Consumed By Confusion

Will you remember me
If I was gone for just a second?

Mystery of life
Sacrificial thoughts
Banging my head against the wall
Trying to recoup
Capture the sparkle
I have only dreamed having

Living this life
The best I can
Hate to complain
But what is wrong with me?
Never made any kind of impact

So much love within these dreams
Yet, Everything is never what it seems
Life carving malicious forgery
Yet, It is I who is to blame
Dead silence, The veil of shame
What will I be remembered for?

Till now and beyond
Must fight on strong
Never giving up
In the pursue of a better life

I just want one thing from you
Please remember me
Hate living alone
Thoughts seem to make me feel at home

Pondering on and on
Wondering what planet I am from
Because I feel so different
From everyone else

Do you remember me?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/17/10

Blue Stars

Far away, Far away
Two blue stars
Shinning so magically
Sparkling into this heart of mine

Into these dreams
Love can be seen
Stronger than ever
A bond so exhilarating
So far, Yet, So Close

Oh, My love, Dream love
I can feel your presence
Smell your flesh
Touch your aura
As if you were right here with me

Ah, Beauty, Sweet romance
You have me in a trance
Mesmerized by your existence
So close, Yet, So far

Blue stars
Join me, Join me
In the essence of love
As we defy limits

So far. Yet, So close

Come close
Or meet me in-between
May our love be powerful
In the basking of a new found journey

Four blue stars
Living in a dream beyond a dream
So close, Yet, So far

Yet, Soon I feel so deeply we will be the talk of the skies

So close, Yet, So far
Your distance is so near and dear to me
As I look up and see your beautiful blue eyes
Basking in the future so brightly lit

My Love, May our adventure begin

Four blue eyes living in magical harmony



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
6/7/10

Building a Constellation for Love

Passion aligns the new stars sublime
As I dream upon the greatest relationship
A unity of natural harmony

Ah, Higher I envision prospecting stars
Of a near future acceptance
Where this sentimental heart
And this unique mind
Unwinds into her ever treasured soul
Becoming a haven
A utopia to be discovered
By the very bond of us

Miles upon miles
Beyond the furthest reaches galore
Feeling adored, Respected
As the locals walk by
Looking past my very humbled ambitions

Ah, In the midst of these dreams
I am a nomad of love
Traveling to the edges of this world
Looking to the stars
To point the way to love’s salvation
Defending myself from anxiety’s dreary abyss

And if I shall fall down into the pit of self doubt
I shall climb back up, Dust myself off
And walk on even stronger
Becoming a better person within myself

Oh, My Love, My admiration
The dreams of dreams
May our bond map our stars
Into a future of epic sublime

As we keep building on
To our own constellation
Shaped in the mold of our unified hearts
Where there is no end to our journey
Into the grace of everlasting love


Beauty, My love, My home sweet home
May our eternal dreams come true



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/28/10

My Glorious Endeavor

My Venus falling off the scales of regret
Gasping for air
Needing fire to regenerate
As pastel green turns turquoise
And Copper burns into an alien like tin

Mindful and ready
Yet, Cannot have it
Even though I taste it
Feel it, Breathe it
Embellish it, Embrace it
Know it, Relate with it
I cannot have it

It still treats me as a stranger

Oh, Such passionate love
In this ever running blood
Flows to empty seclusions
So far away, Far away
Love, The trickiest illusion
Harmed by the magicians aristocratic ways

Caught in space, No sound, No motion
Frigid from Jupiter’s cold shoulders
As the arrow of time
Shoots my heart into oblivion

Still, I bare it all
Feelings and mindful expressions
All for love, All for the one
Who shall lift me amongst her most epic stars

With this pain
With this agony
I will become stronger than ever
As fate grabs my hand
And flies me into it’s beautiful heart
Rendering me lucky to be in this moment

Now I am recreated in an astral divine
Reincarnated from all loving things
That balances this aura of mine

And in this endless journey
I am my own sublime
As the universe aligns
In such compatible harmony

Welcome to my glorious endeavor



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/23/10

The Uncharted Epiphany

Far away, Far astray
My pale lover, So far away

I can feel you, Smell you, Taste you
So far away

Sweet sounds of melody
Fiery tress reign
Bright eyes untamed
Dreams too high to reach

Far away, Far astray
My pale lover, So far away

Cleansing this heart with hope
Lovesick for the ultimate antidote
Ghost of her soul attached
To my heart of woeful sentiments

Under the radiant moon
Upon wishing to a shooting star
Pleading for wings to fly
To the furthest reaches of her mind

Far away, Can feel you
Far away, Can smell you
Far away, Can taste you
So far away, So far away

Meet me, Please meet me half way
Into these dreams I plead sincere
Not everyday am I proud to beg
But for this moment I will for you

So close, So dearly close
Breathe this air of mine
Together we shall share our oxygen
As you shall be the wings
To help me fly

Happy ending?, Happy ending?
Let us make it so
As our moment becomes eternal
In the heaven sense of our own divine

Celebration, Celebration
As both our hearts intertwine

Oh, Our love creates a new constellation
Called the blueprint of lovers design



Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/17/10

Fate's Roulette

Blood in the fountain of subliminal séance
Silently slithering dreary midnight skies
Crimson attributes of insanity
Smeared by fixated cries

Ah, The darkness becomes traverse
Malignant to innocent dreams
Capturing all relevance
As irrelevance becomes emotionally acceptable

And all humanity starts turning into creatures
Lurking amongst hidden agenda
Fallowing their master with blind eyes
With deaf ears
They become their own demise

Killing some
Brainwashing others
Creating lines for amusement
Awaiting the next group to defile

Ah, Fate is nothing one should play with
The advantage is always in the dealers hand
If one fallows this cataclysmic ensemble
They will forever be damned

A Phantom, A nothing
No identity at all
Doing all of the bidding
In the name of empty dreams

Oh, You have been forewarned
Live life burden free
Believe in your own identity
Be accepting to all life’s meekest creativities

Blood in the fountain of a subliminal séance
They swim, They drown
Not knowing what they do


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/11/10

Tears from Insomniac Eyes

Taste these tears
They come from insomniac eyes
Tired they have become
Yet, No rest in sight

Watch them little peeks river out
Emotions many could never take
Years of silent words
Calamity on a broken fate

Mirrors become torture
Walls become friends
Hidden within myself
Imagining my life
Coming to an end

Reality hits often
And when it does
It smacks pretty hard
Taking me to lonely endeavors
As I put up a strong guard

Wishing it was different
Fighting with all my might
Battling for a life worth living
Full of positive intuition
In a future that shines so bright

Taste these tears
And wish them a goodnight
May I rest in sound sleep
In the realm of everlasting peace

And when morning comes
I shall awaken
To a brand new hope
In a brand new life

A life that I will never take for granted again
As these tears become full of joy
From a well rested night
Tearing the veil of insomnia’s plight

And now I shall live life to it’s fullest


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
5/3/10