoking this personal Valhalla for strength

Paving this journey to salvation, golden
To the beauty I thrive to embellish
All with this spirit, So strong, so proud, So enduring
In the honor of this very exploration’s assurance
That travels to the universe’s very core

This society. I feel alien
In the science of my own inner biology
But I must take it in
As horrid as it is
I must do it for Mother Earth
As she begs for help
Feeling dirty, Feeling used, Being abused
I must do it for her, In the honor of her soul

And as I sacrifice myself in this pagan ritual within
My spiritual nature becomes sacred
In these very unified beliefs
Where I also become Wiccan of nature
Embellishing all the beauty for which it is

Never casting stones., Only casting love
Into the depths of those who are willing
To grab it to ratify it
All for the ambitions of peace

I am just me
Flawed me
But what makes me breathe
Is to fight this inner war
For I am amongst this world
The world within my world
Striving to live in utter harmony

Mother earth
Is the captain of my heart
Navigating me to where I need to go
Beyond the stars ? Beyond the universe?
I will never know
But this mystery
Is the beauty of it all

If this is all a paradox to you
Solve it and let us flow let us go let us flow
Peace, Love and harmony awaits



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/10/11

Child

This was so emotional for me to write

Dedicated to any child who endures loneliness, Social anxiety and depression

Child with those hidden tears
Know that I am familiar with your pain
The silence, The emptiness
The fear that grows within

I myself grew up hidden
As I was the best
In the art of disappearing
Knew how to be a ghost
When feeling like an alien
In this world so different from us

Child, Please live life
Live life to the fullest and beyond
Never do I want to see you face down
In the trials of life’s regrets

Be one with yourself
Have fun, Enjoy yourself
Kill all negativity

Child, The more you grow with this disease
The bigger the misery will get
Please, Do your best to fight it now
Because if you don’t do anything
It will become stronger than you could of ever imagined

Child, Your future is bright
You just have to trust your own dreams
I promise all will be alright
Smile, Rejoice be at peace

Child, The world is within your grasp
So grab a hold of it
And explore it all at will
Take in the knowledge of this very journey
And grow mightily
Into a strong happy free young man

Child, Love yourself
And all will love you

I know there is so much pain inside
And everything that appears easy to most
Seems to be harder for you
Just trust and believe in your own heart
And your mind will flow peacefully through

Please, Do better than me
That is all I ask of you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/8/11

In Debt to the source of a loving resurgence, To Poppy

Haunted by the night’s decay
Of a dormant enduring
As figment’s imagination
Flaunts uncertainties
With this paradox
Right before me
Laughing on

But there she is
Someone who finally understands these feelings
Who has reached to the furthest regions of my heart
Grabbing it with her golden grasp
Opening it up so the butterflies can escape
As they fly straight into my stomach

I could never comprehend
Her ever epic existence
But I can take it all in
And love every lasting moment
Of this orbital perpetual loving

Defying gravity
In this peaceful setting she created
Ascending across the universe
In an ethereal vortex
Bringing harmony within

She repelled these nightmares
With her beautiful soul
As her golden words travel within me

I have no right to feel emptiness
As her spirit roams inside
Getting me up
Making me feel so alive

Ah, How she helped me sleep that night
Giving me immunity to a bevy of inspirational dreams
As she was the pillow and blanket
That cuddled this hope to a new beginning

She reached straight into this misery
And I saw her strength, I saw her toughness
Fighting hand in hand with this pain
As I saw her come out with hope in her eyes
Telling me everything will be alright

I cry rejoice
I cry salvation
And now I do my best
To thank her beautiful nature
For cleansing these inflictions
That tried to topple these very dreams

My debt grows
To the multiplications
Of a myriad’s ever longing journey

But it’s a debt I cherish
Because I can try repaying her
For as long as I can breathe



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/2/11