These eyes nocturnal
To brightly lit lights
Pondering dreams
Calming this swollen heart
For just this very moment
Of Recluse location
Seeing them all
Strangers far and away
Walking in slow motion
Against the static blurs
Of fates paralleled emission
Sleep becoming feasible
Dreams becoming worthwhile
Nightmares coincide with fantasy
Pictures of denial
Painting these legs restless
As these eyes sink under
What is the prognosis of transplanting time?
Can I not be free through the balance of longevity?
Oh, The empty miles this spirit has roamed
Ashamed to even cope
With the haunting of my own soul
Till the outward Phantoms
Eat the inner parts of my own reality
Ah, Nothing fits
Like pushing boulders
Into marbled sized holes
I may be big
Yet, I am not whole
This life seeks adventure
For this I must flow
Into the deep end of opportunity
Where I am still afraid to swim
These small astigmatic eyes
Torched by light
These ears become deafer
As time parlays this current momentum
I don’t choose to die but live
Yet, I cannot tell the difference anymore
Still, I smile gracefully
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/30/10
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Diseased Love
Dedicated to those who go relationship to relationship or go with someone and break up to only keep doing this all so many times and to those who brag and brag and brag about how great the love you have is to only get dumped not long after or endure the pain of them treating you badly because of your huge pride issue. This is dedicated to you!
Love becoming diseased
Spreading upon innocent minds
Corrupting beauty
Poisoned by the smiles of beaming strychnine
Behold the new age of romance
Plagues of misery
Yet, So many say all is well
By trying to prove their love is true
Wearing their partner like a badge
As if they were royalty
Invisible crowns wore proud
Yet, in reality dunce hats for them the fools
Ah, Moldy kisses touching
Toxic encounters below
Puppets dragged into hypocrisy
Rejoicing in a whole new low
And when they get dumped
They look for the same type of infection
All to relive barren dreams
Locking themselves in Pandora’s box
Dying each day deliberately
Ah, Drama is brain fodder
All becomes edible for the dogs of scorn
As love becomes the suicide
Flushed down by the despicable proud
The ones the very disciples of disillusion look up to
Ah, And The Rat Gods
tell the self proclaimed superior minds to jump
As they ask their masters how high?
Stop spreading such grief to your own sickly cause
Welcome to the in thing, Diseased love
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/24/10
Love becoming diseased
Spreading upon innocent minds
Corrupting beauty
Poisoned by the smiles of beaming strychnine
Behold the new age of romance
Plagues of misery
Yet, So many say all is well
By trying to prove their love is true
Wearing their partner like a badge
As if they were royalty
Invisible crowns wore proud
Yet, in reality dunce hats for them the fools
Ah, Moldy kisses touching
Toxic encounters below
Puppets dragged into hypocrisy
Rejoicing in a whole new low
And when they get dumped
They look for the same type of infection
All to relive barren dreams
Locking themselves in Pandora’s box
Dying each day deliberately
Ah, Drama is brain fodder
All becomes edible for the dogs of scorn
As love becomes the suicide
Flushed down by the despicable proud
The ones the very disciples of disillusion look up to
Ah, And The Rat Gods
tell the self proclaimed superior minds to jump
As they ask their masters how high?
Stop spreading such grief to your own sickly cause
Welcome to the in thing, Diseased love
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/24/10
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
This Heart has Vision
Oh, How I tried and tried and tried
To come into your heart
It was slammed, Crowded
I could not even wait in your veins
My darling I hate crowds
Mostly ones so loud and phony
Cannot wait this long for your attention
I just don’t have it in me
I know you mean well
Yet, You do come off to me
As a Woman who needs a whole lot of attention
More than I could ever give “Even at 100%”
Striking down your own character
Subliminally metaphorically lusting
Over indulged gratifications
I cared, Always did and still do
But darling, When have you come to me?
Said anything?, Did anything?
Princess I am not a neglected dog
Who howls for attention
That is just not me
Oh, How I wrote you poems, Silence
I said I would do what I can for your happiness, Silence
I waited for you to respond. Silence
And you damn near broke my heart in two
But now, Like a fool I await
To hear your very words
Are you afraid?
Then why does this world know your pain?
I am not like them
So proud I am, to be different
And never turning myself into a puppet
To the all time worst ego feeding game
You know it could of never been this way
Yet, If you actually come and talk to me
Perhaps something can still be done
Just know this
I will never be one of those phony guys
Who do their best to impress you
I will always just be myself
And that I take great pride in
Come in or go away, Your choice
I will no longer beg
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/22/10
To a point kind of fiction but I tweeked this I on purpose wanted to make it with the vocabulary and atmoshpere it has. Perhaps a little cluelesness with some sarcasm as well as attitude perhaps. I wanted a multi layer of the meaning of this write.
To come into your heart
It was slammed, Crowded
I could not even wait in your veins
My darling I hate crowds
Mostly ones so loud and phony
Cannot wait this long for your attention
I just don’t have it in me
I know you mean well
Yet, You do come off to me
As a Woman who needs a whole lot of attention
More than I could ever give “Even at 100%”
Striking down your own character
Subliminally metaphorically lusting
Over indulged gratifications
I cared, Always did and still do
But darling, When have you come to me?
Said anything?, Did anything?
Princess I am not a neglected dog
Who howls for attention
That is just not me
Oh, How I wrote you poems, Silence
I said I would do what I can for your happiness, Silence
I waited for you to respond. Silence
And you damn near broke my heart in two
But now, Like a fool I await
To hear your very words
Are you afraid?
Then why does this world know your pain?
I am not like them
So proud I am, to be different
And never turning myself into a puppet
To the all time worst ego feeding game
You know it could of never been this way
Yet, If you actually come and talk to me
Perhaps something can still be done
Just know this
I will never be one of those phony guys
Who do their best to impress you
I will always just be myself
And that I take great pride in
Come in or go away, Your choice
I will no longer beg
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/22/10
To a point kind of fiction but I tweeked this I on purpose wanted to make it with the vocabulary and atmoshpere it has. Perhaps a little cluelesness with some sarcasm as well as attitude perhaps. I wanted a multi layer of the meaning of this write.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
The Fury Tale of Forgotten Sorrow
Heart confined
Loneliness, Silence
No love in site
Depravation mulls over
The wanting of another
With dreams fully massed
Blackened to the core
It’s me, All me
Self chastised in exuberate mode
Unsocial ghostly Butterfly
Flying incognito
Within the winds of regret
Feeling ugly, Fermented
Tattered and torn
Prince of oblivion
Standing by my gravestone
So deliberate in this personal mourning
An Enigma, A creature
Stirring alone
From this paltry existence
Into a large Ghostly form
Ah, Devious loving calamity
Phantom curved facial roam
Burnt flowers, Bridges and trees
Home sweltering Home
Spreading necrosis to these eyes
Foreign to the norm
Macabre intuition
Retched thoughts, Mental storm
As this mind loses the battle for sanity
Nothing makes sense anymore
In this chaos breeding catastrophe
A nursery rhyme of death’s fidelity
Repeating in my head
Ugly can be beautiful
In the eyes of dread
My existence a persistent funeral
In the shadows of perished love
Where I feel gloriously enigmatically fine
Now darkness shall be my enduring plight
Only in fire it shall ever shine
My name is, Forgotten
The sorrow of all mankind
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/10
Loneliness, Silence
No love in site
Depravation mulls over
The wanting of another
With dreams fully massed
Blackened to the core
It’s me, All me
Self chastised in exuberate mode
Unsocial ghostly Butterfly
Flying incognito
Within the winds of regret
Feeling ugly, Fermented
Tattered and torn
Prince of oblivion
Standing by my gravestone
So deliberate in this personal mourning
An Enigma, A creature
Stirring alone
From this paltry existence
Into a large Ghostly form
Ah, Devious loving calamity
Phantom curved facial roam
Burnt flowers, Bridges and trees
Home sweltering Home
Spreading necrosis to these eyes
Foreign to the norm
Macabre intuition
Retched thoughts, Mental storm
As this mind loses the battle for sanity
Nothing makes sense anymore
In this chaos breeding catastrophe
A nursery rhyme of death’s fidelity
Repeating in my head
Ugly can be beautiful
In the eyes of dread
My existence a persistent funeral
In the shadows of perished love
Where I feel gloriously enigmatically fine
Now darkness shall be my enduring plight
Only in fire it shall ever shine
My name is, Forgotten
The sorrow of all mankind
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/20/10
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Consumed By Confusion
Will you remember me
If I was gone for just a second?
Mystery of life
Sacrificial thoughts
Banging my head against the wall
Trying to recoup
Capture the sparkle
I have only dreamed having
Living this life
The best I can
Hate to complain
But what is wrong with me?
Never made any kind of impact
So much love within these dreams
Yet, Everything is never what it seems
Life carving malicious forgery
Yet, It is I who is to blame
Dead silence, The veil of shame
What will I be remembered for?
Till now and beyond
Must fight on strong
Never giving up
In the pursue of a better life
I just want one thing from you
Please remember me
Hate living alone
Thoughts seem to make me feel at home
Pondering on and on
Wondering what planet I am from
Because I feel so different
From everyone else
Do you remember me?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/10
If I was gone for just a second?
Mystery of life
Sacrificial thoughts
Banging my head against the wall
Trying to recoup
Capture the sparkle
I have only dreamed having
Living this life
The best I can
Hate to complain
But what is wrong with me?
Never made any kind of impact
So much love within these dreams
Yet, Everything is never what it seems
Life carving malicious forgery
Yet, It is I who is to blame
Dead silence, The veil of shame
What will I be remembered for?
Till now and beyond
Must fight on strong
Never giving up
In the pursue of a better life
I just want one thing from you
Please remember me
Hate living alone
Thoughts seem to make me feel at home
Pondering on and on
Wondering what planet I am from
Because I feel so different
From everyone else
Do you remember me?
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/10
Monday, June 7, 2010
Blue Stars
Far away, Far away
Two blue stars
Shinning so magically
Sparkling into this heart of mine
Into these dreams
Love can be seen
Stronger than ever
A bond so exhilarating
So far, Yet, So Close
Oh, My love, Dream love
I can feel your presence
Smell your flesh
Touch your aura
As if you were right here with me
Ah, Beauty, Sweet romance
You have me in a trance
Mesmerized by your existence
So close, Yet, So far
Blue stars
Join me, Join me
In the essence of love
As we defy limits
So far. Yet, So close
Come close
Or meet me in-between
May our love be powerful
In the basking of a new found journey
Four blue stars
Living in a dream beyond a dream
So close, Yet, So far
Yet, Soon I feel so deeply we will be the talk of the skies
So close, Yet, So far
Your distance is so near and dear to me
As I look up and see your beautiful blue eyes
Basking in the future so brightly lit
My Love, May our adventure begin
Four blue eyes living in magical harmony
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/7/10
Two blue stars
Shinning so magically
Sparkling into this heart of mine
Into these dreams
Love can be seen
Stronger than ever
A bond so exhilarating
So far, Yet, So Close
Oh, My love, Dream love
I can feel your presence
Smell your flesh
Touch your aura
As if you were right here with me
Ah, Beauty, Sweet romance
You have me in a trance
Mesmerized by your existence
So close, Yet, So far
Blue stars
Join me, Join me
In the essence of love
As we defy limits
So far. Yet, So close
Come close
Or meet me in-between
May our love be powerful
In the basking of a new found journey
Four blue stars
Living in a dream beyond a dream
So close, Yet, So far
Yet, Soon I feel so deeply we will be the talk of the skies
So close, Yet, So far
Your distance is so near and dear to me
As I look up and see your beautiful blue eyes
Basking in the future so brightly lit
My Love, May our adventure begin
Four blue eyes living in magical harmony
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/7/10
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