Sunday, May 29, 2011

This is to you, Poppy

Our skies are grey
Our souls are blue
Together we are one
In the tomb
Of our enduring doom

But we fight
And fight
With all of our might
In our life
So different from others

I am here to say
I am here for you
In mind, Body and spirit
Right by your side

It can get lonely
Absurb and even rubbish
But we can fight against the plight
And fly to the skies of life renewed

I believe in you

Our drums beat differently than the rest
But yours always beats the very best
As your spirits always reigns highly in my regards
In the trust of my own belief
Perhaps into our own beliefs

With your spirit I believe
With your spirit I trust
You stand on a level all on your own
A level so beautiful
A level untouched

This is to you, A silver star
In the skies I cherish and love


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/28/11

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Survival to my fittest

"I feel much better these days. This was just a test in my opinion to see where I was at. I beat it. I know I did!


No more pain
Don’t want to feel
Hurting myself
Till the numbness sets in

Concussions induced by thoughts
Convulsing inner turmoil
Stressed out anxiety
In a panic state of disorientation

I cried and I cried and I cried
Till these tears drowned out these eyes
Wanting to escape to the realm of obliviousness
Where all feelings fade away

I downed my head in embarrassment, Shame in fact
As these thoughts descended to Hell’s fictional reality
Poisoning myself of these inner feelings
Losing grip, As my grasp slides down

Choking on invisible razor sharp pills
Tiny metaphors for better tomorrows
Lying and cheating their way
To a pathetic revolting grievance

Closing these eyes
Doing my best to roam to another place
Trying to take myself away from reality
For as long as I could ever take it

And after mere seconds
Unrest again, Self detest again
Vanquishing thoughts funneling through
Destroying this very foundation
As I sit here saying “There is nothing I can do”

Almost catatonic
To the brink of a vegetated dwelling
Yet, I scream inside myself
“Get me out of here”
“Help me breathe new air”

I cannot wait
Till I go away, Far away
As this fate lives on
In the celebration for a better tomorrow

I survived this again!
My heart, mind and soul
Feeling younger now than before
Reenergized to the core
Energized like never before

I survived!
And I tell you what….
Even when I am at my lowest point
I want to take those around me
Up high
To the highest pinnacle that I could ever take them

I survived my own personal enduring
Now with this strength
I shall live better than before
As this very heart syncs
Connecting to another
Two as one, Full of bliss, Full of joy

I will never proclaim myself a victim of anything
But a soul that strives to love it’s own existence
Always and forever to beyond evermore


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/25/11

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

The Evolution of a Loving Fulfillment

The multitude of your love
Would be a quake of epic proportions
Aftershocks after aftershocks
Beyond the ground shaking grace
Forming fissures
Of lava heart resurrections
On the rebuilding of a mile high conception
Where our infatuation
Breeds upon
The climbing of a brand new awakening
In the hills reshaping
Forming together in one giant singular mountain
That towers over any illogical expectation

And the volcanic erosions
Spew out smoke of inner frustration
A plague of stomach knotting destitution
The conflict of a war blown correlation
In the tears that chokes us into emotional strangulation
Suffocating all common sense
Via rogue killing coordination
Journeying to a dubious dead end temptation

Oh, Looking up to the sky
Asking why, Why, Why?

I can look down without care
But as I look up to the open air
I fear for the sky
Toppling over these dreams of a limited elevation
Population just me in this whole thought procession
As you fly off to the plains
Of hail storm insanity
The drama that makes you worst, Weaker
Than ever before

I see you from here to over there
Within the fields of barren care
As you are harvested for lurid deception
In the black and white
Thumping resurgence of putrid allegiance
Washed in the thoughts
Of forgetting your own true identity
Locked in the box of an ignorant destitution
Cloned by the pollution of a soiled illusion

You could not breathe strongly into these very heights
So you let the breathless knock you down
Never taking in these honest words
From the heart of my own integrity
Something I honor to my own death
Something you flung from high above
Only to crash
Creating a hole visible
To the void of all blinding visions

Hearing your modest cries for attention
Then your rejecting mind warping to alienation
Sends tornadoes to this hopeless peripheral tormenting
Over the horizon of a cold shoulder slipping
Crashing down into the middle ground’s manipulation

I loved the paradise of your inner abode
The beauty, The flaws, I loved it all

The multitude of your love
Never even existed
You saw me as the sudden lover
Of a seasonal romancing of dreamy glitches

It never was, So it would never be
All is good
As your spirit is enslaved
While mine is free

What was once painful
Is now the greatest of hope
In the aspirations of all of my dreamy fulfillments

And as I say this all
The truth of the matter is
I hope your life is beyond worth living

I thought I wanted you again
But I only wanted the resurging feelings of being truly loved again
Something I have not felt in what seems a very longtime

I would probably want to be loved again
Someday, Somehow
But for now
Nothing will ever, ever
Weigh me down
Not love, Not anything

I am happy
Just being where I am
In life
I am the master of my own domain
And this makes for a journey ever so worth exploring

Yet, My heart is still open
Exclusively for the one
Who shall open the doors
To the dreams of it’s own epitomized awakening
Into the epiphany of all things natural and internally free

Accept me
For who I am
For I am someone
Who will always do the best
In the honor of your love’s partaking

This is my dream
Would you like to dream with me?




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/24/11

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Beyond the Vision

These tears of mine
Are yours for the taking
Soak them in
And plant a life worthwhile
In the blue visions ahead

This heart of mine
Is open for residence
Come on in
Feel right at home
In the security of an ethereal beating foundation

These dreams are yours
To travel as far as you could ever go
Venture on
Fly higher than ever before

Cry happiness with me
Wash sadness away
Always be one with my heart
As my dreams are made
Exclusively for your spirituality within
For the sacred healing of all past afflictions

Look beyond this flesh
Look deep inside my heart
And you will find my true form
The formation of the freedom
To go wherever you may want to roam

And if you ever feel pain
I will feel pain with you
When you embrace this heart
My soul shall always be
The sky for which you are free to fly into

Just look beyond this flesh
That is all I ever ask of you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/18/11

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Within the Dreams of an Epiphany

Come on, Come on
Your will is strong
Roll with the punches
Express your love in bunches
Be one with life’s longevity

Fight on, Fight on
Make a name for yourself
Through the blood, Sweat and tears
Make a name for yourself
In the personal legacy of your own choosing

Deep into the skies
Dreams can be seen
Save yourself from yourself
Mend the scars of life’s own travesties

Save yourself, From yourself
Become one with inner peace
Travel far and abroad
To beyond anything
You could of ever imagined
All the way to an epic haven within

This is your own personal prophecy

There will be those
Who will crack the codes of your words
As they will embrace you
Reaching out for your very heart

Go ahead reach out to theirs
And grab on. Hold on tight
It shall be a smooth ride

Breathe, Breathe
Let it all out
Cry the inner turmoil away
Wash your tears with hope
Rejoice in a brand new day

This is me, This is you
Together we will break the shackles
Of the anxiety that has enslaved us

Trust me, Trust you
And together
We shall live a life of meaning
In an all aspiring journey anew

Love me, I love you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/17/11

Friday, May 13, 2011

Aqua Dreams

Blue and green
Turn to aqua dreams
Blessed upon the satin skies
Crimson morning
And the cloud covered sun
Makes for an epic salvation
In the arms of a delightful epiphany

The skies they cry
To the oceans in-between
An island of beauty
A Peninsula of dreams
Together as one
In pure intercontinental unity

When I am awake
Everything seems so far away
When I slumber
Everything is within my grasp
Holding onto the hopes of the night
For the direction of a beautiful journey ahead

On my way through
To a majestic realm
On fate’s right hand
As I am left
Looking up into the sky in anticipation

Searching, Searching
Destination aqua dreams
Sharing raindrop ambitions
In an air born salvation
Cleansing all downward emotions

Oh. How I had this vision
This very vision
Where the sad becomes happy
And the hopeless romantics finally embrace
In the celebration of all things beautiful and serene

If this was just a coincidence
Then why does the sky
Pull me into the presence of pure serenity?

If I ask enough
Shall I receive?
Blue and green
Celebrating aqua dreams

Could it happen?
Will it happen?

These dreams
For once, For this very instance
Have to come true
So this heart can flow
To the beauty of a magical fantasy
Where all ambitions shall come to fruition

Oh, Will this be the story
The true story
For which these dreams shall finally become real?

Dreams, For once I trust you
Please, Don’t let me down
Fly me high
Upon the essence of a heartfelt journey
To the beginning of a graceful evolution
Of a love finally being secure and finally intact

I know who you are
I know you know who I am
Hold out your arms
And let me fly straight into your heart

If only I had enough
To carry on these priceless dreams
So enriched, So enduring
In the security of what could be achieved

I love you
Do you love me?
If so
I am ready to help fulfill our dreams

Aqua makes for eternal comfort
In the basking of a secured fantasy

Live, Laugh, Love, Embrace, Indulge
As we become finally as one
In the unified discovery of our own personal history

As blue and green
Turns to aqua dreams



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/12/11

Monday, May 9, 2011

Poetic Salvation

When alone
Feeling left out in the cold
I have words, Words
Within this heart’s hopeful burning
Canalizing these thick dramatic sensations

Loneliness can kill
A dream within a soul
Rendering it out of control
By words
Passionate words forming
Into the imagery of emotional transcendence
Flying up upon the clouds of gray harbored confessions

Rain, Rain
Tears falling down
Upon the paper’s inking welcome
Amassed by enduring confessions
Where ink and paper unite
For creative salvation

Oh, Not all important words are published
Some even take years to be noticed
While others are wound up being unnoticed
Becoming a remanence of a distant memory
Or perhaps clarity for better days ahead
In the heart’s blueprint of self reassurance

Ah, This is my testimony
My outreached cries of emotions
The scream that screams from these eyes
Traveling to the muse of my own design

My love, My passion
Shall forever live on
Even if it hurts me badly
These words shall personally live strong

And when my body dies and withers away
These words shall empower this legacy
Even if I was to be unnoticed
This shall always be my identity
My history of life within
The marking of my own traditional off springing

My call, My everything
Shall be eternal in this spirit
Either if I dwell in forgotten tragedy
Or bask in my own personal history
I shall always be proud of what I have done

It’s all up to me to make my own peace
Within the graces of my own harmony
As every last part of this creativity
Will always be the essence that makes me be
That makes me bleed, Diligently

Do I take it way too serious?
Perhaps, But when someone takes pride in something
It becomes everything they would want it to be
In the hopeful encounters of a ever longing dream

Sung, Unsung
I shall always have fame within
In the humble humility
Of my own soul searching
In the grasping of my own higher learning

Poetic salvation
Now that is my religion


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/9/11

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Love is my Religion

Love is my religion
I preach it strongly within
Motivating myself
To prophesize
The pure essence
Of what it truly is

Oh, How this heart and mind fought
At times one becomes weaker than the other
One massing the other
Making my existence
A paradox within

Yet, I smile realizing
How they will unite in the end
Rejoicing with each other
In the basking of a heart filled
Mindful journey
In the ambitions of love’s epically famed glory

Love is my religion
At times I admit in becoming a non believer
Not believing in the teachings
Of those who stood before me
In the times
Love seemed more prevalent

But I always end up celebrating love diligently
As the very tradition keeps pulling me in
Floating on a heart shaped epiphany
Looking over the horizon
Fighting the shyness that plagues me

So passionate I am
Yet, being quiet it never shows
No more fears, No more hiding these feelings
Got to try and try again
Till all is accomplished

Love is my religion
These epic dreams
Are the bible of these hopes
The old dreary testament gone
As the new positive one shall begin

Oh, How I want to be a prophet
A prophet of love
Sharing these feelings with another
As we both become prophets of love

My love shall be ever giving
As our hearts shall soar
To the highest skies above

My love shall be ever giving
In the glory of a warm hearted soul

Love to me
Is the religion of all religions
As we are all prophets
In the grace of it’s very presence

My love is yours
As pure as the virgin skies above
Ever giving
In all new journeys ahead

I love you

My heart , My love shall be ever giving
Ever more, Always and forever to beyond
The limits of anything imaginable

Love is my religion
I shall never let this very hope of mine go away
There shall be no ending in sight
As this journey shall always be continued



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/5/11

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Prove Me Wrong

Prove me wrong
Would you please
Show me true love exists
Show me it’s everlasting bliss
Show me it’s not too dyslexic and quick
Just give me all the proof I need

All alone
But that is ok
I have these thoughts
And dreams that keeps these ambitions awake

Silent lips
Made for love’s grace
For a shinning face
Molded from the stars above

Why are you so afraid?
Do I scare you that much?
Am I a freak of nature?
Tell me what I did
To prove those logics?

Spinning inside my mind
Thoughts that end up spiraling away
Into a paradox, A fragmented state
A perplexing creation
Made of redundant familiarities

So how could I ever trust your words?
Been there, Done that
Heard it all before
As my heart has
The battle scars to prove it

So again prove me wrong
Change the tune of this ever repeating song
Or I shall stay gone, As I am
No longer desperate for love’s affection

Why should I grovel
To something that leaves me out in the cold?

I am getting too old for this game
As all love should be for real

I have survived
And so has my will

My heart is young and alive
And it will never be killed

Just prove me wrong
That is all I ask of you


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/3/11