Ode to the Plague Risers of Love

Be the morphine
That shoots through these veins
And straight into my heart
Where our journey shall begin

Who is this stranger, I?
Please find out for yourself
Never fear, or look down on me
For the normality I tend to dismiss
Not purposely

Never once do I force myself
Of an average perspective in life
Just being myself
With flaws and all

Come and look through these errors
And see if you could still stay
Be honest with this existence
That stands over an empty plot of reasons
Over a winding weary grave
Memories by death via empty word inflictions

No I am not the supposed ideal man
For I am too far from that
Cannot be like anyone else
I stand for realism and idealism
Exploring the flesh of a metaphoric kinship
It’s what I do best, I would like to think anyway

Oh, But judge me, Judge me
Without really knowing the intent of my heart
Take for granted this soul you may do
But at least I don’t take anything for granted
Because I truly know how to love

Oh, You can look outward. Onward
To the journey for perfection
I am just fine where I am at
Embracing every last fault
So I can correct anything negative, anything wrong
Making myself a better person within

Ah, And trust me
In the end I will be happy
And in the end you will be sad
As I relinquish any burden
That keeps you alive and well

You never took me for what I was worth
Now you are homeless
In the love you keep a VERY high standards for

And still you have no idea on why your love never lasts
Yet, Even now I feel sad for you

I don’t need you anyways
I kicked the habit hard
Sobriety away from your heart
Is such a beautiful thing all in itself

Oh, My ending is a happy ending, Is yours?


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1//31/11


Ps. Words tried to correct most of what I wrote haha. It's not suppose to be perfect because Flaws are better.

The Guiding Aura of a Healing Paradox

Silently sifting away
Floating amongst the sky’s endearing paradox
That saves me, That takes me
Above the grey cloud’s senseless sense
Over to the furthest reaches of my mind

Imagination, Oh sweet imagination
Becoming one with my heart
Striving to end this pain
Sending it to a void left uncertain
So when I falter back
It will always inspire me to rise again

Many flaws. So many flaws I have
Torrential to this weary cause
Morphing into preserved perseverance
Reaching out, Feeling something relevant
As reality grabs this very presence

Flying high, Only to fall down
Defragmented into vapors
Descending through the clouds
Only to fall onto a valley of hope
Made up of evergreen dreams
That grow tall in the field of self learning
Where harmony composes radiant rhapsodies
Ringing out octaves
That revives this once hopeless soul, Me

Ah, The shadow has been lifted
Dark clouds taper away
Tears dry off, Fighting on
To the wonders of love
Where I accept myself
As an apprentice to prosperity
Steering this positive machine the best I can
Towards the higher grounds
Of an enduring direction I must create with haste

And now here I am
Vowing to build myself a home
Within the residence of my own wellbeing
As I roam free, Vowing to no longer be alone

I found myself
Now I am off to find you


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/29/11

Embracing the Cause of Life's Acclimations

Oblique by nature
Eccentric in emotions
Open hearted, Open minded
Kindred in spirit
Doing my best
Striving upon dreams
Once thought of being far fetched

Traveling afar
Towards the apex of pondering thoughts
Becoming one with myself
Cleansing this existence of all negativity
Forming outward revealing positive gestures
For myself and others

Stitching back these emotions
Of feelings once torn into oblivion
Filling confidence into these mental fissures
Acclimated for a new beginning
By a rapture I shall share
In the spirit of love and devotion
The epitome of what I shall be
An epiphany that cleanses these once horrific dreams

And into this new frontier
This sphere of hope
I shall create a multi dimensional paradise
With a full circle embedded by majestic hearts
Into a realm this mind could never fathom
Of how beautiful it could really be

And now this creation begins
To new hopes, New dreams
Embracing the hard
So I can easily learn life’s lesson
Of achieving a legacy
Beyond what I thought could of never existed

My dedication, My love, strong
Flying high above the clouds
And beyond the zenith of all expectations
Where all of these dreams
Shall finally come to tuition

I fight to love, And to be loved again

Into the self perils of my past dignity
I shall forget any negativity
Creating positive notions
As I smile diligently

Always, Forever to Beyond


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/26/11

Lewv

Dear love, Why are you the noose
That chokes a romantic's life away?
Oh, How you seem so biased these days
Only being ripe for the few
To take your splendors
As you let the dreams rot away

Oh, love, where have you gone?
Is price an issue with you?
The value of an exlusive encounter
Outweighs the importance of a priceless experience?

And what is this?
Your mental state of being is perfect?
Thinking it exists
In that fairytale world of yours
As certain humanity un evolves
To the ripe picking of caveman dreams

Love, Love, Love
So much sufferage from the kindred spirits
Who did everything in your name
Only to become mentally drained

What have you done?

I should not blame you
Because you hardly exist anymore

Please, Prove me wrong


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/24/11

My own Revolution Within

All self persecution gone
As the sky lifts up again
To a new beginning
Where I become one with myself

No more shame, No more regret
Take me as I am

Wearing these flaws strong and proud
Because they are me
And I am them
No more hiding within
It’s all about mending
Descending these fears away
Into a world alien to the ideals
Of a harbored illusion

Yes, Words are words
They can do so much
Writing to enter or escape
Or get in or out of touch
In a reality made from
Another reality in another dimension
Close or from far away from oneself

Oh, But for me I stand tall, Always
Enlightened by the inner strength
Of a new frontier, Belief
Where I am always true to myself

And those who turn their backs
I pay no mind to them
Why should I hold a grudge?
When it is them who would win in the end

Positivity, I must ride it all the way through
Making these words hold true
For the health I have been making for myself

In love with life, I must be
It’s the true nature of this heart, mind and soul
The true freedom that makes us all truly free

My legacy starts today
Here is to my own march
To this revolution within

No matter what, Good or bad
I shall always realize
Everything will be alright


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/17/11

Rebirth

In the mourning hours
Of an oblique anomaly
This valor shall rise
Into the grasping of a prospecting tomorrow
Where the beginning shall never end

Here I am
Rolling with the punches
Smiling blow for blow
Not hesitating one second
Going all out
Submitting nevermore

And this fear shall disappear
This mind shall be cleared of cataclysmic dreams
As the doom of this serotonin
Ceases to exist again
As the nexus of my own evolution grows on

Unlimited journey
To a place where this heart can be fully expressed
Opened for all the ailments
That I shall medicate with every last hope
As I dream steadily
Cementing this future
With the pleasures of an uncharted epiphany

Fertile in thoughts
Fighting for progress
Becoming ever stronger
Aligning this very life
Upon a cleansing of this emotional festering within

Never shall I famish this heart
Everything shall come to tuition
Everything is worth the battle
To a war I shall mentally win

The distance is closer
Than I could of ever imagined
In the process of a genesis
Created for this thriving existence

When things go wrong
I shall enlist hope to make it alright
I am a dreamer after all
Could someone ever dream with me?

Inspired by sublime carnations
Planted in the light of a personal prophecy
Peaceful as I ever could be, Free


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/12/11

Peace of mind by virtue of this Heart and Soul

As the mist rises from the water
I feel the right to rectify
All these feelings
All these emotions
As I look high up into the sky

Is there a rebirth coming?
This rejuvenated existence abasing gloom?
Winning the war within
By the strength of personal virtue
Climaxing wonder and awe
Upon dreamy visions of abating self terror

Awoken by beauty
Tranquil scenery all around
Thankful for my feet touching the ground
While this heart flies up to the clouds
Approving these angelic visions
As my own personal heaven welcomes me with open arms

Ah, such landscapes
This heart, soul and mind
Striving to stay within
The boundaries of an earnest paradise
To only go beyond the limits
When it can make a difference
To myself and others

I know there is never a happily ever after
And struggles are always there to make us humble
But knowing I can win each battle
Makes me a stronger person in the end

The greatness of life, The epitome of love
Is worth the fight
To stay afloat with these emotions
As I prepare to fly from this cocoon
Into the beauty of all things prospecting
In a peaceful prosperity

Struggles may come
Battles may still endure
But with each waking moment
I set sail with the knowledge
That I can overcome any self conflict

Creating a blueprint to paradise
No matter where I am it shall always be there
Deep inside everything that makes me free

This spirit endures this flesh
So this flesh shall embrace this spirit
Flowing with a gallant epiphany
To uncharted places
Always and forever to beyond


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II
1/3/11