Aeon of Re Ana Motions

Open up this sarcophagus
Become my sweet Necromancer of light
Bring forth magic to this misery
Bring me back to life

Starred long and hard at emptiness
Till these eyes dilated demise
Killed myself over and over again
To only organize this inner pandemonium

Oh, Do you see me behind broken mirrors?
Streaming out blood acrylic cries?
Singing with empty octaves?
To a tune in the deadened air of time?

Ah, A cryptic message comes out
Secretively I fight
Trying to make my voice be heard
Hieroglyphic memoirs making my mind ignite

Words to myself
Keeping them so far away
Burying them in a forgotten tomb
In a dimension no one could ever find

But, I do want to be found
Please, Discover my own existence
Raise this soul beyond oblivion
And then bury this soul
Into the depths of post mortem recreation

And then love shall become mine

Hybrid living
By the death of my own design


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/28/10

Shinning Mindfully at a Billion Miles Per Second

New air to these lungs
Waking upon day dream sighs
Frosty prickled nails
Scratching against the grain
And all the way through strife

Conquered emotions resting at ease
Riddled meek sublime
Problematic assumptions foiled
And for the time being
So is my demise

Seeing a carbon copied society
Mirroring each others lines
Male species with skin lusting greed
Making me laugh
Till I cry

Seeing fake character
So graced and pathetically revered
Words being emotively wrongly expressed
Only to be disguised
As many voices
So sweet and sincere

Once these thoughts of mine roamed everywhere
Sickened by pauper egomaniacal blurs
Sadness, Anger and emptiness
Creating no action
Making me hide
Into the shadows of an imaginary world

Cannot be negative or shy anymore
Thinking of love’s savory grasp
Writing my heart out
So any sorrow ahead
Goes into the archives of a forgetting past

The future I must behold
Striving for major change
Full of peaceful fight
As I mark the beginning
Of a new era of my own self reassurance

With love I take flight
To rewrite the history of me
Into a nexus of serenity
Where happiness makes me believe

Going to fall in love someday
Nothing shall stop me again
Negativity get out of my way
It is time for me to shine



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/26/10

Dreaming of Holding You

How I dream
Oh, How I dream of holding you tight
Us snuggling for comfort
On a cold frigid night

Ah, Envisioning our bodies heating up
As our slumbering chilling bones ignite
Warming up as one
In a love inclined salvation
As I snuggly hold you tight

Ah, Sharing your air with mine
Breathing in paradise
Hearts beating as one
In love’s everlasting sublime
Heating each other on a cold frigid night

Conjoining our passion
Through Joyful prophesized love

Our faces beam so gracefully
In such a poetic gleaming utopia
As I snuggly hold you tight

And when you get too warm
I shall let you go

And when you are shivering and need attention
I will always warm you up again

Oh, These arms will always blanket you

So my love press yourself onto me
And feel this heart
As it pumps the dreams
We could both make come true

Ah, yes, Time for these dreams to become fulfilled

Darling, My love, I dearly gratefully love you



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/19/10

My Enclosed Admiration

Over the mountains
Amongst the fog
On top of rocky beaches
I dream to be

Into the arms of grace
A shining realm
An unforgettable place
Where beauty lies ever so supple
I dream to be

Ah, Smiling with such exhilarating goose bumps
Feeling ever so warmly inside
Hopeful ambitions
Coming so gracefully alive

Eyes glide open
Looking up to the skies
Reign of happy cries
Shortening the long distance ahead

Fantasizing away
Skies no longer grey
Back again
Surges of love
Visualizes this very body

Ah, Waking up with hope
Seizing these epic dreams
Gratifying such beaming prospects
As if all were eternally living inside
A masterpiece of artistic tapestry

Believing again
This prized fight begins
For a heart
So pure of love’s anticipation

No matter what
This presence be known
Within myself
However far
I shall call my home
Air to earth
Lovely formation
Prospering situation

Oh, How I fantasize
Of a future
Encrypted with golden endeavors

Now that would be the beginning
Of such a peaking state
Minds open for a fresh new start
As two hearts become united
In a ring of desire

Oh, May our dreams
Start reigning on…..




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/13/10

Reaching Out

These arms reach out
As far as they can go
Over the edge of your heart
Where I would be destined to fall

Trying so hard
To say “I am here!”
Screaming it out loud and clear
But silence you can only hear

Oh, Love is my strength
Feeling weak and despaired
Wondering, Wishing to be alive
Instead feeling dead and bare

Still, Even now I dedicate
My whole existence to love

Oh, You can call me a fool
But still here I sit
As one of the lonely bearers
Of this very cause

And if you have no loving feelings
Can you at the least be my friend?
I can accept that
Never want it all to end

Just, Please don’t leave
It becomes too redundant
All over again

I truly love you
Do you truly love me?

Reaching out
Please, Never let me fall again



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/10/10

Plagiarizers of Love

Plagiarizers of love
How sick and vile
You must feel
Going on about nothing
As if it was real

Fictional deviants
How must you keep on?
Keeping them all fooled
Your verses become scrolled curses
And your heart becomes skewed

Oh, Satisfy them all
How dearly they need their fix
Attention costs a might toll
Whore yourself for the thrill

Eyes are meant to deceive
A blockade hiding empty hearts
Souls programmed to promote sleaze
Deemed marionettes
For the puppeteers never ending embark

Oh, I cannot live in these times
So please something, Someone take me away
To another world. Another realm
Or even to an early grave

At least I shall finally
Rest in peace

And these words non fictional
In this fictitious world

Metaphorically dead
Now that is living!



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/6/10

Misanthropically Informed

Misanthropic talons carry me to oblivion


Seeing the world
For what it is
Lust filled marked beauty
Striving for attention
All for wrong reasons
In the hunt for suck sex

Ah, Look at those eyes gleaming
At such starry visions reflecting flesh
It’s all that matters
To their own greedy minds
As they become fixated
With pictorials not substance

Fame, Sweet fame with only one cost
The selling of skin
Packaged, Signed, Sealed and delivered
For all to revel, For all to enjoy

Sorry I tend to look within
Never knew you lived on the outside
So, I have to say my goodbyes
Because I am not like that

Oblivion is better than this
At least it’s for real

Flying in the abyss of fake carnal knowledge
Defecating every last feeling I have ever had before
As I wonder, do we all live in a realm of a fictional reality?

In the end
I would rather fall from grace
Than from hope

Thank you for the ride Lady Misanthropic

This world seems to become worst with each day passing by



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/4/10

No Title Recommended

Silence dreaded silence
A stab to my heart
Stunned in the grasp of bitter coldness
As I swim in subliminal lime

Please, Say your mind
I am not a Ghost, Or am I?
Feeling dead, Feeling dread
But who cares
Just a melodramatic fool right?, Wrong?, Wrong?, Wrong!!!!

All I ask
All I ask
Is acknowledgement
No matter
How brutally honest it may be

Damn it
I am human
Or am I?
What planet am I from?

Simple words
Simple write
Just confused
And questioning this very life

If you are comfortable with me dead
I will make it happen
Just not literally, But of course

Yet, At least death always made me feel alive

This is not to one
But many
Who will never read this at all
Or even understand

But who would understand me anyways?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/3/10