Pandora's Purgatory

Crossover to the realm of death
Swim in blood lusting flesh unsetting
Tortured minds incoherent
Black augmented Fantasia
With the sounds of Grim aspirations

Keep dying in death
Mountains of bones unsettling
Crushing dreams once fulfilled
Fantasy once misanthropically revealed
But now nothing but suffer entailed scenes
Unbeknownst to anything living

Ah, This place not hell
But more unpredictable
Such frustrations, Mental pillaging
Within clueless battering by calamities
Caused onto foreign self obliged incarnations

But they all foolishly rejoice
In pain, In pleasure
Haunting minds of the living
Finding sanity by their insanity
Clinging to bad memories
Instead of peace and love

Oh, Easily recruiting the hopeless
Who arrive empty
Whom never come to terms
With their own demise

Oh, flesh oppressed, Bleed unto us
Relinquish happy thoughts
Kill hope, As it ceased to ever exist

Hatred, Jealousy, Darkness, Despair
Spread it all at will
For it is not us who kill
But those who do onto others
In genocidal egotistical ways, You

Oh, This place
How strong it gets
The more violence the better
Blessed by our own blackened hearts
Owned by our savior, Oblivion

We are the taunting abyss, The inferior enigma
That shall grow more powerful with each mortal morsel day

Oh, Thank you
For being such a violent race
Man slime inclined to decline
As darkness shall cometh with haste

And that is the gospel
Of a new oppressive movement
As our chapter of existence
Has been written by the aspiration
Of your own dread

Amen



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/31/09

Love's Infernal Internal Dirge

Satin sheets on my mind
Lonely flesh intertwined
Longing for celebration
Romantically inclined
Two lovers peak
In a heart shaped fantasy

Oh, Lip flavored sultry kisses
Sweet romance at it’s sublime
Moist suction, Lasting memories
Bodies surging, Oh, It’s been so long
As if a lifetime passed on

Silky sweating bodies
Sliding around
So tender, So aspiring
Lover’s moaning
Gliding atop nature’s exhilarating course….

Woke up, Just a fairytale dream
Tied, Bound, Stuck
On top this bed of razors
Crushing in
Impaled, Expelled
By the dark Cupid’s poisonous arrows
Creating the sharpness
Of this strife

Nothing here
But lost memories
Of touching, Of feeling
Of eyes locked as one

Oh, How I dream
Of a love that is real

Nail worn sheets
Lips swollen over
Stinging dry body
With a heart beating
Dirge internal infernal

Oh, Does it have to end this way?

I can see the light, I can see hope
But can she?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/22/09

Love's Sharp Impaling Edge

On love’s edge I plead
If not grace me
Numb my whole body
Take away these feelings
Just vanquish all agony
All the while this heart slowly beats

No one can understand
This pain that preys
Mental thresholds enduring
In this whole existence
Where tears become ghosts
Haunting inside my mind’s subliminal design

Never good enough
Unqualified for touch
Secure feelings
All just a distant mirage
Flying on wings of an albatross
That wraps around this very neck
As loneliness spreads it’s misery

Confusion, What is next?
Been awhile
Cannot understand
Why such strong passion
For something that ceases to exist?

Oh, On love’s edge I plea
Look within me
Cure these alienated scars
Please, Save me

Love, Please
Make me feel complete



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/20/09

Journey for Hope

Lull’s lullaby
Of certain grand modifications
Spirit led flying
Across plains
Made of astral light visions
Reaching high
Amongst these fairy tales
Created by dreams never-ending solutions

Oh, songs of golden dream catchers
Chime, Chimes inside
Beating with this ever pounding heart
Where strings lead
Into these veins, Untamed
Amongst smiling faces
Uninhibited by eyes incarnations

Falling, Then flying
Flying then soaring
Coming down
Like a shooting star
Landing on these feet
Striving for a new beginning

Oh, As I live on
Shall this continue?
These feelings
To a new familiar rhapsody?

Oh, Please, Take this heart
Let us make sweet sweet music
Upon a new age awakening
Where peace and prosperity become reality

Oh, I need to stop being so scared
And realize these dreams can exist
All for a better tomorrow

Lull me soundly asleep
To the security of a golden sky salvation
Come fly with me
As we take flight internally
Oh, There is no limits
Of where we can go
As our hearts and even our souls
Reign on

Just please
Open the box for which is me
Oh, How I am sick of living
Inside this mind

Help?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/18/09

Here is to Guile Riddled Ventures

Shyness is defense
Wanting offense
Sickle cold shoulder
Shredding out despair

Oh, Once upon foreign times
Laid helpless dreams
Becoming better
Only to crash slouching down

Withering the attack
Defense’s startling fall
Opening heart
For stars ahead
Onto newfound journeys ode abode

Sullen memories, Slowly evaporating
All nevermore, Slush
Accustoming the power within
Modest shrine of a personal Genesis
On this merit
For in the beginning Omega
Where Alpha ends completely

Yeah, That is what I keep reiterating
While laying within leg crazed insomnia
Running mental miles of shallow sleep

Yet, I still keep my head up high
Ascertain for answers
Of where I would be without hope

I do however
Always try to ride the bad out
So the good can always be everlasting

Wish this social phobia
Would just cease to exist
To never come back
Dying on it’s one last breath

But for now I do have my dreams
And that keeps me going
To the prospects of what lies ahead
Where the desolation of my shyness becomes obsolete

And then world get ready for me

Here is to guile led ventures
In the basking of a formable pinnacle


Yes, Then I will finally be complete




Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/17/09

My Passionate Plea to Consistency

Silence, Void filling in
No breath, No taste
Just emptiness
Stoic coldness in the air

Alone, Thoughts sail on
Overcoming these odds
Staying strong

Oh, This mind, Imagination
At times is all I have
Nothing to touch, Hold
Nothing to grasp
Yet, I know I am loved

But it’s hard you see
Want, Need simplicity

Security, Balance, Trust
Please never leave

Judge, Vanquish me not please
Believe in all I do
Because in the end
I do it all for you

Consistency, Please be consistent with me



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/8/09

Flying to Uncharted Territories

Transform me
Into a soul flying high
With heart shaped wings
Soaring with the clouds
Where judgment ceases to exist
Upon never ending dreams
Made for all to enjoy

Oh, Let me embellish
The essential beauty of life
Inner salvations of bliss filled ambitions
Flying to uncharted territories
Where all are welcomed to join

Ah, This soul
This very soul
Let them see the real me
Never taking for granted
This very existence
As they take in the grace of their own shared legacy

Can they gander into this soul?
Please let them see
Believe in me
Oh, Heart never be afraid
To fly unlimited heights
All for those who want to dream

Thinking of a loving utopia
In the nature of life itself
In the center realm
Of a grand artistically beaming Shangri-La
While always being unified in great harmony

Oh, In the grace of our free existence
May the rest of these years be golden

So all in all I ask you
Will you fly to uncharted territories with me?



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/6/09

Shrieking out with Heart Shaped Spears

Once, Perhaps even now?
A casualty of love
Ridden on false hope
Undecided intentions
And mysterious brown peek indignations
Crowning invisible wounds
On top of this passionate heart

Rented or played
Suckered by Cupid’s Dynamite laden arrow
Exploding into this heart
Erupting organic shrapnel soaring
Up into this mind
Causing once paranoid thoughts
As love made me feel
Like it’s enemy
All for no reason at all

But, Now I fight
Putting the pieces back together
All in the name of real love
No matter how and what I am
This existence shall be accepted
As will the true nature of my heart

In the never end
Patience and virtue shall always be by my side



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
10/1/09