This is long, Long indeed!. It may be way too different for someones taste. I just get bored sometimes and just want to try something different. Well here it is.
A montage of my destruction plays
Grotesque sceneries begin to loom
Stuck inside this soul set ablaze
As pity overshadows this pride’s unforeseeable state
Quickening this impending doom
To the speed of oblivion
Burning flesh
Lava waterfalls of sweat
Unbearable anxiety
Razorblade mentality inspired by calamity
Self seething insights viciously circled
In a crowd of suffocating chaos
Perceived by dreams hung dry
Dyed by the blackness’s deceiving guise
Possession of rhymes wilted deception
Finding the cause of harm
The Even form of society’s design
And then I pray for an uneven up rise
I plead for a dyslexic stand
Creating a path with this ink laden hand
Striving to cause substance of an abnormal cadence
Fueled by the muse in awe of oddity’s even slaying feat
Trying and trying. Fighting with the miles
Till all is completely odd, Evenly dissolved
Astral projection
Flying highly beyond this planetary host
Seeing improvement. Seeing even a smile
Recollected, All should be alright
As dreams become stronger by each day
As I delve deeper in the night
A montage of my happiness plays
Right in front of this oddity’s vision
Soul set free, Full of belief
Winning against my negative self
As pity becomes slowly vanquished by pride
Even dies for the normalcy of it’s blatant tyranny
That tried to make me stand in a slaving line
Soothing sensations, This flesh captivated in relaxation
Feeling a cool gentle breeze kiss upon my skin
Peacefully satisfied, Knocked to these knees
In the new magical kingdom where I am uninhibitedly pleased
Floating above grace
Laughing with joy
Solidifying my beast with beauty
Feeling young again
In the grasp of a nightmare’s dreaming
Being one with myself
Flying for a disenchanting enchantment abnormally achieving
Prayers slowly answered
Blushingly smiling upon the skies
Flying even higher
Well above these once lowered expectations
Another scene of my life ends
Tragedy never breaks but bends
Another venture begins
Strengthening this character for better endeavors
Metaphoric body of armor protecting me from the sword of denial
As I stand on a plateau looking down at my past
Profoundly drenched with my own personal tasks
Blood, sweat and tears I so proudly wear
In the waking hours of my faith repaired
What shall be next?
Producing more confusion
Within the scenes of a blatant illusion
Raw innovation captivated for modest intentions
Rising above these personal challenges
Mentally bending intellect for lasting impressions
This is my life story, Unfinished
Always striving for improvement
Sequels of a recollected amassing
Ethereal lights, Red passions basking
In the green lit hills of visionary grace
Envisions of love self reinventing to a source of exquisite taste
This reflection called my existence
Shall never end
Every fictional/non fictional genre shall rejoice within
Breeding new ventures, Breeding new life
In the musing of this natural nature of unnatural bliss
Imperfect I am
Far from a masterpiece indeed
But flaws are the greatest achievements
For this very character to supersede
All personal expectations
For my love, For my devotion
I shall find some wings
As I learn to fly
On the astral plane for a better tomorrow
Oh, May all of these montages combine
As I help make a difference
To myself and those who care
For the love and honor
In the hopes of everlasting achievements
Growing souls of a heart filled allegiance
Where all will be one with happiness and joy
How is that for a mental picture?
Frustrated yet?
Oh, How I have fun with this simple thing called confusion
Is it real? Or was this all just an illusion?
Who said everything had to make sense anyways?
Here is my angst to the artistic crime lords of life
Do I get an A weird?
My Night Shambles on
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
8/14/11
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Sunday, August 14, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
The Blueprints of my Life
Hey this is sort of long, Yeah just a tad yep just a tad
Chapter 1
Foreign to the world
Of close intentions
Far traveled thoughts
This mind explores different adaptations
Wanting to escape
To another realm
This flesh wanting to
Fall off the map
Of everyday occurrences
Bring the sun
Yet, Over cast the clouds a bit
So I don’t burn
Of scorn torn oblivion
Wind, breathe out happiness
Amongst warm hearted exploration
Unknowingly venture to a new world
Created for inner reflections
Building blocks of mental inceptions
As time stands for something anew
And when all becomes peaceful
This heart shall fly, Shall be released
Feeling safe, Never fearing the heights
Flying higher and higher
Beyond anything ever imagined
No more worries
No more fears
Safely roaming
In a world full of innocence
As I become young again
Inside this very heart
Where this imagination roams free
Chapter 2
Sick of being imprisoned
By my own fears
Yelling out to deafening ears
Hear these ambitions
Come forth to you
Hear me now
Before I close myself again
I’m in love
But with whom?
What is the method
Of these whole hearted feelings?
Come find out
Be my reasoning
Solve this puzzle
Of my soul in chaos
Angel fly, fly
Flutter this heart till relaxation
Where are you?
Where could you be?
It’s hard to love
When a heart becomes empty
Chapter 3
The Changeling of my spirit
Creeps into these very thoughts
Darkened visions of grotesque imagery
Rots this brain into oblivion
In the grasping of a skeletal mountaintop
Climbing up
With this harbored existence
Bones impaling this flesh
Skin shreds into past regression
This self loathed affliction
Begins to have personal morbid self premonitions
This mind loses touch
To mental destruction
This heart has nowhere to go
As this mind takes a life
Of it’s own
This puzzle explodes
Immigrates all over
Residing with no home
Restless and weary
In nomadic emptiness
As this riddle within becomes epidemic
Chapter 4
Staying still
Closing these eyes
Trying to think clearly
Entwined with haste
In the speed of blinking eyes
Touching the stars
So the clouds can cry
Feeling such a peaceful cleansing
An Angelic rose amongst this site
Dew drenched in soothing salvation
Flowing freely for a new adventure
A one way ticket
To a two way show
Dreams of solving these uncertainties
In a cradle filled with bliss
Where life finally becomes fulfilling
For once I love myself
Will you let me love you?
The end is not near
As fear becomes uncertain
Chapter 5
Opening the clouds
So the stars can shine on through
Loving myself, Loving you
Becoming a dual citizen
To the many airs of life
Scented for sweet rejoice
On a passionate fire
That ignites this spirit within
This journey begins, Forevermore
Loving life even more
Not over the top
Not close to the bottom
Just in the middle
Where my humbleness takes center stage
Such happiness in this rejoicing
As long as it becomes noticed
Hear my laughs of joy
As they are open for business
Let us celebrate
Free will with our souls
My love is ever giving, Please never let go
Chapter 6
The sun is here
Over the horizon
Just barely coming through the multi colored clouds
Of a sky high embrace
I saw your face, I saw your face
In this very dream, This epic dream
So beautiful, So serene
Eyes lifted. Opened wide
Feeling reborn. Freedom within
The puzzle back together, solved
This spirit awoken
Walking in the presence of grace
As this heart, Mind and soul
Resides abroad the sky
As these tears drop down with joy
Upon a rose bedded for pure salvation
A golden ticket to a newly cleansed existence
Loving myself in an endless venture
Shinning with the stars
Embracing love’s dual citizenship
As my earnest intentions
Floats through you
Who are you?
It’s for me to know
Never giving up
Never letting go
Chapter 7
This light ever enriching, gifting, uplifting
Beams upon my face
Over the horizon
Upon the land of enchanted grace
If this is all still a mystery
Then perhaps you can tear down these walls
And create a haven
Upon my aura uplifted
Glowing green in a field of dreams
Come inside
May you always feel at home
Please never leave me be
For I shall always be right by your side
These are the chapters
To the blueprints of my life
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/27/11
Chapter 1
Foreign to the world
Of close intentions
Far traveled thoughts
This mind explores different adaptations
Wanting to escape
To another realm
This flesh wanting to
Fall off the map
Of everyday occurrences
Bring the sun
Yet, Over cast the clouds a bit
So I don’t burn
Of scorn torn oblivion
Wind, breathe out happiness
Amongst warm hearted exploration
Unknowingly venture to a new world
Created for inner reflections
Building blocks of mental inceptions
As time stands for something anew
And when all becomes peaceful
This heart shall fly, Shall be released
Feeling safe, Never fearing the heights
Flying higher and higher
Beyond anything ever imagined
No more worries
No more fears
Safely roaming
In a world full of innocence
As I become young again
Inside this very heart
Where this imagination roams free
Chapter 2
Sick of being imprisoned
By my own fears
Yelling out to deafening ears
Hear these ambitions
Come forth to you
Hear me now
Before I close myself again
I’m in love
But with whom?
What is the method
Of these whole hearted feelings?
Come find out
Be my reasoning
Solve this puzzle
Of my soul in chaos
Angel fly, fly
Flutter this heart till relaxation
Where are you?
Where could you be?
It’s hard to love
When a heart becomes empty
Chapter 3
The Changeling of my spirit
Creeps into these very thoughts
Darkened visions of grotesque imagery
Rots this brain into oblivion
In the grasping of a skeletal mountaintop
Climbing up
With this harbored existence
Bones impaling this flesh
Skin shreds into past regression
This self loathed affliction
Begins to have personal morbid self premonitions
This mind loses touch
To mental destruction
This heart has nowhere to go
As this mind takes a life
Of it’s own
This puzzle explodes
Immigrates all over
Residing with no home
Restless and weary
In nomadic emptiness
As this riddle within becomes epidemic
Chapter 4
Staying still
Closing these eyes
Trying to think clearly
Entwined with haste
In the speed of blinking eyes
Touching the stars
So the clouds can cry
Feeling such a peaceful cleansing
An Angelic rose amongst this site
Dew drenched in soothing salvation
Flowing freely for a new adventure
A one way ticket
To a two way show
Dreams of solving these uncertainties
In a cradle filled with bliss
Where life finally becomes fulfilling
For once I love myself
Will you let me love you?
The end is not near
As fear becomes uncertain
Chapter 5
Opening the clouds
So the stars can shine on through
Loving myself, Loving you
Becoming a dual citizen
To the many airs of life
Scented for sweet rejoice
On a passionate fire
That ignites this spirit within
This journey begins, Forevermore
Loving life even more
Not over the top
Not close to the bottom
Just in the middle
Where my humbleness takes center stage
Such happiness in this rejoicing
As long as it becomes noticed
Hear my laughs of joy
As they are open for business
Let us celebrate
Free will with our souls
My love is ever giving, Please never let go
Chapter 6
The sun is here
Over the horizon
Just barely coming through the multi colored clouds
Of a sky high embrace
I saw your face, I saw your face
In this very dream, This epic dream
So beautiful, So serene
Eyes lifted. Opened wide
Feeling reborn. Freedom within
The puzzle back together, solved
This spirit awoken
Walking in the presence of grace
As this heart, Mind and soul
Resides abroad the sky
As these tears drop down with joy
Upon a rose bedded for pure salvation
A golden ticket to a newly cleansed existence
Loving myself in an endless venture
Shinning with the stars
Embracing love’s dual citizenship
As my earnest intentions
Floats through you
Who are you?
It’s for me to know
Never giving up
Never letting go
Chapter 7
This light ever enriching, gifting, uplifting
Beams upon my face
Over the horizon
Upon the land of enchanted grace
If this is all still a mystery
Then perhaps you can tear down these walls
And create a haven
Upon my aura uplifted
Glowing green in a field of dreams
Come inside
May you always feel at home
Please never leave me be
For I shall always be right by your side
These are the chapters
To the blueprints of my life
Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
4/27/11
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